I Only Want The Adorbsest! That's Why You're Here!

A blog where Kotoko Utsugi will write letters to you! Anybody is welcome here! Even if just for a casual chat! And don't worry, mod is friendly, too! ^^ ( Idea from @lettersfromkokichiouma! )

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🎭 Rules 🎀 

I don't mind whatever you guys want to send in! Just don't direct NSFW at her, because she's a minor! Talking about it is fine, as I did make this blog for those with SA trauma, although anybody can interact here! 

You can send in serious/sensitive topics! Kotoko and I will try to give you the best advice/comfort we can! 

Don't worry, all serious topics will be tagged with "tw: (topic)" and "serious". Yes, the dread G-Word, should it be used, will be tagged "tw: g/ntle". 

🎭 Schedule 🎀 

I'll try to post at least twice a day, though if I can, I'd like to write more each day! Be aware that depression does decrease my overall motivation at times, so if I skip a couple days occasionally, I promise I'm not just being lazy- 

 

🎭 AU Info 🎀 

So, this is actually a postgame AU where Kotoko is still with the Warriors Of Hope, but they're working with Future Foundation to fix their wrongdoings! 

She, herself, works with abused children and victims of domestic violence, knowing how it feels and wanting to make sure nobody goes through what she did and wants to help them out of the dark places she was once in. 

Because of this, while she's still a mischievous and playful little girl, she's much sweeter and willing to help others. She possesses love for the Warriors Of Hope, and although she views Monaca's actions as unforgivable, she doesn't view her as a bad person in general, and only thinks she's the result of the circumstances she was put into.

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This blog has been awfully quiet for a long time is everything alright?

(( Yes! I just don't get any asks on here lmao- ))

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Hey! Sensitive topic coming up so if you don't wanna awenser thats fine!

Kotoko, any tips for copping with SA thats via online or trauma in general? Im starting to process the online SA i was put through

- 💌

Dear 💌 Nonnie,

Firstly, I think it comes with knowing that it wasn't your fault. At all. And whoever did that to you deserves the worst punishment ever! Jail! Jail for a thousand years!

But... enough about them. I don't wanna talk about them anymore. They don't deserve your attention. Instead, what I'd rather focus on is you. Coping-wise, it's really hard to actually start to process it. For a while, you deny everything or try to justify it. But it's not about what you wear, what you say, what you do, or anything else. It was wrong. Period.

And as for coping... Here's my favorite methods to use. Number one, writing it all out in a journal. I know it may sound stupid or like it doesn't work, but I've found that the more I write stuff down, the more my brain begins to process it. Writing it down makes your brain remember that you are valid, and it begins the healing. Number two, if you have a bath scrub, take a long, hot shower with it and imagine washing away every dirty thing they've ever seen or wanted from you. You're more than that and you don't belong to them.

And finally, keep your head held high! You're still here today, because you're gifted and you're strong! And you're the adorbsest of the adorbs! I'm so proud of you because you belong! In the end, everything will be alright. In the meantime...

Have some totally adorbs hearts!

💌💘💝💖💗💓💞💕💟

Hey! Look at that! One of those is even your symbol! Proving just how amazing you are!

- Kotoko Utsugi 🎭

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☆ Hey Kotoko, how long has it been since you started working with future foundation? What did you think of them at first? ☆

☆ Hey Kotoko, how long has it been since you started working with future foundation? What did you think of them at first? ☆

Dear Nonnie,

"If I remember correctly, it's been about a month since I've started working with Future Foundation.

Originally, I would've been put to death for what I did, which is real sad, but because I was willing to make up for everything, they gave me a job to do: helping others out of the position I used to be in.

And it's a real important job, too! Believe me!

These stories don't always end like fairytales, but... mine did. I'm proof that if you work hard enough, you can fix any wrongdoing you may have committed. And I'll be here to help you all along the way!"