From the day I saw you, everyday,
I wished that someday we could meet.
And we did.
We met.
We talked.
We had dinner.
We had our good and bad times.
We had our first kiss.
Unfortunately, we ended so fast.
I didn’t hear a thing from you after that day.
I miss it hugging you tight
I miss your voice every morning
And the smiles that you bring.
I miss when I share some stories to you
and some of my secrets too.
I’ll just miss the way that we’re together.
Always laughing just like there’s forever.
There’s no sad moment.
When I’m with you
You let me experience happiness
And now that you’re not with me.
Everyday I feel so sad and lonely
I had a lot of words to say to you,
Because I really miss you
And everyday I pray
You and me together someday.
There’s no sadness.
Months later.
I saw you.
It felt like it was the first.
I don’t know what to do.
I looked at you, but you looked away.
That day, I realized that it’s still you.
Nothings changed.
One night.
You’re drunk.
We talked again.
I forgot everything that I wanted to say.
We just reminisce.
I expected that we still have chance.
I misunderstood everything.
The next day,
I didn’t hear a thing from you.
You’re drunk, you said.
You regretted that you talked to me, you said.
Now, I know that we’ve already reached the end.
I want to hold on.
I tried, actually.
But it’s not right anymore.
You pushed me away,
I can’t do anything.
I’m letting you go.
But I will always watch you from afar.
I will not wait for you to come back
Not expecting that you will either.
I don’t want to see you sad and frustrated.
Maybe doing this can make you happy and make you feel better.
This is what you needed.
I don’t want to be selfish again.
Don’t ever think that I’m mad.
You know that I can’t.
Those things happened,
But nothing’s changed.
I still see the guy that I loved from the very first.
I was selfish, sorry.
I made you feel worthless.
I didn’t appreciate all your efforts.
I’m sorry for everything.
If ever you meet someone new.
Please love her as she is,
Don’t make her sad,
Always make her feel special,
And love her like I loved you.
Always remember that,
I love you.
No, I will always love you.
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