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All The Best People Are Crazy

[libbylibs10]

how long can you truly hate life for, because it has been 17 years now and I can’t seem to find any enjoyment in it..

[libbylibs10]

make that 19 hunny

[libbylibs10]

I still don’t understand who I am, I change way too much I kind of hate it..hate myself. I wish my brain would stop messing around, I feel like I’m constantly moving

[libbylibs10]

how long can you truly hate life for, because it has been 17 years now and I can’t seem to find any enjoyment in it..

[foolisland]

[toxiicthin]

I feel empty. I feel like some pieces of me are still missing and I don’t know where to find them. I don’t know where to start.

[disorders]

i do this really cute thing where i shut down and hate everybody

[bpd-hellfire]

i thought everything was kinda calm but turns out i’m just ignoring every single one of my problems

[monachopsis-people]

[monachopsis-people]

[monachopsis-people]

[monachopsis-people]

[lost-and-wandering-ghost]

Anyone: *Doesn't talk to me, which makes me believe that I'm unwanted and worthless*

Me: Two can play at this game! *Isolates*

[hidethesorrow]

artist: @baileyillustration

[shamelesslykinkshaming]

[songarepoems]

Me: Suicide jokes are serious and should not be taken lightly.

Also me: *something small goes wrong* *laughs hysterically whilst diving into madness* i'M gOiNg tO KiLl MySeLf!

[libbylibs10]

I just really wanna die

[its-so-traumatizing]

Something people don’t understand about child abuse

One of the things that I really hate is that people don’t understand that survivors act differently and respond to their traumas in different ways.

I’m a survivor of csa and so is my friend. Her trauma made her extremely hypersexual while I could literally cry if someone even touched me.

My bf is a survivor of csa, I can talk for hours about my trauma if I felt safe enough while he NEVER brings it up.

A friend of mine is a survivor of emotional abuse and so am I. Her trauma made her angry while mine made me soft and defenseless.

My bf remembers every little detail about his trauma, while I repressed most of my childhood and traumas.

There’s no special “criteria” that you should fill in order to be a “valid” survivor, and there’s no specific way you should act if you were abused.

People respond to their traumas differently and it’s okay, your abuse is STILL valid no matter how you respond to it.