feasting on stars and saltwater.

[lesbian-hobbit]

for @goblinwurst for Valentine's day. She made it across the Atlantic Ocean safely !! She is "Garbage//Queen: VOMITHEART". ❤❤❤ I love our love. #longdistancelesbians #insectart #myart #vomit4valentines #oddmoss #alltheeyesforyou #youmakemywingsflutter #putrid4u https://www.instagram.com/p/B8sMWEiBWVn2PmG9auYHMP2NZprQYY0uYLOQ7c0/?igshid=en4lcsekmplr

[lesbian-hobbit]

⛅⛰⛅ https://www.instagram.com/p/B8oZx03heaya-yVKFPBetOG7AhPMJhq1OkNTvQ0/?igshid=vydxsvnkdlie

[lesbian-hobbit]

so many cute rabbit things out cuz SPRING LOOMS. i might be back for these...🐇 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8oZN3Ohtolk56dpeE7jwrGhcTVAYoFisbVQak0/?igshid=1esnx13x7z7vb

[lesbian-hobbit]

love the body hair representation on this edition of LC !!! 🐺 #lesbianconnection #naturalwoman #normalizebodyhaironwomen #fuckyeah #🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8fFFCDhmtyryBXEFD1tAAkXMNB_v8aicYh2oI0/?igshid=1ku70qgu8i5e5

[lesbian-hobbit]

💘ROMANTIXX💘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8bc5pjBDoyvm66V_Ltn1egLH34JwP-fjn0Hcs0/?igshid=aff6tu8aafj0

[lesbian-hobbit]

these are a few or my favorite things 💟 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8Xci61h5wynUcwTuZXJU-d99pAzDn43HawMxQ0/?igshid=1gz5yu8em9oyy

[lesbian-hobbit]

A week of pain. Everywhere. I had to start wearing my wrist brace again. It's been years since I had to. 3 purchases of new shoes to try because of agonizing pain in my feet. I cut back severely on ibuprofen for awhile because it was activating my stomach issues. But I slowly started adding some in yesterday when the discomfort was too great to bear. I interviewed for and picked up a new cat-sitting client. Worked a full schedule even though I had to call out of work on Monday. Took myself on a date to see Gretel and Hansel. Went grocery shopping and am tackling finally putting my Christmas/Yule decorations away. And slept. And rested. A lot. My anxiety has been paralyzing at times. With waking dreams and sleep paralysis lurking in the shadows. But I am trying. Still. I try and pat myself on the back for small victories. It is truly a struggle at times. You may not understand. But this is no joke. This is not me exaggerating. This is not me being pessimistic. This is what it's like to have a chronic illness. It doesn't mean I don't feel joy. It doesn't mean I am not grateful for all that I have. Please don't tell me to try yoga. Please don't ask if I've tried cutting out gluten. Please don't tell me "it could be worse". Someone's else's pain does not take away from mine. I do not benefit because some people have it worse than me. I don't really know what I'm trying to say with this post, sometimes you just need to release your pain, to name it, to express it, to feel some form of relief. My illness does not define me, but I do live with it. It is a part of me. Shame is a very personal aspect of it that I actively fight every single day. That you cannot see. Some days, some weeks, are easier than others. If you took the time to read this, to see me, thank you. #fibromyalgia #chronicillness #chronicpain #ulnaimpactionsyndrome #ibs #anxiety #depression #fibroflare #pms #tmd #sleepparalysis #wakingdreams #sleepdisorders #hypermobilejointsyndrome #thankyou https://www.instagram.com/p/B8WmBXrBRsTgmFZbKGYRIFN2Iy9PND57E5TtFg0/?igshid=gystryjf69ta

[lesbian-hobbit]

when she dresses up for you across the ocean blue 😥 #oddmoss #longdistancelesbians #areyoukiddingme #butchisbest #dapperdyke #dandydyke #handsomewoman #iamtrulyblessed #waaah #floralesbian #mine #smitten https://www.instagram.com/p/B8RamNkBR4Hc7N3FSOIbKXJAzaG4ODKEyFk3OQ0/?igshid=qsgq4whxg6td

[lesbian-hobbit]

FIBROMYALGIA https://www.instagram.com/p/B8HD2HCBpU_ZMUxcTYNRZeGD1HR4UXxz-RgEn40/?igshid=z2xd1hfggli9

[lesbian-hobbit]

It's been 6 months since my furdaughter departed from this world. It's been 8 months since the woman of my dreams came into my life. Their energies overlap. Though they never met in the reality of the flesh, they are profoundly linked. I feel certain that Bee's death was timed with the arrival of Tiff, the love of my life. That she was able to release me when I was equally held by another in the same way that she cradled my soul. She helped nurture me into the woman I am today. She helped me become the woman that could love so deeply; to expand my love across an ocean. To receive as well as to give. To my [late] Aries daughter as well as my forever Aries lover--thank you both for loving me with ferocity. For trusting me. To my Bear and to my Bee, your beauty astounds me. Humbles me. Sweetens my saltwater heart. Thank you. #oddmoss #erzsebetthora #longdistancelesbians #loss #grief #bear #bee #maryoliver #happiness #anniversary #daughter #lover #poetry https://www.instagram.com/p/B8DDH1wB-GIRSOhtzNqcPervS-TcqvvrUcraxg0/?igshid=p9ib6n4yr5nc

[lesbian-hobbit]

you pollinate my heart 🖤 #oddmoss #dykeart #girlfriend #mothra #tiffzilla&megra #thankyouuu #longdistancelesbians #blessedbyanenglishwoman #lookatthisqueen #😍 #youcanbugmeanyday https://www.instagram.com/p/B8AF52qhhJ_Frp9VXzMQnLMU9tmvAghvPC7DvM0/?igshid=z8ot1vh8mt3c

[lesbian-hobbit]

O window of lonely dolls #ephemera #newendland #millisma #theyeatsoulsforbreakfast #helpthem? https://www.instagram.com/p/B78YW3mBL_SRkBW53lvmIWm5nIMRK7cZOq8ouQ0/?igshid=159gqftu9tt5k

[lesbian-hobbit]

_hear the buzz of the hornet fly_trapped inside of my orchid mind_ https://www.instagram.com/p/B72FH-6h9gUgfpAvGiF0dtq8JN7S4hZCL5W7Vg0/?igshid=qqaq5ilienh0

[lesbian-hobbit]

life is a conundrum of esoterica https://www.instagram.com/p/B7zK0sCln2W5AysfJIWodiMf2qg65K-9P1uhUQ0/?igshid=18nj3pjzn4yp

[lesbian-hobbit]

r i p e 💧 (at Nina's Pool) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7xMLXmFkyorjjEx36e7oDOpZ12OmMylCfH4Pc0/?igshid=145b1z96sa7j5

[lesbian-hobbit]

LEZNEST https://www.instagram.com/p/B7v27mclbjXDTlg6P82cAf1zSoGH9b684DXTo00/?igshid=1sswa635tejeg

[lesbian-hobbit]

u give me all the chillz ❄ & u warm my heart 💙 #oddmoss #longdistancelesbians #lesbianlove (at Eleanor Cabot Bradley Estate) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7q1b9ZBhXfQAm9R6CPir-YcboQubxgP6L3zLY0/?igshid=134hsg598ktio