Succubus en route

Letha Hassan, 803 HIDDEN SIGNATURE (German, btw, so be nice and overlook possible mistakes, please ;) )

[instantrebeljustaddgreed-blog]

My homepage automatically loads to this page,

so it’s not like I’m checking it regularly, but since it loaded can I just point out how incredibly rude it is for some of of the former members of this group to be posting on their pages? The admin asked you to move it to 1x1 pages. Separate pages, and honestly it was pretty damn nice of her to give permission to do so. It’s very inconsiderate to just play on with the roles and not respect her wishes and if you do one without the other you quite frankly are taking advantage of her kindness to let you do so. Some of you might want to put a little thought into that because what you’re doing is incredibly unfair to her. 

[letha-hassan]

Woah, calm down!

With having a 1x1sideblog it just sometimes happens that I'm logged in with the wrong account and post pics or a starter without noticing it's with the "old account" and not the 1x1.

It's not on purpose and honestly with no one being around I don't think anyone else minds!

[talesofnorth]

Whatever this is between us, I… I don’t want it to stop.

I don’t either.

[sashacooper]

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[bridgetisflawless]

[letha-hassan]

It’s sad that Valley will be closed, however I’m thankful that I had the chance to be part of it.

It was a beautiful place to not only improve writing skills and character development abilities but write with people I highly value.

It felt like an island of repose in the stress of everyday life.

So this is my way of saying 

[letha-hassan]

Has anyone found

[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  Yes, Spain. Madrid to Barcelona was the idea. I’m sticking to it. My impulsive ideas are always awesome like that. 

Ok so I finally have the honeymoon we talked about all mapped out for Spain. When did we come up with going from Madrid to Barcelona? A week or more ago? I think I got these plans plotted quickly. Anyway. It’s a little less than 6 hours from one spot to the other and there are so many great hot spots in between. But I want to hear the bells in Catalonia at the Sagrada Família. I want to fully explore the gothic quarter in Barcelona too.That’s gonna take a couple days in it of itself. There’s too much to do just in the gothic quarter, much less explore the rest of Barcelona. It can’t be done in a weekend. You don’t mind the idea of a long honeymoon do you because I intend to live this one up? I’m sure Camden will love to get rid of us for awhile. haha. It’ll make it more fun when we come back and rain on their parade. HAHAHA.

This will be better than our Tuscany road trip. No quick weekends will do. It’s not only a city vacation but a beach vacation there now since they’ve industrialized the place. Ok ok. Enough about Barcelona. That’s the end. We start in Madrid and I must buy cookies from the hidden nuns. I want to do that really bad even if I don’t eat. There’s just something really cool about buying cookies from people you never get to see. I like their mystery. I want to see the only public monument to the devil. I want you to get my photo giving him bunny ears as he fell from heaven. haha. I must see the gardens of Madrid. I want to go to the marine park and science city in Valencia. I must see the home of the Holy Grail. I must see Zargoza. Also my Italian sucks. But I can do it a little. I should go loco in how to Spanish. I don’t want to be the stupid tourist holding their book. But that’s so gonna be me. Guess I’m up for the challenge of how much Spanish can Tristan learn before his wedding yeah? Toledo and Andalusia. Soooooooo, ok. This is what Tristan wants. Don’t you dare say I’m going too big again. I’m doing this, all this. Question now is what does Letha want to add?

And hmmm. I don’t know? That would require giving a fuck about others more than I probably do to invite them into my private world. But you’re right? What could it hurt? Nothing. Give a few of them a more open mind to enhance their usual lack of creativity that bores the fuck out of me? That can’t be bad. Or steal my ideas? Won’t matter. In the end I had them first no matter the claim. Or what about the don’t like it? Yeah I really don’t give a fuck. hahahha. Can’t hurt me to do it. Just never cared to I guess. Actually never even thought about it. I don’t know. I don’t usually think about participating in things that earn money through mortal legalities and rules because I’m so against their system of wealth and who deserves to be fed and who doesn’t or who gets respect and who doesn’t based on career choices. Like the football player billionaire versus the president or a doctor who contributes to society other than playing a game. An athletically gifted person can not only eat but get treasures beyond measure while the disabled suffer on government benefits that barely pay the bills of a tiny apartment unit. I don’t like to be a part of any of it. I guess my past affects me too much still. Even now, not being a part of it. Earning in other ways. I find I’m cruel and heartless to an extent. But only because it was so very big and open to begin with. It might be fun to share my work though. Check out people’s reactions. 

