They Can Never Cut Into Your Soul

Leo here. What's up? Hospital life isn't all it's cracked up to be but I learned to make the best of it.  (Indie RP. I ship Leo/Jordi, Leo/Dr.McAndrew and Leo/Emma. So... Bi!Leo) (Lack of gifs of Leo may result in no gifs for some replies and/or starters. Sorry :c I do Para RP and one liner RP. Don't be afraid to send me a starter! :))

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[ofnotdancing]

( leo-therebel )

[ofnotdancing]

  “so. how did your day go?”

[leo-therebel]

"It was okay. Not much happened."

"How's the recovery going?"

[leo-therebel]

The Next Day || CLOSED RP || Emma/Leo

[leo-therebel]

"I told you this, Emma. I was scared, scared of dying and I didn’t want to put you through that." Leo started but he could tell Emma wasn’t buying it. He didn’t want to tell her the truth but in the end it would come out eventually. "Actually … It was because I was afraid that you’d not like me because of the way I looked. With my leg gone and all, you know. It’s really not that big of a turn on for most people. I got really self conscious and I let it get to me." He admitted, shutting his eyes as he let the tear that were building up finally release. "I look across the street at the frat house and I see those college guys. All good looking and two legged with girls all over them. I’ll never be that, Emma. When I lost my leg, I lost my friends … Hell, I even lost my family. They rarely visit. I’m a freak to everyone."  It just all came out. He couldn’t stop. It was building up and building up and the damn broke. The truth came spilling out leaving Leo in tears. He had never told anyone his true feelings about himself. He even had a therapist right after he got his leg taken off and he didn’t even say all those things to him. Emma was special to him and he hoped that she knew that. He finally looked back to him, letting out a shaky breath as he wiped a tear away. “I’m sorry … I’m so sorry, Emma.” He said with a tone of deep regret in his voice. 

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“I don’t remember that ever coming up in conversation.” The brunette muttered turning away from him. If she met his eyes, she was a goner. Every logical thought she had would be thrown out the window, and she couldn’t have that. She shut her eyes as well as his words consumed her. He really felt that way, all the time? She had no idea. It wasn’t like they shared their deepest fears and regrets with each other on a daily basis. Sighing, she finally glanced up to look at him. “I’m not sure how that all exactly feels. But I do know a thing or two about the parents thing. When’s the last time mine have visited? They try, but not hard enough.”

"I don’t think you’re a freak." She spoke quietly, her voice coming to a solid whisper. "I-I’m here you know. If you ever need me." And just like that everything came rushing back. Only Leo could make her vulnerable so damn much. The feelings, good and bad were coming back full force. "It’s….it’s okay." She said hesitantly. She wasn’t quite sure what to say. She would be lying to herself if she said this thing between wasn’t worth giving one more chance, but the last thing she needed to be was hurt again, possibly worse than the last time.

[leo-therebel]

Listening to Emma did help to calm Leo. He too felt bad for her. They were kinda in the same boat when it came to family. And maybe even friends. He never once heard Emma talk about friends outside of the hospital. He did something risky and went and wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close and even let her head rest on his shoulder if she wanted. He watched out the door, seeing very few people passing by and maybe one or two looked back. Quiet moments like this always made Leo feel better. Especially if he was sharing them with someone like Emma. And honestly, he didn't want it to end.  "If by any chance we were to be a thing again what would you want done differently?" Leo asked, breaking the silence and now turning his head a bit to look at her. "I mean ... If you want to give us another chance?" He said, brows furrowed a bit. "I don't know really what you want. Here I've been pouring out all my emotions," he pulled back, "I wanna hear what you have to say about this. About everything. I'm all ears."

[leo-therebel]

(Hey guys! I'm so sorry I haven't been on lately! Things got crazy and what not. Getting to replies now.)

[kpfun]

Frozen and Once Upon a Time Parallels

[leo-therebel]

(Watching Into The Storm. Sorry I haven't been on and replying. Will reply when I get home. )

[leo-therebel]

(Currently mobile. Have to go to work soon. Liking post throughout the day so I can reply to them later.)

[wantstobestable-deactivated2014]

"i -     i’m about to go under. anesthesia.” jordi, get to the point.

[leo-therebel]

"Really? Again?"

"Good luck, Jordi ..."

[leo-therebel]

"I wanna get a cat … I’m gonna get a cat"

[nomore11111111111111-deactivate]

"Of all the animals in the world, you want a cat?"

[leo-therebel]

"Well, I figure a dog would be very noticeable and rats and ferrets would scare a lot of people so ... A cat will have to do."

