"It sounds different from your mouth
This time, my head rings so loud
Let me find a way to let you down~♪!"
⚠ This blog is run by a jiraihera (jirai + menhera), they'll vent or reblog stuff related to $h and mental health. This is also a fictive in a mixed origins OSDD system, not a roleplayer.
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Names; Zenitsu, Zenith
Pronouns; He/They/It (willing to try She/Her)
Gender; Hazydreamgender
Orientation; Bi/Aroace (???)
Bilingual (English/French)
CET/UTC +1 (Winter)
CEST/UTC+2 (Summer)
Pro-endo stance
(Literally our system is mixed in origins, it's not just traumagenic, how could I not be pro-endo?)
This blog is a more personal blog, where I (as a fictive) will post whatever I like. If you don't like casual posts mixed with vents or mental health live-postings, leave! Easy.
My jiraiblr/menherablr character polls blog is @jiraihera-character-polls.
I am my source, so I really don't mind if you guys blorbo me. I'm literally Zenitsu, treat me as him ^^
Sourcemates and doubles are welcome.
All I ask is that you don't infantilize me if we're not close, I'm bodily an adult. I'm also not a syskid, maybe a systeen but Idk... I feel older than a child, mentally.
I mostly block freely based on comfort and avoid interacting with content that disturbs me, but I especially don't fuck with anti-endos.
My comfort levels fluctuate, but basically I'm uncomfortable with harmful paraphilias or stuff like darkshipping (illegal or morally dubious relationships) because they're heavy topics...
Btw, I'm starting to let other alters without accounts post on here. Don't be surprised please, they're just as attention starved and socially isolated as me.
I have a tagging system if you want specific posts;
Plain/Casual posts;
1. Alone; #⚡.*talking all by myself*
2. Sysmates included; ⚡.*talking as more than one*
Inbox post; #⚡.“mail time!!”
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Vent posts; #⚠.i really made a mess out of things, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?
Anxiety posting; #⚠.under the streetlights hesitating, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?
C-PTSD posting; #⚠.why does that sound make me so afraid? don't pretend you don't know, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?
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Regular reblogs; #⚡."look what i found! isn't this post/user neat?"
Sysmate blog reblogs; #⚡."look!! this is my sysmate!"
Just wanted to let you know that feeling burnt out is totally normal! (I saw the tags on ur recent posts) Also if you put like restraints on what exactly you share it's gonna become really tedious to post. At the end of the day its your blog and anyone who doesn't like it can suck it! I kinda treat my blog as a diary hehe
Sending lots of virtual hugs!! (●^o^●)
Zenitsu isn't fronting but we didn't want to leave this in the inbox forever, it'd be pretty rude since you're wishing the best for him (and sending virtual hugs, that's so sweet of you).
Not sure for how long he'll be taking a break but for now their main account should be inactive. We might manage his jiraihera blog soon, we wouldn't mind that (it'd be sad to leave the poll blog alone).
We'll be sure to tell Zenitsu that his best moot wishes him well! You're so kind, thank you very much for sending an ask to check in on him.
Omg there so many funny pictures of you on Pinterest
also do you have a favourite soft drink??
(Lol yeah!! Lot's of silly images for sure :P)
Umm, never thought too hard about soft drinks but I like Sprite, some colas, Dr Pepper, and ramune. I miss having root beer, they don't have that in France but when I lived in the states I had it.
I prefer having cola or Dr Pepper with some ice cream (vanilla or chocolate mostly, or a mix of it) ^^
I don’t trust the majority of Jiraiblr anymore , it’s happened time after time that we say not to harass people and send hate / threat anons. But what always happens… despite both parties always saying not to harass the other side one side always gets the worse end of that stick. No matter how many times us “popular” blogs reblog and post to NOT do that it always happens.
Reblog this if you NEVER sent a serious hate anon /nf
its ok u can vague about me i already know how low ur expectations are of me theres nothing you can say that will affect me.
also grammar lesson for ur moots reading this: affect is the verb effect is the noun!!! the effects affect something not the other way around!!!! i dont know who needs this but here !!!!! ! -ur sibling
I know you said it's fine but i lowkey deleted just cuz I'm ngl the only valid part is the dishes not being done, the rest is just us being paranoid and wrong about stuff
My honest to god reaction to how we think or act when paranoid (it's embarrassing):
We're so sorry that we're your older brother irl /gen
Lemon gets so sad seeing how competitive this community is..Lemon understands being jealous of other people's blogs but just because someone has more followers doesn't mean you're insignificant !! Lemon knows not getting interaction can be really upsetting but try to post for your own enjoyment too !! Having a blog should be for your own pleasure and you should feel free to do whatever,, dont do things just because you think thats going to get you the most attention..have your own unique identity okies ?? Or not..Lemon isn't your boss hehe
They told me to do it andd yeah not surprised. Tbh. ( ̄┰ ̄*)
Being plural means tests like these will alwayyys be inconsistent depending on who's fronting bro.
Difference between me (⚡💙) and that alter (🌅) when we took that assessment. It's just an online assessment, it can't mean a lot, but it's still fun to compare.
