Finally say it.

Leave a message here for someone without mentioning thier name.

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“People who use their traumatic experiences as a way to police, censor, or even outright silence others because certain words, ships, or content trigger them or make them “uncomfortable” are absolute garbage . If it’s so easy and painless for you to throw around how often you were abused, or by how many people, just for the single purpose of trying to either guilt a total stranger into no longer writing/shipping something, or to just make them out to be a bad person until the social pressure finally makes them go to their knees and do whatever you ask, then I refuse to care at all. In fact, if you weaponize your trauma to bully/abuse people, I’m more apt to believe that you’re just fucking lying.“

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I never thought I could be with another man...ever. You blew into my life, out of nowhere. You make me a better person. I wish I could tell you that I love you.

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How can you sit here knowing what you did to me and demand I love you like those things never happened. Don’t you get it? This can’t be fixed that easily. I can’t just forgive you, I can’t just forgive him either. Stop finding excuses for him and fucking apologize like you mean it. Realize what you did to me. Try for a some remorse (Riddle) just try.

But I know your brains are just too damn small or you just don’t give enough fucks to try to learn so you will never be the kind of sorry I need. Don’t pretend like it’s all okay because it was years ago, it still happens for me at least once a month.

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I just want you to know. I would do anything to make you happy. I’ve left my comfort zone multiple times just to see you smile. When you’re around you’re the only one I notice. But you don’t understand that. I’m just your friend, most of the time a second option, a plan B. I could sit and listen to you for hours not saying a word and still be happy. I just want you to know. Even if you’re not always there for me I will be there for you. I will still walk you home. I will still do anything to make you happy (unless it’s super illegal) I will do anything to not lose you ever. I just want you to know.

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How did you move on so fast? Did I even mean anything to you?

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I will never forgive you for what you did and hating you hurts so much because I still love you.

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I had so much fun when we hung out. It's a shame we can't do that anymore.

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Trust me and stop trying to control me.

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I am SO much stronger than I was back then. I have finally realized you treated me horribly for years. I don't resent you, but don't act like you were my friend. Be real with me and yourself.