[lesahleee]

On second thought

On second thought, maybe I do need to come over and get my contact cleaner.

On second thought, maybe I do need to come over and have new laundry to do.

On second thought, fuck you.

[lesahleee]

Concrete Flowers

I’d laid out on the concrete before

to feel the world still.

I laid out on the concrete before, to watch the flowers sprout against their will.

The concrete cold, the flowers still,

Would hold up against a frozen frill

Orange, pink and dainty still, they’d brush hard and happen still.

I think I’d been a flower floor, and I’d recognized my will. The time stood still, I took a pill, to see what happened to myself in a bath of Juniper and Kill

[lesahleee]

Having a fit

Chula, hermosa

I’m having a fit

wearing orange uranium and holes in my skin

the stockings ripped between my toes and they’d notice,

before I’d even go down to think to have blown them

a cat call would throw me into a suicidal trumpet

I’d go down the street and yell from my hips

they’re big and swollen, and so are my tits

from cat calls and screaming for pleading the fifth

[lesahleee]

wordsss

i finally understood how bad my own words hurt

because i was hearing them from you

[lesahleee]

Blue skin

I hadn’t for awhile thought of scars and things

until the second I saw blue on my skin,

And I thought what a badge of honor it was to be able to get blistered vessels in my skin, like the blisters around my eyes from not sleeping.

The more the blue ate it’s way at me, the prettier I felt.

Blistered skin that made me melt.

Blue fixations, like ornaments and...

Help.

[lesahleee]

I am god and all things that are made of matter

I breathe myself and eat blood in my sleep.

I am you, as you are I, and that’s why I bleed everything

[sa2ha]

[adrasteiax]

“Men have used her meanly. She will eat them. Eat them, eat them, eat them in the end.”

— Sylvia Plath, from Three Women in “The Collected Poems Of Sylvia Plath”

[lesahleee]

Today I learned how to write like her

A little more collected than usual

A little more sure than normal

A little less me

[lesahleee]

Everybody knows

You and I are suicidal stolen art

Pretty moments sews

Stitches into all your bitches broken hearts

You can pretend you don't miss me

You can pretend you don't care

All you wanna do is kiss me

Oh what a shame I'm not there

Somebody new

Is gonna comfort you

Like you want me to

Somebody new

Is gonna comfort me

Like you never do

[emmanuelleriva]

The Letter (1940) dir. William Wyler

[lesahleee]

I could lie and say I like it like that

[sa2ha]

[wnq-quotes]

“You fool – you are afraid of being alone with you own mind. You just better learn to know yourself, to make sure decisions before it is too late. Your room is not your prison. You are.”

—

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

Read more at wordsnquotes

[qvotable]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[lesahleee]

Sewing

I mean, what would you do if I wanted to duplicate myself?

Would you sow yourself together?

Or should I

[lesahleee]

My purity has me throwing up in your hands