I'm on the left, a lot of my chart is red. He's on the right, he's mostly in the green unlike me.
Zenith needs to take this soon 👀
edit:
the chart's legend/descriptions so it'll make better sense
think of a caracter with the same beginning letter as the beginning of ur account name
me first
nancy (from fancy nancy)
@da-police-offical @paranoia-offical @evilpineapple-offical @illegaldoctor--offical @isopod-offical @purple-morphsuit-guy-offical @supervillain-offical @sketchy-doctor-offical @somebody-offical @bill-cipher-offical @mabel-pines-offical @laciffo-natas @mean-girl-offical i think this is everyone i know
WAIT THIS IS RLLY COOL SO İMMA REBLOG EVEN THO I WASNT TAGGED
I think I pick ‘rhinestone eyes’ by gorillaz, or ‘the star spangled banner’ /j
im gonna tag everyone ik
@k4rmaftw @diippingdotss @harknessandmerridewsno1fan @nerdk @basically-collie-parker-73 @vinc3ntb1t3z @androgynous-loser @imonherecuzigorafvcassbowlcutis @chuuykinnie @hdjdjskfjfjsnsjjshs @afterdarkafternight @saltnburnbaby @pookiepenguin @cambriantwentyone @spookys-stars Jesus I have so many moots 😓 @moonflower221b @raventhecrispy-offical @no1scaledandicyfan @costco-offical @randomfriendlyloser @penny--offical @wildreflectionwarrior @raviankaivao @joshler @fairyprincess25 @heartmadebyangels WHEN DOES IT END @you-want-a-tally @gregoryhousesvicodin @rabller aight that’s it
no pressure tags! Ik I definitely tagged like x68 more people than needed 😔 but oh well I’m genuinely interested
If it was like an actual game theme song then maybee Lovers Desire by Anaïs Mitchell (2010). But if it was a song with words then I think Who Shot The Bird Boy by Rabbitology!
@viscupcakecait @klilsacc @fuzzylobster @lalarose216 and anyone else who wants to join :)
Ty for the tag!!
My theme song would either be Laplace Angel (Hurt people? Hurt people!) By will wood or The Ladys Improving by Beth Leavel (from The Prom)
@sillyguydraw @lilac-flowerr @adhd-fandom-and-gay @17lemonsunderthesea @amydiddle @karmaartsz + Anyone else who wants to join! :)
Mine would probably be Fine, Great by Modern Baseball (“when all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me”) or Northern Attitude by Noah Kahan (“if I get too close, and I’m not how you hoped, forgive my northern attitude, oh, I was raised out in the cold”)
UHHH UHHH I HAVE TO TAG PEOPLE SHIVER ME TIMBERS 😬
@sillyguydraw @drgingie13 @lynxscircushell
@infiltrate-it @quartzteph and whomever else wants to join *sweats*
If we're talking instrumental, Under a Monochromatic Sky by Will Wood. For a song with lyrics, I think I'll go with White Noise, also by Will Wood. (I really like Will Wood.)
Uhhhh tagging @feuerscram @thova13 @starisinsane (if yall want, no pressure!) and anyone else who sees this and wants to join in!
If it was just a music without lyrics, I'd say Macarena by Bernardo Bautista Monterde (if possible the arrangement by Naohiro Iwai). It has nothing to do with the dance and I like it an awful lot! For a song with lyrics, let's say Te Parler pour rien by Hoshi.
I don't know if someone else tagged them but I'm tagging @themusicintrovert @worldbeyondtheworld and @silent-observer-waking (if you want to of course) and anyone who wants to join!
Without lyrics, it'd be "Game Over (Don't Leave Mr Alone Here)" by Studio Thumpy Puppy (and this). With lyrics, I'd say "Sorry, Haha, I Fell Asleep" by Egg (on YouTube). (Some honorable mentions: "Time Adventure" by Rebecca Sugar, "The House that Built Me" by Miranda Lambert, "Mal du Pays (Monophobia)" by StarvingNarcissst, and "Are You Satisfied?" by Marina and the Diamonds.)
Tagging: @eddiedrawsstufff, @pencil-wyvern (if you want to join), and anyone else who wants to join!
with lyrics: probably Necromancin Dancin by Bear Ghost, Quiet by Kerrin Connolly, or Modify by Lemon Demon, any of those three (you can clearly tell my autism can't you)
without lyrics: Bonetrousle by Toby Fox and get a snack by Axosun and River347
tag time: @joriz-k0ol-stuffz @lyndexv @cicada-cat @barkandbitez @metalgrrrl @caitrose @waz-cav0 @rosesoma @wings-of-a-corvid @doingautismsohardfortangi @cobsiekyuu @marmarketistic @3lle-4s-1n-l10n @atomicraft and anybody else who wants to do this!!
Thanks for the tag!! I've already known my theme song: Eaten By the Monster of Love by Sparks. Despite the title it's got super aromantic vibes (to me okay)
Let me choose a song that's not my username, let me think...
Tears Radar/Namida Denpa or Meltdown methinksss, I feel silly I know I didn't put happy songs but they're the songs I associate myself with the most rn 🥹