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#call me vamp probably idk. 18+ stuff in general. i like (furry) art. i whine a lot. talk 2 me if u want but i’m difficult. my tag(s) ->#mine

i think if you were more like me you’d realize how stupid everyone is. but you’re everyones so

#or at least give me a chance to be like everyone else so that i can dunk on ppl like me #lack ot curiosity is one thing but to assume im doing Well.. Ahhhhh #maybe irs my fault lol. i think i care too much abt doing good by people. so thts why ppl think they can yapyapyapyapyap. and unfortunately+#i will listen. i suppose they havent seen the new side of me because. its yst to be shown. god #punches them though. im not even aware of my ppl pleasing tendencies. shame on them!!! i literally want to grow and rheyre like Stabbing me?#whateverssss.

even when you’re unemployed it never feels like you have enough time to do stuff

#i think trying to make up for the fact you Do in fact have time indirectly gives u less time #it shouldn’t take me all day to clean. and poorly too. very confusing stuff. i am pretty sure all i did was clean #tomorrow im gonna focus on me snd then saturday i have stuff snd then sunday is recover from sat and then The week begins once more #i did some rearranging and hate rhe result. gonna suck it up for now tho

i think i should try to cut my hair again. i wanted to try and score hair cutting scissors before i touched my hair again but god it’s just pissing me off so bad. im gonna try really hard though

#also wanted to shave off my sides but ill wait till i get clippers. i should get some sort of grooming kit. would be fun !

my pigeon friend

#mine

artbyblastweave

How'd I cut back on caffeine? The usual. Diet, discipline. One thing that helped a lot was that I harnessed the void. I tapped into the little incipient void which sits at the heart of every thinking animal, and I fed it. I hatefully nurtured it with every malicious thought, every unkind impulse, every knee-jerk reaction best discarded, and it gorged on these things it metastasized. It swelled past the confines of my heart and fought for space with with my stomach, my liver, my intestines, winning handily, subsuming each in turn, until I was little more than a man-shaped howling wrathful abyss sheathed in taut, paper-thin human hide, wandering through this fallen world in anticipation of whatever fleeting offense finally catalyzes my inevitable rupture and detonation. And now I'm down to two, maybe three cups a day

you are wounded and have the nerve to turn your pain into my punishment. you know better than to behave like this, cappuccinogirl1993. Come back to me when you've calmed down. *clicks Log out and applies hand cream*

i want a beautoful drink

#creamy…. i wonder #all my creamy milky drinks: chocolaye milk. coffee when its creamed. egg nog…. fuuuucknueah #i’ve been very sad abt my lack of nail growth. they keep snapping off. i want my claws back :( insane how good they made me feel #like so good. to the point im considering doing it ‘regularly’ (twice a year maybe) . They were so fun. and strong. and unchippy!#i am gonna fo skin care tonight too. its abt time. i sm gonna go eat garloc bread snd lasagna :) it doesnt tasye good tho #theres no creamy uumminess. just saice snd the lasagna pasya. like thats the tasye. theres beef snd cheese too

couchnapping

flaccid penis... it's chic, it's hip, it's the next big thing

couchnapping

it's the next thing

this shouldnt even be getting to me but i opened marketplace to see someone listing stuff they definitely got at the foodbank (BC I ALSO GOT IT AT THE FOODBANK) money is so fucking evil oh my god

#it was sunscreen and bandaids. Shes selling it for like -$10 than its ‘retail.’ Im so irritated today i wish everyone died #it makes me feel like a sucker for not Charging Money for shit but im NOT a sucker. maybe i am tho????? My profit is connection #you either sell stuff and be a piece of shit or u rely on ur beautiful community which is not working for me it seems lol #god. goodbye forever. i just want to have fun

just came back from shopping. trying not to fucking explode at the fact that i spent $345. all my money gone . yay😳

#had to dip into my savings. i do not feel so good right now #well like. i guess im stocked for cleaning supplies for a bit under a year… im crying tho #im genuinely so distraught lol. i seriously need to find an agreeable grocery list . im sure i bought the right stuff but i feel so badddd #if someone was like yeah its okay to buy toilet paper and paper towel. lmfao. like this is insane. admittedly it has been a while though #my uncle covered my last grocery haul and its lasted me this long… 9 months that is… i should not need to shop for 12 months then right #like i dont have to buy anything anymore right? im done? i did it? im set forever? food will appear in my fridge? no more? no more? no more?#my onlu highlight is that i stole sometgibg that was $20. completely om accident . and it was skin care stuff too #the worlf is so cruel? why does everything cosy so much? and it dowsnt stop.. you think its over but it isnt #im also just pissy bc i couldn’t find my cheap ass zest soap that was 6 bars for <$4 and had to get irish spring 4 bars for <$5 #im being whiny i cant help it. this is my money. this is my momey. sigh. i will get paid next week and having $200 will make me feel good !#i have to borrow money from my savings for stuff but im gonna be a good boy and jisy do $50. maybe less. everything blows #yeah technically i have extra money cause i bulk buy things. but i always find out its not extra money in the end. when i need to bulk again #i am gonna go eat and shower and i havent even unpacked im so upset anf sad . and i think i have to clean my apartment tomorrow too

humiliationvictim

Can I still be a leftist if I’m a reactionary conservative

my uncle offered to give me rides if i ever needed it and i passively declined (i will make an effort but i wasn’t gonna try to think of stuff) but i just realized it would be so awesome to get driven home after grocery shopping. i keep forgetting my new wagon is still small as shit. i’m tempted to message but i’m also annoyed by how last minute it’d be. hm

#instead of using 2 bus tickets with the whole thing taking over 3 hours… i can do 1 bus ticket and probably 1h30…..#i also just hate scheduling shit like this! cause i would have to plan it so that i’m done with everything by the time he gets there #curious…. i think i want to go today bc ive been so pissy so i might as well uust get it done. fine ill message #if he cant do it tjats totally fine too. itd be nice tho….. busses have been so annoying to me #its like an enforced rule to pay and they have transit cops on board and kick ppl out. and they also stop for like 5-10 mins if they’re +#‘ahead’ of schedule (which you know. doesnt work out when u leave 5 minutes after ur supposed to & there r a lot of ppl waiting for the bus+#and we just end up severely late anyways. idk. im toded i have to go dronk coffee. this life is so stupid

i have got to get more offline

#i assume this is my small lull (ill check if thts a word later) where i do stuff and post and then at some point it happens. started like 2+#weeks ago. idk. i have to do something awesome. weh #lull is a word maybe not the right one but also yes. erhhhhhggh.squeezing girl when

that-house

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

that-house

^ its like this

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