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16 days sober today and I'm gonna keep em coming!!
I need *bangs fist on the table * sex
me: humanity is awful i canât believe this there is no goodness or love
me: life is ok actually and i have a reason to live
I fucking knew i stayed off tumblr for a reason...
Eeyore: the tiny little brown tabby kitten with huge ears and a big heart.Â
âMy name is Eeyore and I am a shelter, throw away kitty. I was turned in to the Montgomery County Animal Shelter, along with my Mom and 4 siblings. My (human) Mom works there and took us home to keep us safe. The shelter takes in 50-150 unwanted animals per day. A week into my stay in my foster home, I became very ill and almost died. Infested with hookworms, I almost died. I was only 4 oz and it was hard for me. My Mom nursed me back to health, getting up with me every hour for a week and brought me back to life 4 times⊠whew! Three weeks into my life in a foster home and I am 9 oz! Yay! I am still 1/3 the size of my siblings, but I am a fighter and am determined to make it! This is my story and you can follow me as I grow. You will get a shelter point of view and meet some amazing friends along the way. WELCOME!â - Eeyore
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What are Intrusive Thoughts?
I wanted to make this post because, Iâve seen some good hearted people who misunderstand what either of these terms means, so I thought Iâd spread some information. Â Please feel free to reblog this post, since itâs for educating people with and people without OCD.
Intrusive Thoughts are unwanted thoughts that come into your mind without you willing it.  Some people explain this as âyou have a sudden thought that you want to do something violent to someone you loveâ, and while that is true, that example leaves a lot out and oversimplifies it.
These thoughts can come in different forms, they can be images in your head or thoughts in the form of an inner monologue. Â When I walk down the sidewalk and imagine a car hitting me, that is an intrusive thought. Â They usually cause anxiety, and in extreme cases, panic attacks, etc. There is no limit to their form or content.
They are irrational, and not things that you actually want to happen. Â They are often also not things that are likely to happen.
Please also read the information under the cut if you want to learn more details.
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I stood there in the cold, aching bones and numb lips, realizing the immensity of my defeat. The chill seeped into every part of me, threatening to seize my heart. I wish it would have. He walked past like he didnât even feel the cold.
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Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why youâre having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .
A healthy relationship while having BPD doesnât mean you never have incidents or meltdowns or splitting or lash out.
That means having complete control over your BPD. While having a lot of control is important, complete control is fucking impossible. Itâd be like requiring me to not have any fibromyalgia symptoms that could hurt or disrupt my partner in order to have a healthy relationship. Itâs not possible.
What DOES determine a healthy relationship is how you communicate and do damage control and take responsibility and be accountable and LISTEN and ask questions.
I tell my partners when my brain is being an asshole.
âHey, I keep thinking youâre stupid for this. I donât actually believe this, or feel this way, but Iâm BPD splitting. I thought u should know. Itâs not u, donât worry. Iâm sorry if I get impatient or split or lash out. Let me know if anything bothers you, okay?â
Itâs not that you never split, you never say stupid shit or hurt each other or lash out or fight (even if itâs just because your brain wants a fight). Itâs that you accomodate that and account for it with communication. Itâs hard to learn and no one teaches you it. But you can do it.
And thatâs literally ANY relationship, whether someone in it is sick, or not. Almost always, relationships get hurt and fuck up and heal, just like the people in them. Like everyone.
Healthy relationships donât require being healthy.
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concept: my eating patterns are normal. i am solid and present. my mind never leaves me in the middle of the day. i am capable of focusing and smiling. nothing is wrong.