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Seeing way too many posts, mostly from americans, that are like: "JD Vance curse helped to tip the scale in Hungarian election" "JD Vance curse strikes again"
....man, maybe keep that to yourselves.
"JD Vance curse"
Put less superstitious faith in the "magical misfortune" of a fool, and give more real faith, support and best regards to the righteously angry people who came together to do something about their predicament...
Tried my hand at doing wings for a Pegasus! Might be a little bigger/chunky this round but pretty proud they actually ended up looking like wings!! 😅✨
The Discipline of Discernment:
On the Advantages and Liabilities of Magical Thinking in Magical Practice
“The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight.” – Joseph Campbell
There are certain temperaments that tend, more often than not, toward magical practice. They notice correspondences quickly. They feel atmosphere change when entering a room. They wake from dreams with entire landscapes intact and coherent. They detect rhythm in coincidence. They are rarely content with the flat explanation when a layered one is available. While these traits can deeply enrich one’s experience of the world, the same temperaments are also particularly vulnerable to misreading the world.
Heightened pattern recognition is not inherently mystical. It is simply the mind’s capacity to detect relationship. A practitioner who sees three crows in succession and pauses is not irrational; they are attentive. The question is whether that attentiveness is disciplined. Pattern recognition becomes magical thinking when it is unexamined. The mind that can weave meaning across distance can also weave illusion across absence. A string of unrelated events may be gathered into a narrative because the mind finds comfort in coherence. A dream may be treated as directive rather than digestion. A symbol may be taken as summons when it is merely familiarity. This is not a moral failing. It is an occupational hazard.
Strong imagination operates similarly. It is the faculty by which unseen forms become perceptible. Without imagination, spirits would rarely ever be encountered with any degree of intensity or clarity, because encounter requires a receptive medium. The imagination is that medium. Yet the imagination is also generative. It produces images without external stimulus. It elaborates. It embellishes. It intensifies. If a practitioner does not learn the temperament of their own imagination—how it behaves when bored, how it behaves when lonely, how it behaves when frightened—they risk mistaking its productions for visitation.
In my experience, what separates a gifted practitioner from a deluded one is not the presence or absence of imagination, but the presence of restraint. There is a tendency in modern discourse to equate skepticism with disenchantment and credulity with openness. But many traditions—especially ones that involve direct magical/spiritual investigation and mitigation—rarely operated this way. Many folk practitioners were and are profoundly pragmatic in their own right. A thing might be a spirit. It might also be damp air in the wall. One does not need to decide immediately. The disciplined practitioner permits ambiguity to remain. Magical thinking in its immature form insists upon meaning. In its matured form, it tolerates mystery without filling it. This distinction is subtle but decisive.
Consider coincidence. A practitioner with heightened pattern recognition may experience a series of related symbols in close succession. They might see a particular animal repeatedly, hear its name spoken unexpectedly, and dream of it that night. One response is to declare oneself chosen. Another is to note the pattern and wait. Patterns that persist without prompting tend to clarify themselves. Patterns that require constant reinforcement from the practitioner tend to dissolve when not fed. The imagination can amplify either pathway.
There are individuals whose minds are naturally porous. They perceive emotional undercurrents. They sense when something is about to occur. They anticipate shifts. This porosity can feel like psychic ability, and in some cases it may be precisely that. It can also be anxious vigilance, however. An anxious mind also scans for patterns, as a way to make sense of our circumstances and offer protective action. It also predicts outcomes. It also feels charged by small deviations in environment. And without careful self-study, the two can become indistinguishable.
To practice magic responsibly is to cultivate self-knowledge alongside perception. One must learn the texture of one’s own thoughts. Which ideas arrive quietly and remain steady? Which arrive in a rush and demand immediate action? Which are accompanied by fear? Which by stillness?
In my observation, genuine encounter tends toward steadiness. It does not need to shout. It does not flatter. It does not insist upon immediate identity change. The imagination, by contrast, often seeks drama. This is not to disparage drama. Many initiatory experiences are intense, and some encounters are world-shaking. But intensity in and of itself is not evidence.
There are practitioners who possess extraordinary imaginative capacity. They can construct elaborate inner landscapes and inhabit them fully. This can be a profound asset. Ritual often requires visualization. Relationship with non-ordinary beings often begins in imaginal space. However, the imaginal is not synonymous with the external or the true. A useful discipline is to differentiate between what one generates and what resists generation. If you attempt to alter an inner image and it alters easily, you are likely within your own construction. If it resists modification, behaves unpredictably, or introduces information you would not have chosen, the experience warrants further observation. Even then, caution remains appropriate.
