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Sixpenceee, I recently went to the Natchez city cemetery in Mississippi and saw the grave of a little 10-year-old girl who died of yellow fever in 1861. Her mom was so distraught over the death of her daughter that she had a special glass coffin made so she could see her daughter. She had stairs made to lead 6 feet underground, and sat with her daughter during thunderstorms because the little girl was terrified of them while alive.

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What Loving someone when you have anxiety is really like.

What if you know you found the one, but every minute of the day feel like you don’t deserve them because you are worthless and not believing a single thing of what they say to you because past relationships messed you up so bad that you have trust issues. Seeing every compliment as a lie because in your head it is simply not possible for someone to look at you that way. You make up the worst scenarios in your head of them leaving you but, you are too scared to tell them because they might actually do. Waking up every single night crying because in your dreams they don’t want to be with you, like you always expected. It feels like loving me is a job not something you do because you actually love me. I worry about everything. I overreact half of the time and I push you away when I need you the most. I need constant reassurance and god I hate it so much. There is always this fear of not knowing what someone actually thinks about you because the voices in your head are screaming at the sweet words he tells you. I say ‘sorry’ 20 times a day because I actually think I insulted you in some way and the smallest arguments seem like the end of the world. I cry and panic over the smallest things and I ask if I am annoying at least 3 times a day because I believe I am. I cry every time you have to go home or when you leave because it might be the last time I get to see you even though I know that’s not true. I never expected finding the love of my life would also be one of the most painful things ever.

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No one: …

Coke: …

Jack:

therealjacksepticeye

The fool proof strategy!

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me at the club: i cant dance. i dont dance.

me 5 drinks later, absolutely hammered:

iishmael

Dunno about y’all but this is the cutest thing I’ve seen all day [x]

couldntthinkofsomethingtoputhere

This makes me really freaking mad, and I want to rant about it, but I can’t put my anger into words, so can somebody do it for me?

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Just sounds like a manchild spat his dummy out cos he sees a fun-loving community as competition to his fragile ego imo. I’d be angry at his ignorance if I didn’t pity his self-excusive trite mentality. Poor fragile mite.

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lesbianshepard

if you work retail long enough i think you should be given license to kill

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new hire: you can tell the customers to go fuck themselves if they start acting mean

1 year: you are allowed to maim or seriously injure

3 years: you can kill a customer if they start a fight and you can prove they provoked you

5 years: you can kill customers on the clock in any scenario, no questions asked

10+ years: you can kill any customers in any stores

lesbianshepard

addendum: during holiday season they give the entire staff a machete regardless of how long they’ve worked retail and whatever happens, happens

skygenders

yesterday I had two old ladies get upset that coffee isn’t 10 cents anymore.

skygenders

like right now I’m trying to remember if I have ever bought anything for 10 cents or even seen anything that was only worth 10 cents. What century did they crawl out of

LMAO

have you ever messed up a fingering so badly that you want to go back in time 30 seconds to preemptively slap yourself

classicallytrainedidiot

especially when it’s during a private lesson :/

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oh this is about instruments?

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bangdoot

beware the pinky 😳

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reminder that 30 isn’t old, it’s very normal to not accomplish everything in your 20s, and that it is never too late to learn that thing you’ve always wanted to learn. you’re always growing. that’s a good thing.

unexpectedyarns

Who the hell accomplishes everything in their 20s? Who made that a thing?

I was 48 when I started my apprenticeship to become a tattoo artist. I was 50 when I married the love of my life.

You’ve got time.

toniknits

I needed this right now. I’ve got time!!!

221b-hound

I didn’t get my first book published until I was 38. At 53, I’m about to sign a contract for my tenth. You have time.

zigster-ao3

Thank you for this.

the1movement

Always nice to be reminded about being young and still having everything in front of you

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Please reblog if you’re gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender, supporter, or a very powerful and rich dragon whose very name strikes fear into the hearts of all who hear it.

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