Indie hazbin original character. Yeong. Private & selective. mutuals only. Multi-Verse, Multi-Ship (?) shipping is selective considering HIS history. Crossover friendly but selective. OC friendly. loved by Rose she/her 30+. connected to @deathr4n. Nari's Ex. permission by evie. ♥︎
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She knew he didn’t, and she didn’t blame him, couldn’t. He was missing a big part of the puzzle. “I… yes.” She admitted, never liked to lie to him. “It’s not… pretty, best you don’t know.” She finally managed, glancing up at him. She felt her mouth go dry when he asked her if she even loved him, how could he say that?! Her nails dug into her palm, letting the pain ground herself. “Of course I did, more than you will ever know.” She shook her head, taking a step back. “I’m sorry if you’re still having trouble moving on.” She’s not, it fulled her obsession more. “You didn’t deserve any of what happened to you. I bet you wished you never met me, hm?” Would have been safer for him.
"I see.." He mumbled grabbing at his arm to cross them slowly. The growing unease and grief still settling in. "So..there was a reason. You just thought it was bigger than us." He didn't understand, wouldn't accept she loved him. "I'm just finding my own happiness now. I mean that's all that mattered to you wasn't it? How can you say you love me!? When you killed me!" Finally something in him snapped. His voice filled with pain. "I never once regretted meeting you, i was ready to be with you for the rest of our lives- funny..actually i guess i was in some twisted way. Now wasn't i." His own fist shook letting his arms fall to his sides as he looked away from her.
It hurt to remember, but it was hard to let go, too. He'd done a lot for her, even if it meant giving his life unknowingly. He's asking the question that she was dreading. "I did, it was...." Beautiful. "I don't expect you to understand." She could have picked almost anyone else, but there was more to the story she was keeping close to her chest. "There was never anyone else, if you were curious." After Yeong had passed, she never tried to find anyone else. "Without knowing, you truly gave me everything I ever wanted." Except him, but she was convinced he was going to leave anyway.
He stood still her words only made his heart ache more. Maybe he was foolish and blinded by love even now. "I'm sorry but i don't. And that look you're holding back telling me..everything aren't you?" Why couldn't she be more open to him, he had loved her and as twisted as it would he would have been willing to self sacrifice to protect her. Just not in the way she had done it. "It hadn't crossed my mind.. Did you even love me. I did." Yeong paused unable to return the gesture. "I have tried moving on. to be happy even in such a place like this..You say i gave you everything but it still wasn't enough."
Something dark.
Be careful, please. I don’t know how you’ve made it this long. Maybe it’s playing a game with you. It’s made your life hell, hasn’t it? Life’s agony for you but I promise if you find a way to get through this, it’ll be bliss. Be careful, please.
OF COURSE. They both did after he died his heart never forgave never forgot to here he was in hell tormented with his past and grief that he never let go. And it boiled into rage and sadness to see her. But he had tried moving on. At least that what he told himself. But seeing her again opened old wounds, and phatom like pains on his death. His hands brusted his gut as his gaze met hers. "As do i..Did you get it? What you wanted more than...anything?"
