Scribbles in Silence

Max "Ven" Carter. | Mute-Writer-Student-Photographer | rp blog, not the real shim changmin. | multi-universe

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NOTICE.

while this blog loves to ship and explore dynamics of ongoing relationships, i am also interested in exploring past relationships ; relationships that have failed ; on-and-off again relationships ; relationships that are destined to end in a nasty breakup ; relationships that end in a mutual break up ; relationships that are strained because of cheating ; etc, etc. on top of not every relationship being perfect or healthy, not every relationship lasts ! not every relationship has a happy ending! some relationships are stepping stones. and some are ‘perfect’ over all, but not perfect right now for the people who are involved.  and that’s ok!  and i am completely open, and eager, to explore those types of dynamics that challenge my character, that add another layer to my character ( and yours ) in different ways ! 

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“well, I’m not dead, so that’s a point in my favor, right?”

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Alistair hugged him from behind, clinging tightly.

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Mike wound his arms around Alistair tightly, resting his chin on the other’s shoulder.

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“well, I’m not dead, so that’s a point in my favor, right?”

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Send some hearts to tell my muse how yours feels about them.

❤️: Wants or is in a romantic relationship with them.

💛: Loves them platonically.

💚: Is a little jealous of them.

💙: Feels pretty indifferent towards them.

💜: Finds them sexually attractive.

💖: Finds them aesthetically attractive.

💗: Finds them romantically attractive.

💞: Feels attracted to them, but can’t work out if it’s platonic, sexual, or romantic attraction they’re feeling.

💝: Looks up to them as a role model.

💓: Is intimidated by them, but wants to be friends with them.

💔: Hates their guts.

💘: Doesn’t really like them, but doesn’t flat-out hate them either.

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“Awesome, I actually don’t have anything going on at the moment,” he said and nodded a little.

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The guitarist’s grin widened and turned a little lopsided, even as he carded his hand through his hair. “Cool. D’ya think you have time for a tattoo consultation?” 

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“The only good part about being alone is that I don’t wake anyone up when I start screaming at night.” (vamp!Ryan x)

“Well, at least there’s an upside to the lifestyle you choose” Mike drawled, moving around the vampire to grab a valerian root. He was working on a few herbal satchels for the shop; the more popular ones were constantly in need of refreshment. He did get uncharacteristically serious, just for a moment. “You don’t have to be alone, kid. Don’t push away those who could help you just because you’re scared”

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Ryan’s eyes widened at the mention of him being burned alive, “burned alive..? Why the hell would anyone burn you alive?” He asked, feeling somewhat protective of the other despite not even being that close to him. “That’s- that’s terrifying…” The things Ryan went through had nothing on dreaming of being burnt alive, it almost made him feel bad for complaining about it and seeking help for it when Mike obviously had worse than him and was seeming to manage just fine.

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“Being a witch wasn’t always something people looked favorably upon, Ryan. Remember the witch trials? Anyone could get burned alive, just on suspicion of being a witch. It certainly didn’t help my case that I got caught practicing the old magicks either.” Mike shook his head with a soft sigh. He carded his fingers through his hair and looked at the other with a sad twist to his grin “Yours are no worse than mine, though. In fact, given yours are more recent I’d say they’re worse. I’ll see what I can do to whip up a good dreams potion, one that will allow you to sleep through the night if you need to.” He pushed himself upright and started to pull out various ingredients and his favorite cauldron.

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“The only good part about being alone is that I don’t wake anyone up when I start screaming at night.” (vamp!Ryan x)

“Well, at least there’s an upside to the lifestyle you choose” Mike drawled, moving around the vampire to grab a valerian root. He was working on a few herbal satchels for the shop; the more popular ones were constantly in need of refreshment. He did get uncharacteristically serious, just for a moment. “You don’t have to be alone, kid. Don’t push away those who could help you just because you’re scared”

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Ryan shook his head, “I don’t know how you do it, at all… I mean I’m a vampire I’m supposed to not need sleep at all but I still do, every day is so exhausting I almost wish I could die.” He said with a shrug. “Well thanks. Some nights are good for the first part but then they turn horrible, I’ve never had dreams where I could actually feel the shit that’s being done to me. It’s terrifying…” Ryan murmured, trying to shake the thoughts and images that came to his head thinking of the nightmares. “I hate it.”

