between the sinners and the saints

Milton. he/they. only 20 but my mind is older. minors dni. accidentally deleted my blog :(

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kofi: https://ko-fi.com/lifedoesntdiscriminate

cash app: cash.app/$doesntdiscriminate

#who tells your story <- tag for art of me

#i hear the drinking song theyre singing <- musicals

#a couple of suggestions <- recommendations people have given me

#my art <- my art

Content Warnings:

#we have resorted to eating our horses <- people yelling at me for my eating habits

#feral tomcat <- horny posting

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hey milton, how are things going?

spent several hours trying to stave off a panic attack and didnt havw one 👍

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hi so. I'm scorn, you may or may not know me. I'm a disabled transfem creative, I have been looking for work for the last five months and getting burned or turned away at every opportunity. I started to run out of savings a few months back, and I've officially run out of ways to defer, put on credit, or put off my bills.

i suffer from chronic pain, fatigue, and a connective tissue disorder, which greatly limit my ability to live much less my ability to work. on bad days, I'm in too much pain to get out of bed much less do the kind of work I had to when I survived homelessness 5 years ago.

if you know me, or appreciate what I do, you can send me a tip through k or you can send it directly to my p or my v.

20/1030

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only had to bite myself once 👍

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Where is home for u Milton?

wherever gordon is

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i want to go home

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that’s a huge deal what the hell? no one should be making you drink poison

its fine its not like it hurt me back then

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who was telling you to drink poison???

my parents and other adults in the church? its not a big deal

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Have you been eating foods you know you like ??? when i feel like I can't eat i tend to force myself to eat things I dont really care for anyways. You like Indian food, right ? have you tried eating that?

you think i can afford indian food??

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how often???

whenever i was told to

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new and quite frankly concerned. why have you tasted poison

i used to drink it often back when i was pure and loved

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milton why do you know what poison tastes like

???? are you new aroundhere