some zenitsu fictive

(Bodily Adult, 20+) (Just a reclusive and mentally ill system) (Pro-endo, mixed origins/traumaendowillo OSDD system) (Please avoid following if anti-endo, that's the bare minimum)

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"It sounds different from your mouth This time, my head rings so loud Let me find a way to let you down~♪!"

⚠ This blog is run by a jiraihera (jirai + menhera), they'll vent or reblog stuff related to $h and mental health. This is also a fictive in a mixed origins OSDD system, not a roleplayer.

BLOCK DON'T REPORT!!

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Names; Zenitsu, Zenith Pronouns; He/They/It (willing to try She/Her) Gender; Hazydreamgender Orientation; Bi/Aroace (???) Bilingual (English/French) CET/UTC +1 (Winter) CEST/UTC+2 (Summer) Pro-endo stance (Literally our system is mixed in origins, it's not just traumagenic, how could I not be pro-endo?)

『Extra!!』

OSDD System + C-PTSD + AuDHD Zenitsu Fictive -- Songkin/Musickin; GOODNIGHT HYPNOPOMP by Stomach Book, 光よ (hikari yo) by Kikuo, Tears Radar by Inabakumori -- Dreamhearthic -- Likes; Demon Slayer, Yume Nikki, .Flow, OMORI, ENA, Splatoon, Hetalia, Dreamcore, Cutecore, Menhera, Vent art, Stomach Book, Inabakumori, Kikuo, Vocaloid/Utauloid Dislikes; ????? I don't know actually

This blog is a more personal blog, where I (as a fictive) will post whatever I like. If you don't like casual posts mixed with vents or mental health live-postings, leave! Easy.

My jiraiblr/menherablr character polls blog is @jiraihera-character-polls.

I am my source, so I really don't mind if you guys blorbo me. I'm literally Zenitsu, treat me as him ^^

Sourcemates and doubles are welcome.

All I ask is that you don't infantilize me if we're not close, I'm bodily an adult. I'm also not a syskid, maybe a systeen but Idk... I feel older than a child, mentally.

I mostly block freely based on comfort and avoid interacting with content that disturbs me, but I especially don't fuck with anti-endos. My comfort levels fluctuate, but basically I'm uncomfortable with harmful paraphilias or stuff like darkshipping (illegal or morally dubious relationships) because they're heavy topics...

Btw, I'm starting to let other alters without accounts post on here. Don't be surprised please, they're just as attention starved and socially isolated as me.

I have a tagging system if you want specific posts;

Plain/Casual posts; 1. Alone; #⚡.*talking all by myself* 2. Sysmates included; ⚡.*talking as more than one*

Inbox post; #⚡.“mail time!!”

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Vent posts; #⚠.i really made a mess out of things, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

Anxiety posting; #⚠.under the streetlights hesitating, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

C-PTSD posting; #⚠.why does that sound make me so afraid? don't pretend you don't know, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

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Regular reblogs; #⚡."look what i found! isn't this post/user neat?"

Sysmate blog reblogs; #⚡."look!! this is my sysmate!"

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(Not Zenith, but some other alter)

So I/We check on this blog from time to time because it gets some activity, and very rarely the jirai poll blog gets requests.

But I have a question, why do anti-endogenic systems really want to follow Zenith's account? They don't even check his intropost. What is up with that? I'm tempted to edit the bio or intro to make it more clear what stances this blog takes, and the fact we're mixed origins (trauma, endo, a little more).

Sorry, I'm not entirely sure if I was allowed to post here 👀 I'm just annoyed.

-🫀♂️

P.S This blog could be active again, I think Zenith has a chance of coming back, he's just not triggered very frequently to the front. Highly doubt he has low energy now with the break he's had from fronting.

