im sam and i put everything on this blog . includes fandom stuff, liveblogging, catposts, cool rock posts & my own art posts . important tags are #digital art (my main stuff) #gel pens (traditional art doodles . using gel pens generally) & #dma stuff (oc story/worldbuilding stuff im currently focusing on. not much under it rn, you can find older stuff just searching for the keyword). theres an old #riftlore tag that i used for my previous oc worldbuilding stuff but theres not really anything that interesting or coherent under it because i stopped focusing on it. feel free to request i draw stuff or explain/yap about my oc stuff or more i dont really mind. you wont really find me outside of tags in the wild but im not averse to talking at length whatsoever
some stuff about interacting, please be mindful of this before following or sending me stuff directly, otherwise carry on passing through -
not interested in your discourse & prefer blocking and moving on. i reblog art i like but i generally dont care about fandom shipping, i am not interested in that or any drama related to it. my only block on sight is if you're mean or any flavor of generic bigot (includes all radfems you are not slick). dont follow if you're mdni itd be kinda weird you'll get blocked for doing that too thanks. if you need me to tag stuff for filtering purposes i dont mind (if we're moots, unless its just a specific post) just let me know what you want me to use. thats all this really isnt a problem for most people i thinks
big important thing - i have a very bad memory. i rarely remember who people are without issue unless i frequently talk to them. i may confuse you or your preferences with someone elses. this is more likely to happen than you would think. it is accidental, this is here to ask you to be polite about it. i do my best to doublecheck but sometimes i can mess up anyway
heres a list of things that i most often put on here; minecraft, oc stuff, rainworld, crystals (real life ones) andummm there will be more when i beat these other games i really like im avoiding spoilers still rn. most of what i make is rainworld but yk i dont get around to that making stuff part very often
more passively a fan of starbound, planet zoo, project zomboid, ggg, and cattails. i have other things im big about and you'll see them occasionally too but i dont like crazy big lists. if you see me post about a media its probably because i like it. these lists are not in any order of priority because i cant predict the direction i'll go next i dont bother updating this super regularly. big music fan also i suppose but who isnt really
mmmm i feel this way in louisiana rn im gonna hate going back to maryland with the aqi. air here is clean and im getting exerted from just walking and standing for an hour i cannot imagine going home knowing how sensitive i am
god the thickness of my leg hair has been halved its kind of tragic. i used to have a counter to assholes calling me a twink unironically by showing them i dont meet that definition because it was kind of impressive how many people i could beat. now its just like average 💔
there's nothing more radiant than a trans person's smile and you must dedicate your entire life to making them occur as often as possible. it is non negotiable
"they'll always be gringues before they're black, before they're disabled, before-"
That's crazy, because you wanna know a specific moment where someone being Black clearly mattered more than being an American? At the World Cup, where IShowSpeed was called racial slurs on live TV. Over soccer. Once again, the situation which kickstarted this conversation.
Clearly his being American did not stop them from very comfortably calling him a monkey! I wonder what they saw about his identity first that made that happen 👀 I wonder what sort of society one must be raised in, in order to call someone a racial slur so comfortably 👀 But you know, apparently white supremacy can only be called out in the United States.
Anyway, every single response to this situation has sounded like this to me
Y'all want us to believe this is about anti-imperialism and not racism so bad, as if antiblackness globally is not a huge factor in the imperialism you claim to be fighting against 😭 like, give it up, you are fooling no one but yourselves fighting this one
And what's wild is no one has denied the original racism, either. No one has pulled a "this isn't normal here". Barely acknowledging it, actually. It's been the ongoing equivalent of "yes this is racist, but you're making white supremacy here WORSE by TALKING ABOUT IT! You aren't even FROM HERE! Why don't you bring up OTHER PEOPLE'S RACISM" 🙃 And meanwhile I bring up other people's racism all the time. The US' racism most of all. It's just that I also brought up theirs this time, too. Grievous sin.
whats a stereotype for your country that you absolutely do. mine is that i unironically go "eh" and apologize a lot and i often drink maple syrup straight
i just woke up from the strangest sensory heavy nightmare ever i was so stressed. i do not need to be in space struggly to process my own mortality and the complete unimportance, the sheer irrelevance and futility, of my own habits, alongside a large slice of the public that mostly just describes the type of people you find at disneyland. and they are all strangers. wtf that one was horrific. there was windows everywhere and we were going fast so we had to watch the solar system itself grow more distant but we had no destination. we didn't really have much of a captain or access to that control and we were never gonna land. and it was so lifelike i could not break out of it i think it shook me so hard i physically woke up
i hate how you can tell this post was typed out right after waking up barely conscious at 1 am. i just noticed Struggly instead of struggling now. what on earth typo
i just woke up from the strangest sensory heavy nightmare ever i was so stressed. i do not need to be in space struggly to process my own mortality and the complete unimportance, the sheer irrelevance and futility, of my own habits, alongside a large slice of the public that mostly just describes the type of people you find at disneyland. and they are all strangers. wtf that one was horrific. there was windows everywhere and we were going fast so we had to watch the solar system itself grow more distant but we had no destination. we didn't really have much of a captain or access to that control and we were never gonna land. and it was so lifelike i could not break out of it i think it shook me so hard i physically woke up
i hauve a feeling the People dont like that im keeping my light on this late but i fear ummm i need it. dark make it cant see i keep losing my waters theres so many up here now im so thirsty all the time drowning in waterluxury i cant see or find a thing
most shocking is im not in moldluxury right now..... i do mold check and its mold empty just straight water maybe a lil air for the weather in there but the skies are clear. i think it dont like microplastic. i turned the light off btw its making my phone look moly too its relevaaaant
i hauve a feeling the People dont like that im keeping my light on this late but i fear ummm i need it. dark make it cant see i keep losing my waters theres so many up here now im so thirsty all the time drowning in waterluxury i cant see or find a thing
i have like one c:u oc because i think about this game passively a lot and they would be so fun to do storytelling of and draw a million times for me but i cant even finish drawing them once 😭
their name is butter btw. it stuck despite being kinda generic but its a play on the fact they're a milky with parts of an expie stuck to them (kind of conceptually similar to how a chimera happens but instead of twins its two different species) and it makes them have butter colors. they have black and orange-brown from the colors joining but its mostly patternless and mottled like a wolf. and they have a super scarred head and face. i could've saved it for whenever i get to posting them but i'd rather drop their vague description on account of me posting them might be a ways away. its ok its not tagged only my moots get to know of my beasts i make for each thing that i like
someone will post something i agree with and I'll be like "yeah I'll reblog" then therell be a reblog from the poster like "YOU CAN REBLOG THIS BTW. YOU HAVE TO REBLOG THIS BTW" and then i wont
i have like one c:u oc because i think about this game passively a lot and they would be so fun to do storytelling of and draw a million times for me but i cant even finish drawing them once 😭
every now and then I see people passing screencaps of these posts around, and in the months after I made this post there were people checking in on me assuming I was going through grief or depression or something
to set the record straight, the context is that I had covid and was bleeding from my throat and lungs, but for some ungodly reason, I was feverishly driven to drink lemonade and kept screaming and writhing because I was pouring fizzy lemon juice on open throat wounds
I'M JUST NOW REALIZING "STRATTLAND" IS THE SHIP NAME OF EVA STRATT AND RYLAND GRACE. I THOUGHT YALL WERE JUST SO HYPED ABOUT HER THAT YOU DEEMED THE FANDOM "STRATTLAND" LIKE IT WAS A VILLAGE LMAO
