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low-activity, semi-selective indie rp blog for Ilya Rozanov from Rachel Reid’s Game Changer series. 31+. minors dni. expect mature and dark themes, slow replies, and selective interactions. written by abby. they/them. discord: ask for it.

RULES | MEMES | OPENS |

This week is simultaneously testing me and being so good to me.

#. ⊹ 𝑂𝑈𝑇 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅 › ooc.#my laptop came today instead of friday #all my emails/passwords are saved to the thing so i didn't have to remember everything #now just redownloading photoshop #discord #stream #and then gotta bring over my files yet

aslongasitsblack

a really important thing to remember about shane and ilya’s sexual dynamic FOR ME is that ilya likes shane submitting to him precisely because he respects him so much

he’s literally a hollander fanboy, he calls him “perfect” numerous times, he watches in a blend of jealousy and reverence as shane beats him in every arena, he stalks him online and watches his stupid documentary, he is in complete awe of that man and so its super fucking sexy when that man drops to his knees a second after ilya tells him to or literally begs him to fuck him

and its not about putting shane in his place either, its hot because shane WANTS to do it so badly, its another form of respect in a way, respect for shane’s willingness and obedience and eagerness to please

and ive said this before but ilya one thousand percent gets off on the idea that shane is this clean cut goody two shoes golden boy and only ilya gets to know what he does behind closed doors

i dont think ilya even innately wants to dominate shane the way shane definitely wants to submit to ilya, but its sooooo hot to him that he gets to

#. ⊹ 𝐼 𝑆𝐴𝐼𝐷 𝑊𝐻𝐴𝑇 𝐼 𝑆𝐴𝐼𝐷 › headcanons.#reblogging because this #. ⊹ 𝐻𝐸 𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐾𝑆 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝑇𝑅𝑂𝑈𝐵𝐿𝐸 › shane.

hopefully getting a new laptop this week.

#. ⊹ 𝑂𝑈𝑇 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅 › ooc.#then I can be here #And reply to things

dadvans

Real Moments in Hockey that I know happened in the Heated Rivalry universe

Quick update: Losing laptop in the next few days due to the person that it is, moving to Ohio. Replies and such on hold until further notice.

#. ⊹ 𝑂𝑈𝑇 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅 › ooc.

thisfeebleheart

playing for Boston: wrong ❌ not playing for Boston: also wrong ❌ ↪ requested by anon

#. ⊹ 𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐾 𝐴𝑇 𝑀𝐸 › visage.

zachrp

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ RANDOM TEXT MESSAGE PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

[TXT] : answer the question.

[TXT] : you left your jacket here.

[TXT] : ignore that last message.

[TXT] : must be my fault somehow.

[TXT] : this was a bad idea but i'm doing it anyway.

[TXT] : guess i misunderstood the vibe.

[TXT] : i'm only texting you because i'm drunk.

[TXT] : i can't stop thinking about your hands.

[TXT] : you're not gonna believe this..

[TXT] : i'm blushing shut up.

[TXT] : okay wait no don't answer that.

[TXT] : i didn't say anything because i didn't want to argue.

[TXT] : be honest with me.

[TXT] : are you free tonight?

[TXT] : i'll explain later, just call me now!

[TXT] : i like it when you looked at me like that.

[TXT] : i should stop texting before this escalates.

[TXT] : i keep rereading that message.

[TXT] : are you trying to distract me on purpose.

[TXT] : i hate that you were right.

[TXT] : you'd be so proud of me right now and also disappointed.

[TXT] : cheers to bad decisions.

[TXT] : i had a dream about you.

[TXT] : i thought you were coming?

[TXT] : wow that's crazy.

[TXT] : it's whatever honestly.

[TXT] : your stuff is still here.

[TXT] : open the door.

[TXT] : what are you doing right now?

[TXT] : don't screenshot this.

[TXT] : don't make me ask twice.

[TXT] : i'm grabbing coffee, want one?

[TXT] : what are we?

[TXT] : no really it's fine.

[TXT] : you don't have to lie.

[TXT] : i don't feel great.

[TXT] : don't rush i've only been waiting.

[TXT] : i forgot the grocery list.

[TXT] : don't do this over text.

[TXT] : did i do something wrong?

[TXT] : i don't trust myself around you.

[TXT] : running late sorry.

[TXT] : you make it hard to be good.

[TXT] : i told myself i wouldn't text you tonight.

[TXT] : are you mad at me.

[TXT] : please answer me.

[TXT] : i told you not to do that.

[TXT] : can i come over?

[TXT] : i'm outside.

[TXT] : you're being unfair.

[TXT] : that's not an excuse.

[TXT] : can you stay on the phone with me?

[TXT] : are you busy?

[TXT] : please tell me you're okay.

[TXT] : i think i fucked up.

[TXT] : i need to vent.

[TXT] : do you want food?

[TXT] : this is messing with my head.

[TXT] : i should not be imagining this right now.

[TXT] : are you mad at me?

[TXT] : please say something.

[TXT] : can you lie for me?