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“Coffee...and a lot of Red Bull.” He was flippant about his sleeplessness. “I’m immortal. Not sleeping can’t kill me, even if it was going to” Mike crossed his arms over his chest, turning gold flecked eyes onto the other and tipping his head to the other in acknowledgement of his troubles. “There are nights where i can still remember being burned alive so trust me, I understand how painful it can be. Keeping the lavender around has helped ease them for me. Hopefully, it will help you as well. Apples and lemon before bed can help as well” He offered what little advice he could; he’d taken a shine to the young vampire was the only excuse he had for his kindness. It was uncharacteristic at best.

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“The only good part about being alone is that I don’t wake anyone up when I start screaming at night.” (vamp!Ryan x)

“Well, at least there’s an upside to the lifestyle you choose” Mike drawled, moving around the vampire to grab a valerian root. He was working on a few herbal satchels for the shop; the more popular ones were constantly in need of refreshment. He did get uncharacteristically serious, just for a moment. “You don’t have to be alone, kid. Don’t push away those who could help you just because you’re scared”

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“There’s no way to get rid of them completely?” He asked, he wouldn’t be picky of course but still it’d be nice if it worked like that. “Am I gonna have a lumpy pillow?” Ryan asked with a small smile, laughing under his breath. “How much do you want for it? And what do you mean if you sleep, surely you don’t spend all of your time here making these sort of things do you?” Ryan stepped a bit closer, watching as Mike kept working and mixing powders and things.

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“I’ve been alive a long time, Ryan. I don’t enjoy sleep much anymore. I’d prefer to be in here all the time, working on the stock for my store, but I spend a fair bit of my time just wandering around as well” The witch waved his hand with an offended laugh “You’re not paying just yet. I’m not heartless.” Mike finally paused, leaning heavily against his workbench as he looked over at the younger man. “I wish I could tell you there’s a way to get rid of them, but they do lessen in time....”

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“The only good part about being alone is that I don’t wake anyone up when I start screaming at night.” (vamp!Ryan x)

“Well, at least there’s an upside to the lifestyle you choose” Mike drawled, moving around the vampire to grab a valerian root. He was working on a few herbal satchels for the shop; the more popular ones were constantly in need of refreshment. He did get uncharacteristically serious, just for a moment. “You don’t have to be alone, kid. Don’t push away those who could help you just because you’re scared”

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Ryan paused a moment, moving out if he way instinctively whenever he noticed the slightest movement in his direction, now that he knew Mike wasn’t insane and going to try and torture him to death he didn’t have any reason to be obnoxious. “That’s sort of why I’m here.. Um, I was wondering if you’ve got any sort of potion or herbs or whatever it is that you use to try and stop them?”

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Mike tipped his head, thinking over the other man’s request. HIs hands never stopped moving, grinding and mixing different powders as he took in the things he had in stock that may help the other. “Well, I’ve got ‘good dreams’ satchels, just a touch of valerian root and lavender, and under your pillow for a few nights should ease up the nightmares. Just having lavender in your abode usually makes sleep easier. Personally, I use lavender tea and essential oils for when I sleep. If I sleep.”

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“Hello, do you have an appointment, or are ya a walk in?” Oli asked, smiling at the stranger. He hoped this person wanted to get a tattoo, he was in the mood to actually do something.

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“I’m a walk in, if you’ve got the time” Mike grinned right back. The normally reserved man had been feeling like a change was needed for quite some time and something about the shop had drawn him in.

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“The only good part about being alone is that I don’t wake anyone up when I start screaming at night.” (vamp!Ryan x)

“Well, at least there’s an upside to the lifestyle you choose” Mike drawled, moving around the vampire to grab a valerian root. He was working on a few herbal satchels for the shop; the more popular ones were constantly in need of refreshment. He did get uncharacteristically serious, just for a moment. “You don’t have to be alone, kid. Don’t push away those who could help you just because you’re scared”

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