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NEWTESLA :: AESTHETIC && PLAYLIST :: FOR @unsxnctioned
I loved, I loved... && I LOST you.
Newtesla aesthetic/playlist
for @leptinspired. personals don’t reblog.
❝ Grief, I’ve learned, is really love. It’s all the love you want to give but CANNOT give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes & in that part of your chest that gets e m p t y & hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go. ❞
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TESSY.
“I didn’t feel any such thing.” Tess whispered to himself. He squeezed his eyes shut, whether to keep himself from tearing up at Newt’s unexpected rant or to keep himself from shouting back he didn’t know. He had never seen his brother like this before. He didn’t know what to do about it. He just knew that he didn’t like it and he wouldn’t keep his mouth shut about it. He canted his head to one side and opened his eyes. There was a rage behind them that hadn’t been there before he closed them.
“Get your shuckin’ head on straight!” he snapped. “Our fate isn’t tied to Thomas. There’s no reason to follow him besides you and your bloody— I don’t even know WHAT it is. Some twisted attachment?” He reached up a hand to run through his hair and waved the other in the air for emphasis. The gesture seemed to calm him down, because his voice softened into a huff as he continued. “He didn’t free us from WCKD, Newt. We freed ourselves… but now you’ve gone and chained yourself to him.”
Newt knew better than to raise his voice at Tessy ━━━ to meet with an aggressive tone surely spelt disaster but he couldn't help it. something new was bubbling up inside him these days, changing him mentally. it wouldn't be long before the more physical signs spread to more than just his arm. he couldn't hide it forever. Newt owed Tessy the truth, so that he might have time to prepare for the inevitable. all of that seemed like the right logic && reason but... of course, he wasn't in the right mindset to act rational.
"you're so bloody stubborn !!" he snaps, teeth baring at his twin as tensions rose even higher. "━━━━ ━ fine !! say we take off right now. ditch EVERYONE we know. we leave Frypan, Brenda, Jorge, Aris, Sonya, Jack, Harriet, Tommy ━━━ ━ not to mention GALLY !!' Newt lists off every name, voice creeping louder && louder as he stepped closer to Tessy, intent to get in his face. "━━━━━ who, by the way, we JUST GOT BACK !!"
hands ran through his own hair in frustration now, sleeve of his jacket betraying him for just a split second if Tessy had a keen eye. "but no, none of them matter, do they ?? we can just take off without them, they only collectively got us this far, they don't matter !! because you're so bloody obsessed with me !! you never let yourself open up to anyone else. from day one in the box, you decided I was the only important one && shunned everyone else out !! " the shouting was relentless, but words fell from his mouth before he could even think to stop himself. "what would you do if I wasn't here anymore ?! huh ?! " a hand made to shove at his brother's chest, emotions getting the better of him as tears well up in his eyes. "━━━ would you just go off on your own out there ?? that is a fast track to getting yourself killed !! so don't you DARE say I have some twisted obsession with Tommy when you're out here trying to drag me off from anyone I ever considered my friends. my family !!"
TERESA, YOU TRAITOR ! TRAITOR ! TRAITOR !
❝ MIGHT AS WELL END IT THAT WAY.
AS ADORED BY MYLES. —- PREVIOUSLY BLCCDYGLUE PERSONALS DON’T REBLOG
uhh…..progress??
anyways, ignoring my broken heart. my newtmas was fuelled from that movie, hi.
▐ ▀ ▄ TESSY.
An anger rises inside him but he keeps it outwardly subdued. He hated the way Newt approached dangerous situations and it bothered him that he could never get him to listen to reason anymore. By now Tess had all but GIVEN UP trying. The best he could do was offer alternatives and follow Newt around like a fearful shadow when he inevitably denied them.
“I get it, Newt, really I do. Minho’s important.” He cast his eyes to the ground. There was a story there they’d left unspoken for years and the thought of it only served to worsen his worries. “—but WHY do we have to go along with Thomas? His ideas always get people killed. Why… why can’t the two of us make our own plan? We can save Minho ourselves without all the derring-do.”
