Chaos

20’s. College student and retail slave. I’m fucking crazy bro. Ask pronouns. Not in crisis, don’t report. Just block if that’s not your thing. Probably a system. Bi

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“Emotional vampire” and its literally just a kid with mental health issues and trauma tryna cope by talking through shit

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I can’t have anything can I

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People are fucking mean, man

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Still hung up on you. Thoughts of you keep me up at night, wishing I was the one you were with

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Moving on is hard, man

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Damn some people just really don’t wanna talk huh

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I’M SUCCEEDING IN AN ACTUAL NORMAL CONVERSATION!!!!!!

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A lot of this shit I say sounds like an incel. Holy fuck I need to reevaluate some shit

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Happiest when slightly sleep deprived

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Hate everyone

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I should die

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Why is it that engaging with me is so exhausting/unpleasant? What am I doing wrong? Is there any hope for me to change?

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I wonder if I can ever be a better person

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I miss you. I still want you so fucking bad.

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Trying to figure out how to creatively express myself if I even should is harder than I thought

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I’m awful. Something’s wrong with me.

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Ughhh I gotta learn not to fill my camera roll with pictures relating to people who are just going to disappear anyhow. I can’t keep going having those feelings triggered every time I’m looking for a completely unrelated pic