She likes to sleep with the fan on, mostly because the noise helps her fall asleep. Even if it is freezing outside with a wind chill, let her keep the fan on. She will sleep good.
She will want to hold your hand a lot in public. Even if you are afraid of the looks and the whispers, let her hold your hand. It makes her happy.
Sometimes she will eat ice cream for breakfast and sometimes she will come upstairs at 10pm with waffles for the both of you. Even if you arenât hungry, eat what she made for you.
When sheâs laying on your arm and it falls asleep, donât wake her up. She loves her sleep. Just take this time to look at how peaceful she is.
Bring her gifts. Not the kind of gifts you have to go out and buy. Write her something, draw her something. She knows itâs the thought that counts and she will love it no matter what it is.
She will have bad days. She will have days where she shuts down and might not even want to talk to you. This will hurt you. Find her, bring her a bottle of water and sit next to her. Donât ask her whatâs wrong, she wonât want to talk about it. It will pass, and she will be glad you stuck through it with her.
She wakes up at 6am for work. She will set her alarm at night. Make sure you set one too. Just incase
She will turn on the tv and ask you what you want to watch. Donât say âI donât knowâ or âI donât careâ. Pick something for the both of you to watch. She won care what it is, sheâs happy just to be watching it with you.
She is beautiful, but some days she does not see it. You will be able to tell when itâs happening. When it does, offer to straighten her hair. She likes the way it looks when itâs like that.
Some nights she will just want to stay in, watch tv and color. Ask if you can color a page too.
She likes to take a lot of pictures with you, and of you. Donât put your hand in front of the camera to reject. Let her take pictures of you, she will look at them when youâre not around and she misses you.
She likes to wear your clothes. You will look at your half empty closet and wonder where it all went. Let her wear them, your scent will remind her of you.
When she thinks about giving up on you, fight. Fight until you are black and blue inside. Fight for the memories and the future to come. Fight harder than I couldâve.
Love her. Love her when itâs raining and love her when itâs sunny. Love every little piece of her. Lay your head on her chest and hear the heart that beats for you. Love her smile. Love her frown. Love everything in between. If you love her with your whole entire heart, I promise you thatâs only half as much as I did. Never stop loving her.