HE WAS GLAD that the deeper importance of Minho’s retrieval went unspoken, Newt wasn’t in the mood to relive that memory right now for the sake of someone who already knew the story. he’d never seen himself as a leader, more than happy to follow. first Alby, && now he stood beside Thomas without question.
brows furrowed at Tessy’s plea. their own plan ?? Newt COULDN’T RECALL the last time he had a solid plan of his own. ❛ Tessy. ❜ he began, tone softening but still held firmness. ❛ ━━━ from the moment Thomas was sent up in the box, things were different, okay ?? whether ya wanna ADMIT IT or not, ya felt a change too. we wouldn’t have got very far without Thomas. yes, we lost people along the way. ❜ he paused briefly to raise his hand, counting off the names on his fingers. ❛ Alby, Zart, Winston, Chuck, Gally, Dmitri, Ben, Rob, Wyck, Alfred, Scott ━━━ ━ ❜ his temper was rising, creeping in volume with every name he listed off before stifling himself.
NEWT AVERTS HIS GAZE from his twin, biting his tongue to better calm this uncharacteristic anger he’d let fall out. he knew WHY he was more prone to snippy outbursts lately ━━━ but he wouldn’t excuse himself for it, nor confess to Tessy the truth. he only offered his brother an apologetic gaze as he spoke again in a much more calmer tone. ❛ we followed Thomas out of the maze because WE KNEW there was more out there. that we deserved freedom, an’ dyin’ with that hope for freedom is a damn sight better than the alternative. ❜
▐ ▀ ▄ open starter // to all;
HE HADN’T KNOWN a good night’s sleep in the longest of time. some might argue that life in the glade wasn’t exactly a good night’s sleep but Newt was damn sure it was BETTER than any night since they’d ran through the scorch. images of those LOST plagued his dreams && flickering memories of cranks lunging towards him were all the company he got in his sleep.
jolted awake, he barely showed a change in expression anymore as tired eyes cast around the group that still seemed to be resting, ALL BUT ONE, Newt came to discover as he offered a half - smile to them. ❛ been awake long, shuckface ?? ❜
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❝ MIGHT AS WELL END IT THAT WAY.
AS ADORED BY MYLES. ---- PREVIOUSLY BLCCDYGLUE PERSONALS DON’T REBLOG
blccdyglue ---> leptinspired
▐ ▀ ▄ Tessy.
“So, NOT confident then…” Tess casts his eyes downward, a sigh escaping against his will. Although he had hoped for some semblance of an explanation from Newt, the one he got was even more PITIFUL than he’d imagined.
“Well I’m not too keen on dying at the moment,” he grumbles, “and neither should you be.” His arms uncross and reach for Newt’s shoulders as he leans in for closer eye contact.
“I don’t give a shuck about ‘good causes’— or even the Gladers— when these foolhardy schemes put YOU at risk. If you really believe we can make it out of this, that’s alright, but… I’m not LETTIN’ you otherwise.”
IT WAS NEWT’S TURN to give a defeated sigh now, feeling guilty for how he’d worded things. he’d always given a dry && grim - dark sense of humour to the group, even in THE WORST of times. he’d come to find that nobody really questioned any hidden layers in his words other than his twin.
❛ ya always OVERTHINK things, mate ❜ he shakes his head softly but he can’t fight his eyes twitching into a glare as Tessy had continued. ❛ well ━━━ ━ UNLIKE YOU, I happen to care about the other Gladers, an’ I WILL put myself in harms way, no matter what. we have to get Minho back. ❜ it was firm && the glint in his eye held this sort of authoritative gaze. not that he even thought for one second that Tessy wouldn’t challenge him.
I need the TST && TDC parallels of Thomas flipping off Janson ASAP.
y’know what was the worst part about the movie ?? when I’d calmed down from them silent cries ™ after the film, I went to meet up with the bf && immediately had a lil cry into his shoulder && tHEN THERE WAS FEELSY MUSIC PLAYING ON THE RADIO WITH THE LINE ‘TAKE LOOK AT ME NOW, THERE’S JUST AN EMPTY SPACE. THERE’S NOTHING LEFT HERE TO REMIND ME, JUST THE MEMORY OF YOUR FACE’ && I JUST CRIED MORE DAMN IT.
well that movie got me emo af. but my son called Tommy a twat so I’m happy about it. also I threw hands with a group behind me in the cinema that wouldn’t shut up.