Lia @liaminina - Tumblr Blog

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Hello!

I am a new user to Tumblr, having been here for a few months. I believe an introduction was long overdue.

About Me

Name: Lia

Gender: Female

Age: 25

Nationality: Dominican

Languages: English (fluent), Spanish (my mother tongue), Portuguese (intermediate, trying to perfect it)

Interests: Wikis, virtual idols, animation

Hobbies: Drawing (I may show you my original drawings once in a while), making videos, editing on wikis

Music I like: Video game soundtracks, pop (either K-pop or P-pop) though I don't listen to them much, classics (80s or 90s), or anything with a sound that appeals to me.

Before you follow me:

I tend to say the same things over and over again because I sometimes can't bring myself to try and find the "right words" to say, thinking it's a "waste of time". (It's one of my biggest flaws, I know).

I am neurodivergent... but I will not go into much detail about that.

Most of the time, I am inconsistent -- I schedule a post for a specific day of the week, but sometimes I mess up during the day and end up not doing it. Despite that, I hope you bear with me.

Please do not reply/talk to me using swear words. I just don't like them.

Do not interact if...

If you are a minor. I never interact with them.

If you are outside my age range (that is, if you're older than 29).

If you are an NSFW account.

If you are mean, rude, and hateful/make discriminatory or ableist remarks.

My Tags

#lia talks - Speaking about various subjects.

#lia's thoughts - Phrases to think of.

#lia draws - My original art.

#lia's questions - Random questions I make.

#lia's reblogs - Self-explanatory.

#lia's queue - Self-explanatory.

#lia's favorite art - Drawings that I like and/or that I queued.

#my life - Things that happened to me when I was offline.

Metaverse of Madness

The section of my blog where I introduce virtual idols.

Character Profiles

Introduction to my original characters.

And... I think that's it! I hope I can get to share my knowledge with you, and overall have a good, wholesome time here. Please send Asks if you wish to contact me!

(Dividers by @/kgymz, @/gigittamic, @/vysleix, @/anitalenia)

#introduction post #blog intro #introducing myself #liaminina #pinned intro

One of the few conversations I had with my future self...

"But Lia... You're speaking as though this new phase of your life will last forever."

"Yeah. 20 years feels like forever to me."

"But... they're supposed to be temporary. That's why it's called a phase."

"Let me ask you a question. How do hopeless, pessimistic people even find the will to live?!"

"Oh, well... they just... share their opinions with others. That way, they see they are not alone."

"Really? Do they really just go around talking about how horrible their lives are and how we'll all die, and those people just nod their heads in agreement? No thanks."

#lia talks #my life

My life is officially over.

I don't like drawing/animation anymore.

And I am also slowly losing hope.

All my life, I have never felt negative emotions so intensely.

But it seems as though my "future self" wants me to experience hopelessness, and hatred fully...

I know that this new phase in my life will hurt. So I'd rather not face it. I'd rather feel nothing at all than like a piece of s**t.

But it just feels like... I'm a cracked eggshell that is desperately trying to put itself back together.

If this message reaches someone... I hope you understand.

I have crafted myself to be someone people enjoy being around. That facade is breaking, but I hold it together with the little power I have left. To hear people say they don't like me is one of the most infuriating things. I have made myself for you. I have changed myself to the point I don't know what I'm really like, and it's still not good enough. I don't even know who I am because I have put up this wall that isn't even me. There is nothing behind that wall anymore, so if you don't like it then tear the bricks down. Rip it piece from piece, but know behind it is simply a vast stretch of nothing. If you don't like the me I made for you, then you get the empty that was once my real self. You have made me what I am now, so deal with the consequences.

#lia's queue

yidenn

Who knows how happy I'd be if a bullet hit me at just the right angle to pierce through my hippocampus and make me lose all of my memories.

liaminina

You know...? Me too.

#lia's reblogs

tezriaetho

i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands

#lia's reblogs

vixensofdeath

sometimes I wish I never could think because it’s all I do now. all day long it’s me overthinking about everything or just me thinking about things I really just don’t want to think about. my brain is like a swarm of flies that never goes away.

#lia's reblogs