[letha-hassan]

Wow, so you really got it all planned through. Listening to bells, exploring the gothic quarter ..Sounds like an excellent plan to me. And our honeymoon can take as long as we want to, why cutting it short when we both enjoy a break from our normal everyday life. We should probably do the booking and stuff as soon as possible though so that we’ll get to stay at the most beautiful places there. I don’t want to sleep in some tourist hotels if you know what I mean.

Of course I won’t try to talk you out of something you obviously look forward like that!

I know nothing about that region so I can’t even add something to your plans but I’ll make sure to get some infos so that I’ll know what’s worth visiting before we go there.

Then you’d be ok if I tried to get a fitting location for you? Talk to someone who knows what will be needed for an art exhibition with painting like yours maybe? I’ll make sure it’ll be great! And art openings are held at nighttimes anyway so you won’t have to stay in the shadows as the mystic artist but you’ll be able to talk about your exhibition pieces and get to tell people the stories behind them.

If you still worry about feeding the social system you could donate the money you’ve earned to some organization you’d like to support – or anything similar to that. I’m sure we’ll find a way to make the exhibition happen in a way you’d be ok with it.

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  Excellent idea!

Speaking of traveling I have much to tell you about our honeymoon idea, ya know aside from bandwagon jumpers. You tell me what you think oh great wise traveler one. For I am not that traveled at all. 

Nope. Never. Why would I?

[letha-hassan]

Oh, I'm open for any ideas you have! Just tell me.

However, you said  you wanted to go to Spain before, right? is that still your number one favourite?

Bandwagon jumpers..sounds like action.

The question's rather why would you not! Your pictures a beautiful and you have a story behind them; so why not letting ordinary people get aglimpse of your world - and inspire non-ordinary ones to create their own worlds?

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  That’s so cool. I can’t wait to get her mug shot. 

All you. 

All me. 

You’re learn. Eventually you’ll see it all through my eyes. But thanks. Just make sure to walk me through looking through yours too. 

[letha-hassan]

Let's make a poster out of it!

I'm looking forward to that. Sure, I'll give you lections to see things through the eyes of a 800-year-old traveller.

Hm, did you ever think about making an exhibition? 

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  We will still go furniture shopping then. I’m sure the store will just love that. I’ll do anything that might rile some people up. Letting a cat loose in the furniture store sounds like a lovely way to do that.

Home. Yes. As it should be. I want you to feel it like that. 

But I don’t know. People I meet? Idea sparks that have to thoroughly researched. I always end up back in fantasy and many people don’t like it because it’s not realistic or relateable but I think they’re more relatable. It also shows the depths of other’s creativity and imagination. I like to make sure mine can stretch just a little bit further. 

Not my fault you’re cozy. 

I can’t help the mess. I put all my energy into my creation and then I’m too pooped out to clean. Screw that. I have bast in the final presentation. 

And yeah. Well. It’s wanting to capture the beauty of a little dove and show her off for others to admire, safely behind the protection of his cage, where he knows she’s safe. But still in my cage of night. See? Here. She’s caught. Her home of night and darkness is eternal. It’s why it has the endless knots circumferencing the bottom. That’s her devoted foundation. But don’t you see here? Her wings are too grand and she’s too free. Even from inside her new home she’s free to fly. She just takes it with her now, everywhere she goes. But see, she has this staircase here. It reminds her she’s allowed to step out if she so chooses. But it spirals. If she doesn’t like it out there, she just needs to keep walking up because the endless eternal knots aren’t just the foundation of her new home, but the head too. The one that wants her in, will never end his devotion. He trusts if she goes outside she’ll walk right back up around and back home where she belongs. 

[letha-hassan]

She'll be the first cat to get a set of claw-prints in the the policestation-computer. 

