The Way I See Things

Just showcasing some of the things I make or write :P

[daddyrossbutler]

Clustin Headcanons

telling matt and lainie was so awkward and they were extremely nervous

they all talked for awhile and justin cried because he thought they might make him leave

but lainie reassured him that he was staying, they just couldn’t sleep in the same room unless the door stays open

even though matt and lainie know, clay and justin still aren’t comfortable kissing in front of them yet so everytime they’re alone they’re all over each other

hickies. just so many hickies

they definitely fight over the last slice of pizza

showering together when they’re home alone

they keep mixing up each others clothes and end up fighting about whose shirt is whose

so much banter

everyone jokes that they bicker like a married couple

playing a lot of video games together

covering for each other even though they never have their stories straight

arguing over what music to listen to in the car

their social media is filled with couples photos and pictures of each other

cheek kisses

justin has his own room but he’s in clays room more often than not

clay never actually teaches justin how to tie a tie because he wants to do it for him

and when justin finds out, that boy looks so smug

cuddling during mandatory family movie nights

when they fall asleep together they wake up clinging to each other, trying to be as close as possible

calming each other down and helping each other through nightmares

they seem to always be touching in some way

every time they would try to study they would end up making out so they had to start studying at monet’s

pillow fights where they also end up making out

they convince lainie to let them go on weekend road trips sometimes as long as they check in everyday with where they are

they tried to cook dinner as a surprise for matt and lainie but it was a disaster

they ended up ordering in and acting like they made it

matt and lainie knew that they didn’t make it because they order from that take out place a lot but they appreciated the thought so they didn’t say anything

justin is the first one to say i love you and he didn’t even mean to

they were watching a movie and clay was mouthing the words along with the characters and justin just laughed and said “god i’m in love with a nerd” before almost immediately tensing up

clay turned towards him slowly and stared at him with a gobsmacked expression for a few minutes, justin took in a deep breath and went to say something but clay kissed him, effectively cutting him off. clay pulled back and justin whined before leaning forwards to try and kiss him again but stopped when clay pulled back further

“say it again” “what?” “tell me you love me again” “clay-” “just say it again, jus” “clay jensen, i’m completely and hopelessly in love with you” “i love you too” clays voice cracked half way through but justin didn’t care, he just kissed him again.

they spent the rest of the night like that, sharing small but passionate kisses and whispering their love for each other.

@13-rw-trash29

[barsimsop73]

About the bottoms

Clay: So, how is the experience of being Alex's boyfriend?

Zach: I love him so much, you know? But sometimes it gets hard because of his anger attacks. What about you and Justin?

Clay: Sometimes it gets pretty fucked up because I can't even see him smile. But most of the time he acts like a cute-five-year-old kid.

Justin: Fuck you Jensen. I love you.

[sirireggie]

Clay + Justin aesthetic 🌨

[letsjustkeepitsimple]

Just because I liked watching Love, Victor!

psd coloring credit: http://fav.me/dc8tpki

[letsjustkeepitsimple]

[letsjustkeepitsimple]

Hold Me Please!

Ever since Hannah died clay has been plagued by nightmares, and recently with all that has been going on the trail, then came Bryce’s death they just seem to get worse.

Sleep was something that came easily for Clay but then the nightmares come into picture, sometimes they are subtle and sometimes they are horrifying.

Now, even though things have started to fall in place, Clay still has the fear of loosing the people he loves and Justin tops that list. Clay loved him and Justin loved him back but that does not mean they’ll always be happy there was this fear inside of Clay that somehow, he would lose Justin after everything he has found a shred of happiness and he wants to hold onto that.

A person’s mind is strange place, we can imagine things that might never happen but deep down within our subconscious such scenarios play out and often manifests themselves as dreams if they are positive, and nightmares if not. The latter was the case with Clay.

On his bed, Clay was fidgeting his shirt covered with sweat in his mind he saw a figure, black pointing a gun at Justin and BAM, a shot then another and another, Justin falling to the ground a pool of blood forming around his now lifeless body. Clay was there standing but unable to move, unable to go and safe him.

“No No No please No” Clay started mumbling in his sleep loud enough for Justin to hear on the other side of the room, on his bed. Although they were legit dating but they though its better have some space so usually they slept on separate beds. Justin was no stranger to Clay’s nightmares, they were frequent but not intense so they passed without any difficulty, but this one seemed bas. Justin waited a moment for clay to stop mumbling but when he realized it was only getting louder, Justin got up and went towards Clay’s bed. Kneeling down beside the bed he placed he palm on Clay’s cheek.

“Hey, hey clay wake up its alright, it is just a bad dream” Justin said calmly and slightly rubbing clay’s cheek.

Clay nightmare came to an abrupt halt when he heard Justin’s voice, slowly opening his eyes his say Justin right Infront of him safe and sounds, most importantly alive.

“You are okay.” Clay said holding Justin’s hand in his, his voiced laced with tiredness and fear,

“Yes, I am and so are you, it was just a bad dream.” Justin said, putting his hand over Clay’s.

“Yea, it was” Clay said, his breathing now even and calm.

“You want to talk about it?” Justin asked.

“No not right now but will you hold me please?” Clay asked Justin with a puppy dog look in his eyes.

“Of course, dummy scoot over” Justin said.

Clay shifted, making enough space for Justin to comfortably lie down on the bed.

Justin come on the bed beside clay, who then rested his head on Justin’s chest, Justin wrapped his arms around clay holding him tight.

“Feeling better?” Justin asked Clay, his hands running through clay’s short hair.

“Yes, Just keep holding me.” Clay said and slowly drifted off to sleep, feeling safe

Justin smiled and said “Forever”, he planted a light kiss on top of clay’s head and fell asleep with his boyfriend in his arms.

AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24781201