Howdy

She/Them, 26yo 🐍 INTJ, AroAce ♠️ 💜 Obsessed with horror podcasts 👌 Likes to read and draw ✨ Witchcraft and paganism ✨

[jaylestial]

Mercy pod bonus episode made me finish this Paxton doodle :)

I wanted to get his face right before doing any big art. uwu

[slenderyodeler]

It sucks Mercy: aqew is not more popular because The Friendly They would kill at the tumblr sexyenby contest

[letmesleep007]

YES GANG LETS ADD THE FRIENDLY THEY TO THE COMPETITION

[aro-ace-culture-is]

Transmasc agender aroace culture is

Yayyyyy yeeaaa

Yaaaayyy woohoo!!!

Happy pride

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[letmesleep007]

I really should stop picking up random hobbies because I already have little time as it is 🫠 Anyways, here is a lesbian pride bracelet thingy I crocheted for my lovely friend. Happy pride month peeps.

[vampirerealll]

Sighhh its yearning season apparently!

I love simultaniously being aroace AND a lesbian during pride month.

I love having no interest in a romantic relationship most of the time, but pride month just reminds me of what life could be like WITH a girlfriend and it PISSES ME OFF.

A Chappel Roan song came on my work's radio yesterday and made me think of how AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND SMART AND TALENTED WOMEN ARE. and how it would be SO GREAT IF I COULD JUST BE LOVED AS MYSELF, BY A WOMAN WITHOUT FEELING LIKE A BURDEN

I hate that i KNOW for a FACT that I am not good with romantic relationships. I have difficulty prioritizing myself, I get dependent on the person i'm with to keep me grounded because all I want is for someone to take care of me, and notice all the little things about me like how I do for other people.

I want someone to help me feel confident and powerful for who I am, because I spend so much of my time trying to please other people.

I want someone to notice the details about me so that I dont feel as pressured to make them obvious. But im worried that that would exhaust the person im with, causing them to pull away.

I love seeing queer femme couples in public. It makes me so happy and hopeful for my future. But because of the types of relationships I've grown accustomed to, im scared that I wont ever have that, even if I've concluded that I wouldnt need to rely on a romantic relationship to feel complete.

[letmesleep007]

This 👆 also, maybe try having a queer platonic relationship? I never had one but that's the only kind of relationship I can imagine myself in as another aroace person. So like, you don't have to constantly struggle with the thought of dying alone and ✨ loneliness ✨, but you also don't have to force yourself into a regular relationship you probably wouldn't be completely happy in.

[nnnnch02]

the dark/ the end/ the hunt

I created an artbook about entities as a final project for college, and I would like to share the works from there!

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[tobtherat]

MICHAEL DISTORTION

[k0roboration]

So , backrooms

But you know what else is a distorted yellow space

Backrooms is the spiral domain confirmed

(it really fits though, also with some lonely mixed in)

[eliassimp]

I'll be like "goodnight everyone" and then:

[letmesleep007]

Almost all my favourite shows in one picture 👌

[letmesleep007]

I seem to have a thing going on for pathetic AND overpowered men and I blame it on Jonathan Sims, the resident Mothman. That mf got me hooked on audio dramas and I am obsessed.

[baidao]

[letmesleep007]

I don't know what this is from but I am invested

[dcartcorner]

PHM x TMA (1)

[relmint-draws]

Aros your aces

[aro-ace-culture-is]

Aroace culture is constantly questioning whether your actually aroace or not when you feel slight attraction. Of some sort. And also not knowing what sexual attraction is supposed to feel like

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[letmesleep007]

I feel this on a personal level, I am 27 soon and still haven't the brightest what the hell is even attraction. Both the sexual kind and the romantic.

[letmesleep007]

It’s just a quick sketch because I have to go to work, but I really wanted to try drawing him. Help, it’s so hard to draw manly men after only drawing twinks for years 😭 I wanna do him justice so I will redraw him tomorrow when I have more time. But yeeeeah here is our resident himbo for now.

[luvnotpercival]

Mercy..... you hit be like a fucking freight train what happened???

New fave podcast added to the roster holy shit

Im going to end this post here because if i keep going its just me saying "holy shit oh my god fucking hell what the fuck oh my god jesus christ oh my lord lord have mercy jesus fucking christvon a bicycle" over and over again for like half an hour

[letmesleep007]

I feel you 😭 Nothing got my attention like this since the Magnus archives

[luvnotpercival]

What do they put in these podcasts dude....