[v-viviro]

reblog if you love your mutuals but don’t interact due to low energy/executive dysfunction/etc (о´∀`о)

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I didn't get to farm for primos (laziness, but then also dormancy back in May), so whatever primos I find will be instantly used for single pulls on Lohen's banner and I'm going to lose my mind /silly

I'm probably going to be fine, I'm not exactly in love with his kit or how he works, so it'll hurt less if I end up having to give up on him 🥹

I'm having wayy more fun running around as Kinich or Zhibai, and Flins is slowly becoming a bit stronger too soooo, yeah Idk, who knows

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"Yeah I'm probably going to lose my 50/50 with him blah blah blah..."

"Didn't farm enough primos blah blah, can't use money because I'm poor blah blah..."

How the fuck did I get Lohen today.

Guys. I didn't check if I got him on hard pity or soft pity so idrk how impressive that is, but I know this has to be the 5th time in a row I have won a 50/50... So like... ?????????????????

I must be favored by some god out there who loves gambling and luck, or something similar, I just don't know who 😭 Can't really remember when I did a Kinich banner, I just know I won that 50/50 a long time ago, then this year I won Columbina, Zhibai, Flins, and now Lohen. Speechless.

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I didn't get to farm for primos (laziness, but then also dormancy back in May), so whatever primos I find will be instantly used for single pulls on Lohen's banner and I'm going to lose my mind /silly

I'm probably going to be fine, I'm not exactly in love with his kit or how he works, so it'll hurt less if I end up having to give up on him 🥹

I'm having wayy more fun running around as Kinich or Zhibai, and Flins is slowly becoming a bit stronger too soooo, yeah Idk, who knows

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Idk if I'm "back" back but I might be active for a short period of time at the very least ^^;

I checked drafts and there's at least 7 or so tag games the other alters saved for me to do... 😭 Yeah every time we got a notification that someone tagged us we saved to drafts.

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May seem kinda weird but you were in my dream posting and ranting about oranges which was really funny for some reason idk why

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The other alters wouldn't answer this until I became active again so this took awhile @_@;;;

Anyways that's actually funny, did I have beef with some oranges or what??? I could totally picture that because I feel like I get worked up over the smallest topics lmfao 😭

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Just wanted to let you know that feeling burnt out is totally normal! (I saw the tags on ur recent posts) Also if you put like restraints on what exactly you share it's gonna become really tedious to post. At the end of the day its your blog and anyone who doesn't like it can suck it! I kinda treat my blog as a diary hehe

Sending lots of virtual hugs!! (●^o^●)

Zenitsu isn't fronting but we didn't want to leave this in the inbox forever, it'd be pretty rude since you're wishing the best for him (and sending virtual hugs, that's so sweet of you).

Not sure for how long he'll be taking a break but for now their main account should be inactive. We might manage his jiraihera blog soon, we wouldn't mind that (it'd be sad to leave the poll blog alone).

We'll be sure to tell Zenitsu that his best moot wishes him well! You're so kind, thank you very much for sending an ask to check in on him.

Signed, Dom and Mora, two newly formed fictives

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meow..

Hii..! Sorry, I'm not super active anymore Lemon. I want to be but I lose a lot of energy and motivation frequently when I use Tumblr atm.

Good to see you tho ^^

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I feel like they/them are the perfect pronouns for plural systems bcuz like...yea, ur talking abt multiple people

You're right, well... At least our system likes using they/them to refer to our whole system yes!

But we heard some other systems may not like it? Idk it's all about preference, even if it makes sense grammatically.

We already do plural first person, plural third person is perfect for us definitely!

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HAI TODD ANDERSON ANON ON THE JIRAIHERA THINGY I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU SOSOSOSOSO MUCH :3333333333333 I love Todd sorry

Waahhhh I'm glad it made you happy, I'm just sorry it didn't post him sooner since I've been iffy lately...!

You really do love him, I'm not deleting the paragraphs in my inbox cuz honestly it seems so sweet to see someone be so passionate ^^

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Omg there so many funny pictures of you on Pinterest

also do you have a favourite soft drink??

(Lol yeah!! Lot's of silly images for sure :P)

Umm, never thought too hard about soft drinks but I like Sprite, some colas, Dr Pepper, and ramune. I miss having root beer, they don't have that in France but when I lived in the states I had it.

