Everything I Am Thinking?.

There is so many things that people want to say but never do. These thing stay in their head and they pick at them and over complicate them. There is never any closure with them as they don't get an answer. I don't need answers. I need them out of my head and then they mean nothing to me. They're out there and I will not regret them ever?. -Something About Regret(s)?.

[lifefromhome]

“The Day We Spoke Forever?.”

If I could return to that trembling day,

when love first found it’s fragile voice,

I’d whisper the wounds you’d one day carve -

but not the name behind the blade.

You’d pale at the story of a stranger’s sins,

promise me you’d never be that cruel.

And I’d watch the sorrow bloom in your eyes,

knowing you’d already planted it’s seed.

How heavy it is, to hold both truth and mercy -

to love you for who you were,

and grieve you for who you’d become?.

[lifefromhome]

Not to be kinky or anything but I’d build Lego with you, share my snacks, cuddle up and watch your favourite film, listen to your hyperfixation and tell you I’m proud of you every day

[lifefromhome]

“If We Ever…”

If you ever want someone to do your dishes, give me a call.

If you ever want someone to help change your bedding, give me a call.

If you ever want someone to take your bins out, give me a call.

If you ever want a lie in with coffee, give me a call.

If you ever want anything at all, give me a call.

If I ever want something, I can’t call. I deleted your number.

If we ever want something, you have to be the one to reach out. You made that rules.

If we ever…

[lifefromhome]

Saturday 28th Feb 2026…

People say I’ll get over it. They say it’ll pass and that I’ll manage to move on. They say all these nice things and make it sound like it’ll all pass.

The thing is, I don’t want it to pass really. I don’t want to move on really. I don’t want to be treated better.

I want to be with you. Moving on in life with you. Being treated perfectly by you.

“Well they wouldn’t have hurt you if they loved you”. Yeah you’re right. But not once did they hurt me during the relationship. It was only because she ended it that hurt.

I have zero bad things to say about my Daffodil from during our 3 year relationship. It would be so much easier if I had bad things to say. I just don’t.

I want you back. I want you close. I want you to treat me correctly…

[lifefromhome]

Wednesday 25th February 2026…

I can’t wait for you to text me so I can leave you on “read”.

I can’t wait to see you in the street so I can claim I didn’t hear your “hey”.

I can’t wait for you to turn up at my door so I can close it in your face with a “no”.

I can’t wait for you to be outside my work when I finish and I can say “absolutely not”.

I can’t wait for you to stand at my grave and have to finally say the words “goodbye”.

I can’t wait for the opportunity to hurt you like you’ve hurt me.

[lifefromhome]

Tuesday 17th February 2026…

Hey you.

I miss you. Lots. I wish I could see you today. Say hello and wave. Maybe even get a hug. Something like that. I just know I can’t. You don’t want it.

I’ve been struggling this week with this no contact thing you’ve imposed. But I’ve been good. I’ve respected your boundary on it and I’ve not text you, called you or emailed once. Not even sent a letter. I’ve been good and I hope that is noted.

I moved out from the house on Sunday. Grabbed a load of stuff. Not everything, so I do need to go back, but around about 80% of things. The last 20% is furniture and my models. Other than that though, I’m don’t really. All my clothes, shoes, books, etc they’ve all moved.

Now though? Now I want to see you. Have a conversation where we talk and discuss everything. Closure essentially. I just know you don’t want to. And I’ve got to respect that. It’s just hard.

And I know I’m the bad guy here. I’m 3 years too late in your head now, but I will also say, you knew exactly what you were getting yourself into when we started dating. You knew everything.

So yes. I’m the bad guy. I know that. But I’m willing to, and wanting to, completely reform myself to be the best guy I can be for you.

So, my Daffodil. I’m really struggling today. I need your name to show up on my screen. I really good. I need that phone call. It’s just hard without you ob my life.

-LosingYouIsMyOnlyRegret?.

[lifefromhome]

Goodbye My Favourite Stranger?.

I guess we are strangers again but with memories and lessons.

I will try my best to not pick my feet for you and use the stone instead.

I will try my best to shower my whole body, including my hair and not just my bits and pits.

I will try my best and get rid of that milia right next to my right eye.

I will try my best and dry my full body before getting out of the shower and not making the bathmat wet instead.

I will try my best not to drink energy drinks and instead drink decaf tea.

I will try my best for my favourite stranger. My daffodil?.

-No Regrets?.

[typelikeagirl]

[lifefromhome]

Currently my picture looks like Picasso sneezed on it. It’s all over the place. It’s not right. It needs to change, how though I don’t know?.

-No Regrets?.

[typelikeagirl]

[lifefromhome]

I really hope so. Just don’t give up on what? What’s the important part or thing I shouldn’t be giving up on right now? That’s what I need pointed out. Pretty please?.

-No Regrets?.

[just-shower-thoughts]

The fact that guys still ask for nudes even though the internet has unlimited images demonstrates that they actually do care about the personality associated with the body.

[lifefromhome]

You don’t miss me, you miss the person who loved you so much and took care of you, but you didn’t love back.

- Morty

[lifefromhome]

There are superficial feeling with no emotions, yet you treat me like a puddle, when I’m the fucking ocean?.

-No Regrets?.

[lifefromhome]

If You Love Me?.

I really don’t think you fucking understand. I’m in this for the long haul. Like I’ll stick by you for as long as you do to me. This ain’t no fucking play date. If you’re with me, I’m with you. No exceptions. If you show me effort, I’ll show you ten times that effort back to you. And if you love me, I’ll love you more than anything in this world?.

-No Regrets?.

[lifefromhome]

Men hold access to relationships.

Women hold access to sex?.

-No Regrets?.

[typelikeagirl]

[remanence-of-love]

[lifefromhome]

To My Girlfriend?.

Hey, since we're not texting like we used to, I don’t know about your day, I don't know what your going through anymore. I miss the moments when you'd tell me everything that was going on in your life. I wish nothing but the best for you but I really miss you?.

-No Regrets?.