eternal sadness

it never gets better. stop telling me it will. it won't. I know I won't.

[elamwrites-deactivated20240529]

"I love you for loving me when I cannot. You love me at my worst, at my messiest moments and at my darkest hours. You love me when I call you up in the middle of the night 'cause I was panicking over things that will happen anyway and dont' need panicking. You love me when I'm wound up because I'm a mess and tend to out it on you. You love me whenever I feel like giving up on me. You love me through everything and anything, and I can never be thankful enough for that. You are truly a blessing."

-EM / When I can't love myself.

[luckylluminati]

“Find someone who knows how to calm your storms.”

[siickangel]

you ever get that feeling where you just want to disappear completely

[luckylluminati]

“Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, People don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”

[iouoiuiioi]

Mood: Lol ok

[denvolnov]

[depressedanxietydeath]

Yes, I’m struggling with mental illnesses.

But that doesn’t make me weird or insane. It made me strong and able to be there for others in need.

[iouoiuiioi]

Mood: Lol ok

[suspend]

i want kids but im scared they’ll blame me if theyre ugly

[lifelong-pain]

see, it hasn’t been bad in a while. i’ve got a new job, new home, new life, but yet i’m not happy and i don’t know how to fix it. i’m still sad constantly and i’m trying to make it better because people keep noticing that i’m not okay, and i don’t want that, but i don’t know how to stop it

my thoughts

[d-i-s-e-a-s-e]

[broken-from-memories]

“I refuse to tell anyone how bad it really got again.”

— Because i know they can’t handle it to go through this again. - //04.09.2015//11.52// (via emotioneelaangelegd)

[hipster]

find someone that knows how to calm your storms

[lifelong-pain]

“I miss you. I miss the way you used to call be beautiful everyday. And yes I know I told you everyday that you were blind for thinking that, but I miss you so much. The you I fell in love with, who would call me every night just to hear me breathe. But things changed. It hasn’t even been a month and you already have another girl. She’s everything I am not. And it makes me wonder why did we even were a couple when you didn’t brag about me the way you brag about her.. Is it me? am I that broken? Or was I just blindly in love with you? Because you still give me panic attacks and I call it fucking love.”

— Your secrets are safe here (via thelovewhisperer)

[kingofthehillcaps]

[lord-brixie]

This is the most real thing this show has ever had

[lifelong-pain]

“I miss you. I miss the way you used to call be beautiful everyday. And yes I know I told you everyday that you were blind for thinking that, but I miss you so much. The you I fell in love with, who would call me every night just to hear me breathe. But things changed. It hasn’t even been a month and you already have another girl. She’s everything I am not. And it makes me wonder why did we even were a couple when you didn’t brag about me the way you brag about her.. Is it me? am I that broken? Or was I just blindly in love with you? Because you still give me panic attacks and I call it fucking love.”

— Your secrets are safe here (via thelovewhisperer)

[actuallyborderlinee]

loving me must be so fucking hard i am so fucking sorry