#menhera system

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"It sounds different from your mouth This time, my head rings so loud Let me find a way to let you down~♪!"

⚠ This blog is run by a jiraihera (jirai + menhera), they'll vent or reblog stuff related to $h and mental health. This is also a fictive in a mixed origins OSDD system, not a roleplayer.

BLOCK DON'T REPORT!!

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Names; Zenitsu, Zenith Pronouns; He/They/It (willing to try She/Her) Gender; Hazydreamgender Orientation; Bi/Aroace (???) Bilingual (English/French) CET/UTC +1 (Winter) CEST/UTC+2 (Summer) Pro-endo stance (Literally our system is mixed in origins, it's not just traumagenic, how could I not be pro-endo?)

『Extra!!』

OSDD System + C-PTSD + AuDHD Zenitsu Fictive -- Songkin/Musickin; GOODNIGHT HYPNOPOMP by Stomach Book, 光よ (hikari yo) by Kikuo, Tears Radar by Inabakumori -- Dreamhearthic -- Likes; Demon Slayer, Yume Nikki, .Flow, OMORI, ENA, Splatoon, Hetalia, Dreamcore, Cutecore, Menhera, Vent art, Stomach Book, Inabakumori, Kikuo, Vocaloid/Utauloid Dislikes; ????? I don't know actually

This blog is a more personal blog, where I (as a fictive) will post whatever I like. If you don't like casual posts mixed with vents or mental health live-postings, leave! Easy.

My jiraiblr/menherablr character polls blog is @jiraihera-character-polls.

I am my source, so I really don't mind if you guys blorbo me. I'm literally Zenitsu, treat me as him ^^

Sourcemates and doubles are welcome.

All I ask is that you don't infantilize me if we're not close, I'm bodily an adult. I'm also not a syskid, maybe a systeen but Idk... I feel older than a child, mentally.

I mostly block freely based on comfort and avoid interacting with content that disturbs me, but I especially don't fuck with anti-endos. My comfort levels fluctuate, but basically I'm uncomfortable with harmful paraphilias or stuff like darkshipping (illegal or morally dubious relationships) because they're heavy topics...

Btw, I'm starting to let other alters without accounts post on here. Don't be surprised please, they're just as attention starved and socially isolated as me.

I have a tagging system if you want specific posts;

Plain/Casual posts; 1. Alone; #⚡.*talking all by myself* 2. Sysmates included; ⚡.*talking as more than one*

Inbox post; #⚡.“mail time!!”

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Vent posts; #⚠.i really made a mess out of things, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

Anxiety posting; #⚠.under the streetlights hesitating, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

C-PTSD posting; #⚠.why does that sound make me so afraid? don't pretend you don't know, #⚠.are you waiting to wake up?

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Regular reblogs; #⚡."look what i found! isn't this post/user neat?"

Sysmate blog reblogs; #⚡."look!! this is my sysmate!"

[purgatorial-guide]

Going to a lake again around 14h00, but this time our boyfriend is supposed to introduce us to other plural people, and like... Dude I'm kinda nervous ngl.

-Nine and Blanc

[vocaidol]

Menhera system flag

A flag for systems who are or feel connected to menhera.

Tagging: @radiomogai

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Wait if I started making polls about whether a fictional character would be on Jiraiblr or Menherablr (or idk some other neighbor of these two communities) would that interest any of you? I'm genuinelyyyy asking if that'd be fun.

Ofc not every jirai or menhera might know the media but what if I summarized the character? Or y'all can just vote on "vibes" and character design.

And I'd take reqs even for characters I don't know much (I may need help if I don't know them for summarizing their character). I'm not even sure if there's already an account that does something like this.

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-> finds a jirai or menhera plural on tl

-> excitedly checks their intro post

-> "dni endos, endo supporters, traumaendo/mixed systems, etc"

-> immediately blocking and feeling disappointed (-> is in a mixed system)

-> repeat this a few dozen times

-> most recent block pissing me off so badly that I'm saying some totally nice things about them in my mind

-> wondering if there's actually any jirai or menhera plurals that'd allow me to interact (outside of current moots)

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Decision paralysis because we (as a collective trio yes) have no idea what to do with each other, and like, have different interests in certain ways.

(the trio that's currently active 👆👆👆)

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Think I can call myself a jiraihera or menrai (jirai and menhera) now that I'm more confident that I align with both getting worse and recovering. Also it's getting wayy to obvious irl that I do explode, I'm just not always ready to liveblog myself cuz I wanna be sorta coherent to moots 🥹

I actually do mean "me" not other parts of my system btw, I was just doubting myself only

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I see oc x canon or selfship art involving my source and at first it might be uncomfortable, but I also get real curious trying to see how that dynamic is supposed to work. Also often the art is kinda, cute, I just don't know what to think of it.

I never hate it tho, besides that's not "me", that's their Zenitsu, it's different. And they usually seem happy, I've only seen healthy dynamics.

edit: I kinda smile at a few too