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Name: teddy
Pronouns: he/him, they/them
Age: 20
Interests: reading and writing (even though I study engineering lol)
Extra: studying audio and music engineering & am especially interested in acoustics

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Getting to know me
Name: teddy
Pronouns: he/him, they/them
Age: 20
Interests: reading and writing (even though I study engineering lol)
Extra: studying audio and music engineering & am especially interested in acoustics
i cant stop making these
𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤 𝔢𝔫𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔥 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔣𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔬𝔯
Theo decker top ten character of all time because he is never getting away from the sound of the woman that loves him but that woman is not his actual girlfriend or the girl he claims to be in love with since he was thirteen but his best friend he started doing hard drugs with when he was a teenager
6’2 and bottom this is the greed they talk about in bible
I want so desperately to experience the cannibalistic quasi-religious type of love that I read about in books
Friday; 06/13/25
100 days of productivity: day 3/100
I didn’t get a whole lot done because I had a lot of family commitments, but I managed to have a decent study session in the morning. I took a lot of notes on my iPad, and did my second weekly quiz of the course. I didn’t do great on the quiz, but I did better than I did on the first one; ultimately I’m counting it as a win as I am improving.
I also had a nice long reading session before bed. My current read is The Eagle and the Hart, which is about Richard II and Henry IV. Historically, I’m not great at finishing longer nonfiction books, but I’m hoping this time is different! I sometimes struggle with the language, but this year I’ve really been trying to build my ability to read denser works.
Thursday; 06/12/25
100 days of productivity: day 2/100
Today I got caught up on the textbook notes for my course. I spent a lot of time studying with my friend, and we were outside for some of it which was nice. I also began my MATLAB assignment which had been freaking me out a bit :)
"This is my most precious jewel. Don't you like it?"
Henry V x Catherine of Valois.
Tracking my summer reading here bc I’m kind of over Goodreads atm!!
So far:
The Kings and Queens of England and Great Britain by Eric R. Delderfield
3⭐️
At the back end of my spring semester I became very interested in specifically the Plantagenet Dynasty (thank you Dan Jones) so I picked this up from the library to learn more about the overall history of the monarchy
Library book; paperback
Blue Lily, Lily Blue by Maggie Stiefvater
4⭐️
Ok so I first read the Raven Cycle when I was (I think) 13. I remember liking it a lot then over the past year or so I started realizing it had a decent online fan community (inspiring me to start a reread). I started the reread last fall, but put off getting into BLLB when I realized it had no Ronan pov. I decided to read it when summer began because I knew I would be able to get through it easily and gently now that I had no major academic responsibilities. I actually massively enjoyed it!
Owned; paperback
In Memoriam by Alice Winn
5⭐️
AHHHHHHHH this book made me feel sick but I couldn’t stop reading it. It was so good. Literally everything I could want in a book. I’ve always been very interested in WWI, both because of the war itself & how useless & based on nationalism it was, but also because of the poetry and culture that came from it. I also think that the queer perspective was so so amazing & well done. Wilfred Owen, author of Dulce et Decorum est was probably a gay man!!! So the inclusion of and emphasis on the m/m love story between the two main characters did not at all feel out of place, if anything felt very appropriate and realistic. It is also my fantasy to be a rich public school boy in England soooooo… But yeah this book was perfect.
Library book; hardcover
Young Mungo by Douglas Stuart
5⭐️
Hi so this book also made me sick. It did that thing where the writing was super descriptive to the point it felt nauseating. All this aside, this book was very very very good. It explored uncomfortable and taboo themes like enmeshment/emotional incest, intergenerational trauma, violence, religious bigotry, and the most hypocritical sort of homophobia stunningly well. Young Mungo is not a Romeo and Juliet story; it is hardly a love story. It’s a story with love, and with pain, and it makes you as the reader want to give mungo a whack and yell at him to run away before it’s too late (even though you know deep down that he won’t listen to you.) I choose to believe that the ending was hopeful, because if I believe otherwise I will not be able to think of this book without getting incredibly angry and unjustifiably critical.
Library book; hardcover
Open, Heaven by Seán Hewitt
4.5⭐️
This book was essentially 200 pages of limerence & youch it hurt. I felt as delusional as the narrator, longing for someone who hardly will give me a second look. I found the book begrudgingly relatable, both because of the narrator’s fixation on men and masculinity, as well as the strained relationship between the narrator and his parents and the isolation between the narrator and his peers following his coming out. Overall, this one hit a little bit too close to home.
Library book; hardcover
Adding on to this
A Separate Peace by John Knowles
3⭐️
I’m ngl this book was just very odd. It was sort of plotless, and I personally didn’t understand the greater meaning of it (if there was one.) I enjoyed Gene’s narration, but there was not much else about this book that I really enjoyed, or even found special. It was atmospheric, something I would space out while reading. Overall not a bad book though!
Library book; hardcover
Wednesday; 06/11/25
100 Days of Productivity: 1/100
I’m starting a 100dop challenge because I’m taking a class this summer and I want to do well and not let my adhd take over! I’m hoping this challenge will help keep me accountable for my school work through this asynchronous class.
My class is in Signals and Systems, and my main goal today is to finish my notes on Chapter 2, which covers LTI (linear time-invariant) systems. If I have extra time, I also will try to review some of the class’s earlier material as I’m already feeling slightly lost (oops.)
I started about an hour ago. I was sitting outside at a cafe then decided to move because my iPad was burning up lmao. Now I’m waiting for my friend to meet me & then we’re going to go to the library, where I’ll stay for at least two more hours. The rest of my day is pretty busy—I have therapy, and some family commitments—so I’m hoping to get as much done in this time as possible.
I also might browse the library for a new book because I’m about 100 pages into my current read—Shuggie Bain—and I don’t think I’m feeling it. I’m quite busy at the moment with school stuff and family stuff & a book like Shuggie Bain requires full binge-reading undivided attention (which I cannot succeed in at the moment without totally ignoring the rest of my responsibilities).
I made this today as venting for my new job :'3
(Based on XKCD 2933)
actually i think the biggest obstacle for boreo will be that theo will never want to come out and boris will never want to be exclusive
Am I alone in the feeling that not every book needs to be a series?
I get it, it’s so fun to continue on with the story and make this giant world with intricate details, but I really just want it to end sometimes.
I love a good interconnected standalone, but not every book needs one !! Just let it be done please.
So my younger brother is graduating high school & he wants to watch a bunch of coming of age films this week before he’s like officially done.
My time has come…. Dead Poets Society/The Perks of Being a Wallflower double feature in the Lord’s year of 2025!!!!!
Very hyped if you could not tell already
ophelia - john everett millais / nettles - ethel cain