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Bianca | Pisces | Unapologetically gay. Unapologetically sad. My soul is trapped in an Emo Nite mosh pit.

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Yesterday I cried with my patients family.

I used to feel ashamed when I cried at work. But, now I embrace it. I embrace those feelings, and those emotions of others and help the grieving with them.

Last night will be a night I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget how we were maxed on all blood pressure medications possible. I hung each bag and felt helpless that our pressures were still so low, knowing we couldn’t give anything else more. We prayed as the numbers fell, and somehow witnessed a miracle when they stabilized. It gave us hope, and time. Time to gather more family, time to prepare to grieve, and more importantly time to say byes.

I felt love and sadness from your family, it was so heavy and contagious that I cried with them. A moment to mourn you, and the people you were leaving behind. A moment that I will carry with me, and be grateful. Grateful for being able to give people dignity and care they deserve.

Today I cry for my patients family.

A relief cry.

8/17

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