Transfem Schizo Posting

I think, but that doesn't mean I am. She/It

[schizotypalpd-culture-is]

(TW: magical thinking (idk if should tw this but be aware.))

STPD culture is that i think that if i think about some event happening in the future, it won't happen anymore because i predicted it to happen and now my future is entirely different. Sometimes i think of bad possibilities that i can't confirm will happen in the future so that they will never become true, or sometimes i accidentally think of a good future and im like "ohh man! Now im going to have a different future I don't know about!!".

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[leviathanphoenix]

"God, can I have magical thinking?"

"To assist in creative endeavors?"

"Yeeeeeesssssss"

*has wild and unrealistic expectations for literally everything, gets no work done*

[leviathanphoenix]

I feel like whenever I experience any ideas of reference, my brain's first inclination is to always assume something that happened was related to me in some way, and my logical brain to combat this has programmed an additional line of code in my brain, so that once it recognizes ideas of reference occuring, the logical side immediately starts questioning the initial idea of reference and begins searching for additional context or other plausible explanations that do not involve me or something I did or something I didn't do