You do a perfect job then cause I do.

Yeah, I agree. Books in realistic settings might be nice from time to time but if I want something to happen in the real world I could just as well do it myself. It's the fantasy worlds that I prefer. You'll get to see different landscapes and creatures and universes in your mind and there's always something new and surprising in it. Like travelling inside your mind. It's the closest I could find to my actual habbit of travelling I had before coming to Camden.

Blame's on me then I guess.

Sounds like you.

I think I understand your concept... You really put a lot of effort into the story and the meaning of all the details. I like that. It's like looking at an excerpt of a longer story. And with that background knowledge I see why she looks so free and lively in that cage - at first glance I found that irritating.

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  I’m not scared of scratches. Oh fuck. I never thought of that. Don’t cats always knock trees over? I can only imagine what our family albums will consist of now. 1001 ways to attempt to embarrass Tristan Evander and he smiles right through it all. haha. 

Don’t worry. I haven’t taken that offer back. 

I might like that idea better. Naw I’ll just get hard ons and never finish my book. wait. Then that would probably lead to sex. Hard on? books? hard on? books? Yeah I think I’ll go with you in my lap. 

Hey seriously though, we should shove a love seat down there. I like the idea of leaning back with you against me, both reading our books, doing our thing. 

Yes they start out very fanatical then very scientific an autobiographical only to go back to very fantasy based again. 

Well no. It’s not quite like that. I do sleep in the day but I suppose it’s like anyone else. with insomnia maybe? Just at opposite times? I find I sleep better already, when you’re here. Strange new thing really. 

But here we go. Ta Da. My studio slash mess slash dark room slash couped up in my imagine too much to clean it up when I’m in here room. 

Here’s what I did just last night. 

[letha-hassan]

Exactly. You should buy a dustpan in advance.

What a great title, I'll make sure to have that in golden imprinted letters on our first album.

I wouldn't have let you anyway! Of course I would if you feel uncomfortable about it 

We should still consider buying a chair - we can take Wocky with us because if the chair's really comfortable she'll probably claim it as hers and so I'll have to sit on your lap anyway..

It's a nice thought... it feels comforting to just think about having you besides me while reading. feels like what home's supposed to be.

What causes your highly alternating interests in book topics? General life or do you search for literary inspiration every now and then?

Oh, I see. then I really got that wrong. Damn it, so there's no you being completely unaware of what I might do to you while you're sleeping during daytime because of that sun-induced deep sleep you're in... seriously, your sleeping habbits are interesting to me. And I know that you sleep better when I'm near,I realized it in Venetia, when we were at that hotel. You were kind of restless until I layed beside you. I thought it was because you were used to sleep in a coffin and so you couldn't sleep until my warmth would make it seem to your body as if you were in one. Obviously I got it wrong again and it was simply my presence that made you relax.. Guess I need to stay close to your sleeping form from now on.

Oh.. you should put the "mess" part at the start of your introduction! It reminds me of the storage room of an artschool I've been in for once..

It would take days to look at every piece of paper inside here!

That's yours? well, it's not at all what I thought you'd do, but it's amazing! Do you have a title as well? Would you mind telling me your thoughts behind this?

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  Take a look in a mirror. That’s a reoccurring dream I keep having. 

But maybe I will? See? We can wrap each other up in bows after all. I think I’d rather be strung up with Christmas lights though and decorated like a tree. 

But maybe you’ll get more of what’s in my head if we go on over to the art studio? Everything I create comes from dreams afterall. Or fantasies. Same thing. 

We still need more seating in here. You need your own cozy reading chair. It’s still your home too as much as I love that you’d do that for me. I think my point is, I don’t want you to feel like a guest in your own house. 

But, yeah. You can read anything you want. Honestly though? They’re in the order in which I read them. If you start in this corner and work your way around. You’ll see the genre’s change and see how my phases of interest changed if you really pay attention. So, sorry, it’s not exactly an organized library for others to look things up. It was never meant for others. But you’re welcome to any of it. And I don’t really sleep a whole lot honestly. 

[letha-hassan]

Aww you're too sweet!