[leo-therebel]

"I wanna get a cat ... I'm gonna get a cat"

[melodiiam-deactivated20150418]

❝ seriously, dude?    i’m in a hospital room    waving pizza over your    face. this better fucking    work. i can think of 1000    things i would rather be    doing right now. So, like    wake up already !! ❞

[leo-therebel]

"What are you doing? You look like a crazy person."

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"Leo got scared and he blew it. They both regret it. So, now they’re obsessed with making each other miserable."

[leo-therebel]

"How are you enjoying the Rice Crispy Treats?" 

( wantstobestable )

[thefishsticksandcustardblog]

[imagineyourotp]

Imagine your OTP stuck in an elevator after they’ve had a fight. 

[kiwipan-deactivated20150921]

#tension on so many levels

[asthmatic-alpha-deactivated2017]

leo-therebel:

"So why exactly are you here? Same as the others?" Leo asked as he looked back at Scott. "Thinking of getting into a good college and what not …" He added as he then pressed the button for the elevator. 

"That and as surprising and weird as it seems I actually do like helping people. So what better way to get into college than by doing something I like?" Scott shrugged. "It’s kind of like how football players get scholarships in my mind."  He looked at Leo. "So what do you get up to when not going to phsycial therapy and whatever else the doctor’s have you doing?" 

[leo-therebel]

"Well seeing as we're not really allowed out of the hospital past the parking lot. I most stay in here. Relax and guilt the nurses in to letting me do whatever I want." Leo said with a wide grin. "But ... Since I've got myself a volunteer, maybe we could go past the parking lot. Maybe I won't get in trouble for it with you around."  He said as he entered the physical therapy room then turned to Scott, "We'll talk." He said before going over to the instructor and starting his PT. 

[leo-therebel]

The Next Day || CLOSED RP || Emma/Leo

[leo-therebel]

Leo  slid the tray closer to him as he looked to Emma cautiously, “You don’t mind?” He asked as he took the top off the tray. Her meals were way better than his by far. Sure the same person cooked them but hers always felt more fancier to him. He took a quick bite of the half of sandwich that was left then popped a grape in to his mouth. He then swallowed and set the top back down on the tray, “Thanks.” He said as he slid it away from him but not too far.  What came next was silence. It came so quickly and last longer than it should’ve. This again was awkward. He straightened himself as he then made himself comfortable. “So uh, what do you have for me? Any questions?” He asked, the silence leaving the room. He didn’t look right at her, sure his head was turned toward in her direction but his eyes were on anything that was placed behind her. He swallowed nervously, wondering just what she had inside her mind. Was she going to yell at him? Cry? Punch him? He suddenly felt the urge to get some sort of protection on him. 

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“Not one bit.” Emma said quickly, maybe a bit too quickly for her own good. “I mean, you know, I’m plenty full.” She added with a small shrug. As far as she was concerned he was doing her a big favor. It was no secret that the food on her floor was a bit better since it was made by a private chef, but she would happily give any and all of her food to Leo or Kara in a heartbeat. “No problem.”

While he are she was silent, and soon they were both silent. And since it was silent, awkwardness was inevitable. Once he spoke she nodded. There was one thing pressing on her mind. “Okay here’s the thing: if you made a mistake in breaking up with me,” she paused glancing up at him directly. “Then why did you? Why put either of us through that?” She had to get that part at least out in the open. She had to know why he had chosen to end things. It was driving her crazy, not knowing.

[leo-therebel]

"I told you this, Emma. I was scared, scared of dying and I didn't want to put you through that." Leo started but he could tell Emma wasn't buying it. He didn't want to tell her the truth but in the end it would come out eventually. "Actually ... It was because I was afraid that you'd not like me because of the way I looked. With my leg gone and all, you know. It's really not that big of a turn on for most people. I got really self conscious and I let it get to me." He admitted, shutting his eyes as he let the tear that were building up finally release. "I look across the street at the frat house and I see those college guys. All good looking and two legged with girls all over them. I'll never be that, Emma. When I lost my leg, I lost my friends ... Hell, I even lost my family. They rarely visit. I'm a freak to everyone."  It just all came out. He couldn't stop. It was building up and building up and the damn broke. The truth came spilling out leaving Leo in tears. He had never told anyone his true feelings about himself. He even had a therapist right after he got his leg taken off and he didn't even say all those things to him. Emma was special to him and he hoped that she knew that. He finally looked back to him, letting out a shaky breath as he wiped a tear away. "I'm sorry ... I'm so sorry, Emma." He said with a tone of deep regret in his voice.