Who Knew?

NSFW. Minors DNI. Are there even still minors on tumblr? Either way, be gone. Woman, 30s, bi, shy, and ready to cry. Black lives will always matter here. I respect people's pronouns here. I believe that people should have a choice about their bodies here. Uhhhh, enjoy the ride I guess.

[obsessive-ego]

Reminder this is an 18plus blog

[stripedpaws]

[Image description: A sign with a fancy gold frame that reads, "NO KIDS. WEIRD ADULTS ONLY!" in all caps. It is sitting on something flat and brown, likely wood, and leaning against a dark red wall. /End ID]

[letherwonder]

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I need y'all to understand... When they say the land of the midnight sun? They are NOT kidding! The sun set after 9:30pm yesterday and that shit blew my fucking mind. The hottest time of day here? 4pm-5pm. It's like being on bizarro world. Lmao

In other news, this trip is healing and showing me this beautiful mirror of myself and how I care for others. We are equal and opposite in so many ways, but the ways we love each other is just... Perfect. I see them and they see me and we show up organically and genuinely for each other and my heart is so full. This is exactly what I needed and didn't know to ask for. 🥰

[letherwonder]

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This trip is bucket list item after bucket list item. And I'm so grateful to have the person I love and trust most in the world by my side through it all. 🥰 Damn, now I've gotta make a new bucket list. Lmao Good problems to have tho. 😄

Being out of my normal time zone is still rough tho. I cannot with this PDT. 😩

[depsidase]

[ceruleanheaven]

month starting on a monday we have no excuse guys lets get to work and lock the fuck in

[ceruleanheaven]

yk its actually very chic and avant garde to start on tuesday the second

[ceruleanheaven]

many claim theres nothing more subversive and revolutionary than starting on wednesday the third

[letherwonder]

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Every single client I've had this evening is queer and every single time we've ended up crying together... The world is a shit show. Show up for each other. Hold your siblings close. Protect one another.

[letherwonder]

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It's ummm- it's getting real hot in here... 🥵🥵🥵🫠🫠🫠🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍

How dare you send me a voice memo that opens with "Buenas Tardes Cariño" and ends with "I miss you" That's- that's illegal, it's criminal, it's- how dare you?! How dare you match my Pisces?! 🥺😭😭😭

[souvenirs]

[spitfaggot]

happy birthday, gilbert baker. (june 2, 1951 — march 31, 2017)

[penroseparticle]

"Pride is not a party"

Yes the fuck it is, stop being a baby

Yes pride is a riot and a fight and yadda yadda yadda but you are not revolutionary for sucking the joy out of queerness. Sometimes, pride is a party. It is a celebration of the fact that we are here, we're queer, and we're not going anywhere. And that is just as important as throwing bricks and fighting cops, actually.

If your activism doesn't allow you to enjoy the fruits of your labors you will burn out babe. Go suck some dick. Hit on that lesbian. Get the faggy haircut!!! Dance, for the love of god.

[madronasky]

As Dan said:

[letherwonder]

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Huh... Some people truly do come into my life for a reason yeah? Whatever the other reasons may be, I'm so thankful to gorgeous classmate for helping me realize I do have to update some of the ideas I have about myself, who I am, and my purposes here, and also start cultivating some of the resources for what I am building for myself and those that I serve.

Like I know I've been in this state of transition and evolution for a while now. And I've had some ideas about how long it might last, but I'm starting to finally understand the purpose and starting to see a glimpse of the ending now. And it's beautiful. I'm going to continue to focus on the journey itself, like I have been because while the destination matters, it's not the only thing or even possibly the most important part of it all.

It's funny how you can want something so badly for so long that you will try and try to make it work and life will come along and show you just how much you don't want or need that very thing you thought you did. And deep down you knew. Smh. You knew.

Life is so interesting and I'm just so grateful to be here. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[letherwonder]

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Are we really currently lamenting how lame men are that we can't find enough decent men to have a gangbang?! Rotflmao okay 2026, I see you. 🤣🤣🤣

A week later and still going strong. 😍

[letherwonder]

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Why must the hot bisexual Frenchmen always die?! 😭😭😭😭😭

[holy0ak6-deactivated20240421]

[squeeblr]

via bree newsome bass on twitter: 

“The widely circulated timeline created by @Zerflin does a great job in showing how recently slavery & segregation occurred & that they lasted longer than the modern era. 

“I'd like to offer this timeline as another way of viewing the same period of history to show the constancy of both Black resistance in US & efforts of the white power structure to maintain racial caste since 1619.”

https://twitter.com/breenewsome/status/986427881680228354

[queen-mihai]

This second picture is MUCH more accurate!

[queen-mihai]

I had the exact same experience the second time I looked at this picture as the first time. I was looking like "what is this green line? Like suddenly everything is OK? It's not. Racists are still trying to push us back to 1619. Nothing has been fixed. We still need to fight. Hard!

[letherwonder]

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Good golly Ms. Molly I am exhausted AF. Lol

I will finally have meds come Wednesday night and hopefully that will help with sleep and energy.

Can I finish 20 CEUs and renew my 3rd license this weekend while also cooking for and attending one cookout and one beach party picnic...? I guess we'll find out. I also have 5 asynchronous classes that are due before my next live class.

I also need to journal, get to the gym, catch up on a few personal rituals, and go shopping for some exciting upcoming events.

I can't wait to get these stitches out. Are they supposed to itch? Is itching what healing feels like? 🤔

Also did the group chat wake them up or did they just want to text me at 5:30am...? 👀 How about both.

[userfish]

this pride month we’re all going to be radically pro transgender. or else.

[letherwonder]

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Okay second class is now done. Gorgeous classmate and I finally had our coffee date Friday and had so much fun. We have literally talked every day this week, and were texting back and forth during lecture. Lol 👀 We'll see where it goes. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Class was awesome, as always. Found out I took a previous CEU with another legend in the field. And apparently when I start going to the national conferences each year, I'll get to meet most of my heroes. 😄 So ridiculously excited! I've waited so long for this and it is fucking surreal. 😵‍💫

And the book recs are top tier. 😌 I say as I have at least 25% of them already. Lol

[letherwonder]

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Lord help me. How did the swingers find my profile?! How do they always find me?! 😭😭😭