You know you have playful puppy and a cat at home, right? Wrapping yourself up in bows and cgristmas lights will surely get you scratches.. but apart from that it's a gorgeous idea. I'll have to get a camera, though.

That would be a good start, but I won't renounce the chance to lok at that artistic "source" directly.

Let's go chair shpping in a furniture shop then! And if we don't find any I'll simply take you as my chair and sit on your lap.

What a nice way to sort ones books! I'll wander on your literary paths of interest then - I like that.

You don't? I thought you'd fall asleep the moment the sun rises and wake up at the sunset? No iternal clock that forces you to sleep then?

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  I knew I should have taken that job selling vacuum cleaners door to door years ago. Damn. HAHA. 

Also don’t ever ask Adam anything for me. He secretly loves me even though he acts like he hates me. I get under his skin. I’m pretty good at that even when I don’t try. It’s a gift. But he must because he sends me better dreams than anyone in the whole world. That or there’s an even higher god that makes him because I’m supposed to be the most colorful piece of awesome any mind has ever met. So, either way, I’m good.

Yeah really. I trust you. I don’t have anything in there to hide. Not from you anyway. There’s nothing Im ashamed of in my head.

I’m going to take that as you finally admit you think I’m batman.

[walks them up from the basement and then around a corner and back down a spiral staircase]

Sorry the set up is weird. I like weird. Plus if the house doesn’t have certain flow if people get loose in here it’s harder for them to navigate their way out. I’ve never had anyone escape. It’s practically a labyrinth the way I had it designed. But welcome to my library. Sorry too, I never bring people in my house much. I’d like to keep it that way. But it’s your house too, just try to warn me? I swear I’ll walk in naked on you entertaining guests. Or don’t. Maybe they’ll enjoy the show. Up to you. But ohhhh, yeah. seriously about it being just me, I need to put a loveseat down here. That’s my reading chair. It’s comfy. I doubt anyone’s ever been down here but me before actually. 

[letha-hassan]

Not what I meant with that but ok..

It's nice to see that no one can break your optimism, no matter what. Now you got me interested; what kind of dreams do you have?

That's a beautiful thought, that you trust me enough to lay everything bare.. Neither being ashamed of anything nor afraid I might judge you... Honestly, you should have made this my christmas present cause I can't think of anything more romantic at the moment. 

Yeah, that's it. You got me.

Woah, your house is really like a box of tricks. You're right, "Labyrinth" describes it perfectly. Everytime I think I've figured out its layout we round a corner and I see another beautifully designed room! I love that staircase by the way.

That's a nice offer! However, don't worry, I'd never bring anyone in here without telling you first. I know that this is kind of your sactuary and therefore I wouldn't do anything to vitiate your feeling of safety and protection against your own home.

These are a lot of books for someone as active as you. Do you have them sorted in special categories or in alphabetic order or something?

I'd love to browse through them sometime.

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  I might test that anyway. 

Ah bah. Why would I do anything anyone would do? All those anyone’s that make up everyone are just boring and scared to take chances. Never take a risk, sure keep the safety of your boring fucktard life but that’s not living. It’s existing. I refuse to just exist because I walk. i refuse to let my past stop me from having a future, much less a present. I mean really? Why in the world would I want to just be part of the masses of people who do the same thing, or worse, nothing, just because of whatever is so important in their puny little minds that they make up big reasons to justify their inactivity and participation in their own lives when they could totally be living? Living life to it’s fucking fullest!! I’ll take every risk because even if I fall flat on my face because all I have to do is stand back up and it’ll lead me to my next opportunity that knocks. And if someone cuts off my legs in that risk, I’ll crawl. If they cut off all my limbs baby I will log roll with the best of em’!!!! Nothing will ever keep me down. I’m beyond the awesome of every justified lameo that ever walked the earth with lame excuses. 

Which is why… I’m going to let you in my head next time. 

The kind of people I need to keep temporarily because I found a person I need to kill fresh for a drop but I don’t meet the person till a certain time, or usually just my own dinners, honestly. It scares them. Gets their blood racing. And usually it’s just easy to get them down there. They think it’s going to be something sexual. I put them in. Then walk off till I’m ready. They get confused at first. Then start to worry. Then get scared. Gets their blood pumping. I like it like that. 