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❛ I am not merely a clown; I’m the entire damn circus! ❜
❛ I will bite you if you continue this behavior. ❜
❛ Being a dramatic ass bitch isn’t a personality trait; it’s a lifestyle! ❜
❛ Trauma? Oh … you mean, my lore? ❜
❛ why must I cite sources? is it not enough to just say ‘trust me, bro’? ❜
❛ sorry for being a perfect sweetie and a genius it will likely happen again. ❜
❛ forget about touching grass; I need to touch WATER I NEED TO GO INTO THE OCEAN I NEED TO DIVE INTO THE SEA!!! ❜
❛ I’m attracted to men with muppet energy and no i will not be explaining. ❜
❛ you want me to make friends with people? the thing that killed julius caesar? ❜
❛ what’s your birthstone? mine is rock bottom. ❜
❛ I absolutely hate that I’m not bioluminescent. Pathetic. ❜
❛ ohhhhh my god i have got to stop mourning the past or whatever. ❜
❛ you expect me to act like a normal human being? I’m wearing a turtleneck! ❜
❛ i don’t struggle with same sex attraction I’m actually very good at it. ❜
❛ unfortunately i often find out without even getting the chance to fuck around. ❜
❛ I’m bisexual which means that I’m attracted to anybody who can defeat me in physical combat. ❜
❛ all anyone needs to know about me is that i’m a dumbass and i love women. ❜
❛ sorry but philosophers aren’t impressive i came up with stuff like that when i was 12. ❜
❛ I pay my own bills; I can cuss all I want! ❜
❛ I don’t have rizz; I have sad eyes and a weird presence. ❜
❛ my demons are chasing me and they’re doing the Naruto run. ❜
❛ honey we are ALL doomed by the narrative. it's not that serious. have some fun with it. ❜
❛ dating me is like interviewing a psych ward patient. ❜
❛ being a girl with very large brown eyes comes with great responsibility. ❜
❛ i’m autistic in ways that you can’t even begin to imagine. ❜
❛ being a loser may be a phase to you but its a lifestyle for me. ❜
❛ entering a magical portal in the woods would fix me. ❜
❛ I’m lonely but not in a hot mysterious way; more like in a pathetic way. ❜
❛ life is so unserious just say womp womp and move on! ❜
❛ you’re vibing? In this economy? ❜
❛ just because I’m small doesn’t mean I can’t kick your ass. ❜
❛ my primary motivators are fear, spite, and aesthetic longing. ❜
❛ sorry about the chaos; I needed attention. ❜
❛ WHAT IS UP GIRL you look foreboding and malicious! ❜
❛ baby i can be your problematic bi wife. ❜
❛ i don’t think any of you understand how important i am to the plot. ❜
❛ what if we are both red flags? what then? ❜
❛ any dream can be a prophetic dream if you’re willing to do some really weird shit. ❜
❛ my hobbies include being right, being gay, and being a hater. ❜
❛ i have a phd in Loving The Color Pink And Also Glitter. ❜
❛ being a menace to society is a full time job and I am dedicated. ❜
❛ my life has been a bouquet of oopsie daisies. ❜
❛ i survive on spite, anxiety, and blasphemy. ❜
❛ if you’re not obsessed with me, why would I wanna be with you? ❜
❛ the hottest thing a man can be is a little afraid of me. ❜
❛ my love language is being a hater. ❜
❛ i don’t get enough credit for acting far less insane than i actually am. ❜
❛ the A in my name stands for always right. ❜
❛ Jesus is my homeboy but God has a lot to answer for and I will continue to be rebellious until he does so. ❜
❛ I’ll see a man with long hair and then remember that I’m not above temptations of the flesh. ❜
❛ i’m going to be honest with you I’m not going to be honest with you. ❜
❛ stop asking me if I’m ok I’ll literally make out with you. ❜
❛ part of my masculine charm is that I’m literally insane. ❜
❛ are you sure those are demons bro? or are they consequences from the choices you made? ❜
❛ i do not identify as a boy or a girl. i identify as a nuisance, an irritant, a fool, and a problem. ❜
❛ praying on someone’s downfall isn’t enough i need to participate in it. ❜
❛ we all need to chill. i won’t do it first but it’s something i noticed. ❜
❛ not to sound like a Victorian woman suffering from hysteria but going to the sea would fix me. ❜
❛ the silly goose convention called; they asked if you could be their keynote speaker. ❜
❛ i deserve unrestricted access to old castles and old churches i want to know all the secrets. ❜
❛ doesn’t matter if you’re cringe or based we’re all just here to suffer. ❜
❛ I’m no longer comedic relief I’m now serious panic. ❜
❛ this is getting difficult to romanticize. ❜
❛ done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness needs a sword. ❜
❛ i am God’s silliest experiment. ❜
❛ i’m very vulnerable right now if anyone wants to take advantage of me. ❜
❛ sorry i overshared do you still think im hot? ❜
❛ I can yap for days and still maintain my air of mystery. ❜
❛ good luck sending me mixed signals; I don’t even understand normal ones. ❜
❛ not all of your life decisions have to be smart. some can be purely for cinematic value. ❜