[lenakluthor]

"You don't have to be afraid. I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere." (x)

[lenakluthor]

How are you getting on with your dnd sessions and hows you characters doing?

Also how’s skating going?

it took me forever to answer this but i appreciate you asking!!

dnd is going okay- we’re ending ginny’s campaign, which is a little sad, but i’m ready for something new. i wish i had gotten to explore more of ginny’s backstory (the campaign was really plot heavy), but i’m so excited for my next character, poppy. she’s a tiny fairy barbarian and is going to be pure chaos.

we also finally started streaming my streamed game, so that’s exciting!

skating is going really well! i’m finally starting to pick things up quicker and i can tell i’m getting in better shape. i’ve already upped my schedule to twice a week and am thinking of adding a third day, but we’ll see. i started taking a glp for weight loss (i know, i KNOW), and it’s really fucking me up, which is making skating progress go a bit slower bc i keep getting sick on the ice. but hopefully i’ll get used to the meds soon and it’ll go smoother!

[lenakluthor]

dnd going live soon! http://twitch.tv/zappithustra

[morabbots]

@pscentral event 48: silhouettes

who could ever leave me, darling? but who could stay?

[lenakluthor]

so i had a meltdown a couple weeks ago after seeing some of the olympic skating about how i missed skating and haven’t gone back to it bc of my weight but fast forward to today i got new skates and have booked myself for monday morning ice time so HERE GOES NOTHING

[lenakluthor]

it kept getting postponed but i officially made my comeback today and…. every second of it sucked. i’m way rustier than i expected to be. i can barely fucking skate. and i couldn’t go more than like a minute or two without needing a break because i couldn’t breathe basically the entire time. i lasted like 25 minutes. everyone was so nice and understanding and encouraging but tbh i mostly just feel embarrassed

[lenakluthor]

if anybody cares, i may still be ridiculously out of shape, but i started spinning again this week and today i’m missing skating instead of dreading it for the first time since getting back on the ice

[lenakluthor]

gOD i forgot how much better tumblr is on desktop

[andremichaux]

THE X-FILES | 1.05

[blackmascara]

No, not a gift. I obsess over every little problem I see, my mind is constantly spinning out of control, which makes it impossible to hold a job, a relationship, a conversation. Not a gift.

High Potential (2024-)

x x x

[lenakluthor]

"I'm her! The woman who saved the plane!"

[yesornopolls]

Is there a singer/band you have paid more than $200US for a single seat to see in concert?

Yes

No

See results

Voting ended onMar 20

The average cost is $130US

[lenakluthor]

so i had a meltdown a couple weeks ago after seeing some of the olympic skating about how i missed skating and haven’t gone back to it bc of my weight but fast forward to today i got new skates and have booked myself for monday morning ice time so HERE GOES NOTHING

[lenakluthor]

it kept getting postponed but i officially made my comeback today and…. every second of it sucked. i’m way rustier than i expected to be. i can barely fucking skate. and i couldn’t go more than like a minute or two without needing a break because i couldn’t breathe basically the entire time. i lasted like 25 minutes. everyone was so nice and understanding and encouraging but tbh i mostly just feel embarrassed

[karazrel]

lena + sassing criminals and mass murderers 

[lenakluthor]

chat it’s 2026 and i’m just now realizing blair waldorf is 100% absolutely a closeted lesbian

[lenakluthor]

@criminalmindssource first creation event ⇾ get to know the members ↳ [1/5] favourite characters: jennifer jareau

“You’re a hero, Jennifer Jareau. You’re my hero, and your boys, and your team and all those other people that you saved. And don’t you ever forget that.”

[lenakluthor]

so i had a meltdown a couple weeks ago after seeing some of the olympic skating about how i missed skating and haven’t gone back to it bc of my weight but fast forward to today i got new skates and have booked myself for monday morning ice time so HERE GOES NOTHING

[lenakluthor]

y’all i’m gonna be so real i’m feeling so hopeless rn. like. i’ve been going to therapy consistently for years and taking meds and trying to make friends and yet i still wanna die at least three times a week. i had a good day yesterday! i went to BOTH of my appointments. picked up my prescription THE SAME DAY it was prescribed. even went grocery shopping and walked my dog. today? slept until 4pm and wanted to slit my wrists by midnight. i’m so. exhausted.

[tlirsgender]

Crazy thing about #healing #recovery Small Victories is when you'll have some shit going on that's like, saying this would involve admitting how you used to be doing. You know? Like hey guys good news I'm gonna change my bedsheets this year

[tlirsgender]

That's the thing about Doing Really Bad you kinda keep it to yourself. And then you start doing a little better & when you try to tell people this the vibe is like "what do you mean you were living in the sewer this whole time are you good?" while you're standing there like Yeah that's not the important part never mind that. I'm literally out of the sewer