I prefer having cola or Dr Pepper with some ice cream (vanilla or chocolate mostly, or a mix of it) ^^

Sooo what about you?

[fr4gilef3ather]

Tag Game!

To celebrate making it to 10 followers on here (not a lot ik but who cares) Imma do my own tag game!

If you were cursed to only be able to listen to one band/music artist for the rest of your existence, which one would you pick?

I'll go first: Rabbitology

@lacedllynn @mybloodi5purple @sayoripoemsblog @p01s0n3d-h34rt @crushmyprettyheart @afvsnnna @sweetlycarvedhug @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 @babybutterflybree @decayingvqmpmutt @homucifer-ryotan

[crushmyprettyheart]

I'd say Phantom siita ♡♡♡

@senketsuaakochan @rotting-in-red @hpdamechan @jirairenshi @boop-bo0p @bloomedamia @amechanlovepchan @alice-ang3l @flotieclouds @rxttenheartt @silly-loser-boy @ellsgonnakms @momoka-angelz @reze-bo0m @sleepymeowzzidol @sicklysweet420 @bl0ody-bandag3s @jirai-haruhiz @cutieririka @bloody------snow @retrynowforme @starrie-dove @faint-angel @dissociativdoll @batzangel @damsel-understresss @pinkgutsblr3 @too2many2 @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 @222yokai222 @devilishlysw33t @bruisedangelllll @yanshiho @mumus-candied-bonezzz @bedrottingdoll @nurs3-bun @pixicidal @givemeyourfaceplzzz @rinnkupiano @dearlytako @vanillabean5645 @girlinap @cringefail-loserfail2

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tbh Eths <3

(Don’t got a lot of mooties but wtv) : @senketsuaakochan @thelooneymary @tsumiinum @ella3clipse @yanshiho @flotieclouds

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Ty both 4 the tag!

Hollywood undead

(Open tags btw)

@winnytrash-ex @bl4ckbl--d @let-you-down @blowwwuplandmine @boreddddddddddddddddddddd @stillingwounds @okoilo @xiayuu @opeli22 @p0udrerie @sleepymeowzidol @lycorislacerations @amiamiamiii @sleepy-princette @divine--hate @twistedangelboness @too2many2 @lunar-god-pai @omgkawaiiangelllll @emmch4nn @gracieforever

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Ehhhhhhhh-

Anamanaguchi

Yeah I could live with only listening to them 🥹 maybe... I like chiptunes

@all-4-hope, @rainyjiraii, @sicklysweet420, +open tags

[illrabidraccoon]

I don’t trust the majority of Jiraiblr anymore , it’s happened time after time that we say not to harass people and send hate / threat anons. But what always happens… despite both parties always saying not to harass the other side one side always gets the worse end of that stick. No matter how many times us “popular” blogs reblog and post to NOT do that it always happens.

Reblog this if you NEVER sent a serious hate anon /nf

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its ok u can vague about me i already know how low ur expectations are of me theres nothing you can say that will affect me.

also grammar lesson for ur moots reading this: affect is the verb effect is the noun!!! the effects affect something not the other way around!!!! i dont know who needs this but here !!!!! ! -ur sibling

I know you said it's fine but i lowkey deleted just cuz I'm ngl the only valid part is the dishes not being done, the rest is just us being paranoid and wrong about stuff

My honest to god reaction to how we think or act when paranoid (it's embarrassing):

We're so sorry that we're your older brother irl /gen

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Twin youre aren't 'some' Zenitsu fictive youre THE Zenitsu fictive. Like the Zenitsu! 🔥⚡️ BAM BOOM ALSO HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DAY

UGCSFHCBOSHVUHOU HELP THAT'S SO HELPING ME SO MUCH RN THIS MORNING THANK YOUUUUUUUU

Ah this reminds me!! Although I still see part of you as Asuka cuz of when we first met, but now you're Evanescia in my eyes ^^

[sleepymeowzidol]

Lemon's idol is PaiDA..she wants to make music like hers so badly..