[TXT] : i found your keys!

[TXT] : i just thought you'd let me know.

[TXT] : i know you're awake.

[TXT] : stay the night.

[TXT] : you look good and you know it.

[TXT] : this reminded me of you!

[TXT] : this conversation is not helping my self control.

[TXT] : i love how you only respond when it's convenient.

[TXT] : i love you and i hate that i love you.

[TXT] : you left me on read.

[TXT] : i cleared my schedule.

[TXT] : i can't keep doing this.

[TXT] : are you alone?

[TXT] : stuck in traffic.

[TXT] : you could've just said no.

[TXT] : i don't want to be alone.

[TXT] : who are you with?

[TXT] : something has to change.

[TXT] : if you were here right now i'd be in serious trouble.

[TXT] : i'm done.

[TXT] : don't tease me.

[TXT] : i'm getting worried.

[TXT] : oh okay i guess we're not talking anymore.

[TXT] : where are you??

[TXT] : i'm thinking about you.

[TXT] : i hate nights like this without you.

[TXT] : can you come get me?

[TXT] : look up.

[TXT] : i trust you.

[TXT] : i need help.

[TXT] : this is flirting right?

[TXT] : i changed my mind about earlier.

[TXT] : it's fine do whatever you want.

[TXT] : it's not what it looked like, okay?

[TXT] : my brain won't shut up about last night.

[TXT] : please come get me before i make worse choices.

[TXT] : that was not funny.

[TXT] : i'm proud of you.

[TXT] : i don't know why i'm telling you this.

[TXT] : i'm sorry, i should've said something sooner

[TXT] : please don't be mad..

[TXT] : are you coming over or just teasing me?

[TXT] : i won't bother you again.

[TXT] : i almost sent this three times.

[TXT] : did you get home safe?

[TXT] : you don't owe me anything clearly.

[TXT] : i miss you.

[TXT] : guess who i just ran into..

[TXT] : i can't sleep.

[TXT] : i need clarity.

[TXT] : tell me to behave.

[TXT] : okay fine you win.

[TXT] : hello?

[TXT] : you did good.

[TXT] : do you miss me?

[TXT] : i'm bored, entertain me.

[TXT] : are you safe??

[TXT] : you're unbelievable.

[TXT] : i shouldn't have said what i said earlier.

[TXT] : i hope you're asleep because this is embarrassing.

[TXT] : don't ever say that again.

[TXT] : are you flirting with me?

[TXT] : you owe me gas money.

[TXT] : stop avoiding me.

[TXT] : call me when you see this!

[TXT] : you still mad?

[TXT] : can we talk in person?

[TXT] : can i crash at your place?

[TXT] : you're going to get me in trouble.

[TXT] : i'm spiraling.

[TXT] : you're doing this on purpose.

[TXT] : okay i'm done texting now.

[TXT] : you look cute.

[TXT] : glad you had fun.

[TXT] : i'm exhausted.

[TXT] : i'm trying to be respectful but you're not helping.

[TXT] : why would you think that was okay??

[TXT] : i want to move on.

[TXT] : thanks for the heads up i guess.

[TXT] : you left your panties here for a reason didn't you.

[TXT] : you know exactly what you're doing.

[TXT] : please don't tell anyone.

[TXT] : remember when we said we wouldn't do this again.

[TXT] : i can't find my shoes.

[TXT] : do you always do this or just to me?

[TXT] : tell me you don't miss me so i can shut up.

[TXT] : you crossed a line.

[TXT] : you up?

[TXT] : you didn't have to do that.

[TXT] : don't get smug.

[TXT] : i'm on my way!

[TXT] : i should not be saying this.

[TXT] : remind me to tell you later.

[TXT] : come over.

#. ⊹ 𝐼’𝑀 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑆𝑂𝑅𝑅𝑌 › memes.

handsywoman

hollanov + sucking on fingers

#. ⊹ 𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐾 𝐴𝑇 𝑀𝐸 › visage.#. ⊹ 𝐻𝐸 𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐾𝑆 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝑇𝑅𝑂𝑈𝐵𝐿𝐸 › shane.#. ⊹ 𝐼 𝑆𝐴𝑊 𝐻𝐼𝑀 › photos.

killherfreakout

"We can...be together. For real." Ilya looked stunned by that part. "You really think that far ahead, Hollander?" "I do about this." "You want that? To be together?" "I do. So much it terrifies me." Ilya turned his face away from Shane, and was silent. Cold dread flooded Shane's stomach; he had admitted too much. But Ilya turned back and quickly rolled on top of Shane and was kissing him and kissing him and kept murmuring the same thing in Russian over and over again until he pulled back and translated: "I love you."

Heated Rivalry, Chapter Twenty-Five

#. ⊹ 𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐾 𝐴𝑇 𝑀𝐸 › visage.

Had a mood drop. So... I now work tomorrow and have off friday. With that being said, things will be gotten to either tomorrow night or thursday/friday.

#. ⊹ 𝑂𝑈𝑇 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅 › ooc.#in my defense #my blog does say low activity.