Magical “giftedness,” if such a term is to be used at all, often consists in sensitivity. Sensitivity to pattern. Sensitivity to mood. Sensitivity to subtle change. These are not inherently supernatural traits. They are neurological and psychological tendencies that, when refined, allow one to perceive what others overlook. Yet, as William James observed, “The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook.”
But they can also render one susceptible to overwhelm. A mind that detects pattern everywhere may struggle to dismiss irrelevant stimuli. A mind that imagines vividly may struggle to rest. A mind that senses atmosphere may struggle to differentiate between personal emotion and environmental influence.
Thus the same traits that allow one to see hidden facets of reality can distort reality. The difference lies not in suppressing these faculties but in training them. In this context, training includes:
— Deliberate grounding in ordinary cause and effect.
— Verification when possible.
— Patience before conclusion.
— Acceptance of uncertainty.
It also includes humility. There is a particular danger in magical communities of rewarding dramatic narrative. The practitioner who reports grand visions and complex spirit courts is often given more attention than the practitioner who reports subtle shifts and quiet guidance. This can unconsciously encourage elaboration. The gifted practitioner often learns to be content with the modest. It is often the modest perception that proves most reliable.
Magical thinking, in its healthiest form, is not belief in fantasy, but recognition that the world may contain more than is immediately visible. Heightened pattern recognition, in its healthiest form, is not paranoia, but attentiveness to interrelation. Strong imagination, in its healthiest form, is not escapism, but an instrument for encounter. Each becomes curse when untethered. If a practitioner refuses all skepticism, they risk constructing an elaborate architecture of falsehood around themselves. If they refuse all imagination, they risk sealing themselves off from subtle perception entirely.
The work, then, is balance. One must allow the mind to wander without allowing it to rule. One must attend to pattern without worshiping it. One must imagine without conflating imagination with fact.
The land remains the land whether or not one is perceiving spirits. Wood remains wood whether or not it is being carved into a charm. Bills must be paid. Food must be cooked. Bodies must be cared for. If one’s magical thinking begins to erode these foundations, it is not a gift in that moment. Yet if one’s heightened perception allows them to notice when a place is disturbed, when an offering is ill-suited, when a relationship is unbalanced, then it is indeed a gift.
The very same faculty can mislead or reveal. It depends upon whether it is examined. In this way, magical temperament resembles fire. In the hearth, it warms and cooks. Uncontained, it consumes the house. The practitioner’s task is not to extinguish the fire of imagination or the spark of pattern recognition, but to learn the architecture within which they can safely burn.
Only then do these traits cease to be a liability and become what they were always capable of being: instruments of a wisdom and discernment.
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Art: ‘The Sleep of Reason Produces Monsters’ (1799) — Francisco Goya
I can think of something worse than Mel unilaterally hiring a clan of Centaur workers, without considering the effect on Talita.
What if they're all in on it? Consider, the doctor is giving her a full writeup, the animal ag team are expanding guineapilar production for them, Tod clearly knows something but is keeping quiet. Cheevwut and Ohwitiil would presumably be involved at least in the logistics of the clan's arrival, too.
It might seem unrealistic to some readers, that all these people would be completely unaware that Centaurs are culturally (and possibly biologically) primed to avoid and distrust people like Talita. But I see this all the time... as denial. I find it entirely plausible that all these people, or at least all the Humans, have rationalized it thusly:
"Yes, I read about how Centaurs don't trust clanless individuals, but I just know they'll love Talita. She's such a sweetie! She'll win them over right away!"
This is classic Human magical thinking... not to mention that at least half the reason they consider Talita a "sweetie" is that she's pathologically conflict-averse, and has lived her life in a World of Cardboard, in which any threat of act of aggression would risk her being perceived as a danger to the community.
Also not to mention that nobody on Dirtball seems to care about much of anything, especially the Avians. Except the Touati-Sharpes, of course. I'm betting they somehow don't know about the incoming Centaurs... Idrisah certainly didn't volunteer anything. Maybe they're being kept out of the loop so they don't ruin the "surprise."
Which leads to another infuriating element of this whole clusterfuck: the assumption that Talita, a brilliant engineer, is too stupid or oblivious to notice what they're doing, and the massive, fantastical, deeply delusional assumption that she will appreciate massive life changes being made for her, without her awareness, input, or consent!
"God, can I have magical thinking?"
"To assist in creative endeavors?"
"Yeeeeeesssssss"
*has wild and unrealistic expectations for literally everything, gets no work done*