OH yeah and what’s that? 

You wanna go upstairs?

[letha-hassan]

Well, knock yourself out if you want to.

I've told you before that you'd be perfect for a job as motivational speaker, didn't I? You could probably fight depression - or change over to the 'dark side' to sell anyone anything - with that infectuous energy of yours and that glimpse of fire in your eyes.

Uhm, as thrilling as it may be for you - I'd rather have you with your body intact. I guess nobody would dare to damage such beauty anyway.

Really, you'll let me in - completely? Wow, that's.. I'm really excited! Can't wait to explore those secret little corners in your mind...But seriously, thanks!

I see, it's all part of your companie's production chain. You heartless little b..at.

A lady has to have her secrets..

Sounds like a good idea to  me.

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  Hence why I said it won’t take a brain scientist to figure this stuff out. I’m sorry. A million times, I’m sorry. But, no… I don’t see much difference in that and a supposed human calling out a vampire when you could have been wrong about him being who I was talking about. But, let’s just… leave it. None of it matters now. What’s done is done. I love you. 

And heh. Did anyone tell you how hot you are when you’re passion comes out so possessively? I just had the best image of me getting staked and you barging through Hell like fucking Xena to find me. Damn that was hot. I have half a mind to run out in front of little Danny Kromer just so I can live that out. Give him his shiny gold moment as he did it all on his own. He can pretend he’s special like he got one over on me and really he won’t know he just pushed me into my newest best fantasy. 

Auctions mostly. They hold those at night all the time. I like antiquities. As for use? Girl, do you listen at all? For when I lock people up down in my basement. hahah

Why you plan on trapping werewolves in them? 

[letha-hassan]

Love you too, hon. However,don't think you get out of every future argument with just an "I love you". Though it might help

I love it when you react completely different than anyone else would have; instead of finding my possessive streak creepy you see the positive in it! Of course I'd move heaven and earth to get you back if something would happen to you - but please don't use Daniel to get the endorsement for that fantasy of yours. Besides, you could still let me in into your mind and I could make this fantasy happen there - or I can ask adam to do me a favour and send you specially designed dreams.

Yeah I guess auctions for torturing instruments go better at night. I like Antiquies as well but my versions of them are more for decorativeness than bringing pain. well, most of them at least. So you actually lock people in down there? Which kind of people earn the right to stay alive for so long to be kept in your basement instead of finding their end at one of your parties?

If they'd exist, sure, I'd love to. But I think I can find a compensation for til we find one..

[letha-hassan]

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[dealsblood-deactivated20161010]

  I said I was sorry. I didn’t mean it. Her name was Isis. She’s friends with Marcus and Steph hon. I mean Steph already knows. It wouldn’t shock me if she’s spoken to her own closest, not that she has, or I would know, but, that’s a pretty normal tendency. Or maybe she hasn’t said anything. I wouldn’t know. I’m not her babysitter. But you’re right, I’m just.. I’m not scared like you Letha. We’ll get through. But you’re pretty snappy there love, for someone who walks up to my friends and calls them out as a vampire. How about we call it even and attempt to both be more careful in the future? Relax ok? 

But um here’s the basement!! 

[Tristan would then begin there and point out all his midevial devices. There would be a guillotine and an iron maiden and a washing machine and dryer lol] 

[letha-hassan]

There's a difference between asking someone if he's a vampire in the middle of nowhere with noone around and telling someone right away that your wife-to-be is a succubus. Next time she sees me she'll wonder why I don't have any signature and then... whatever. You said you're sorry and there's nothing else you can do to undo it. Yeah,let's call it even - there's just one tiny  thing I probably shouldn't tell you but I will anyway; if you'll be my death I'll drag you down with me. Cause I won't let you go - ever, neither in life nor in death.

Huh, your equipment could make a medieval torturer jealous. Where did you get all that stuff? And - more important - for what exactly do you use it?

Oh, weren't  prickles of iron maidens sometimes made out of silver?

[jetgirl78]