Jun 24, 2014
Right now, I should be happy. I graduated and now am going to my 1st choice college. However, I am not. I fell for someone who I shouldn't have. We acted like we were couples but I think I got in too deep. I want to him mine, and I want to be his. Right now my heart is torn into two and I don't know how to stop this feeling. I want to act like my ordinary self who didn't have anybody to like a year ago. A year ago this didn't happen. A year ago I didn't give two shits about this person the way I do now. I don't know how to control this feeling, but I need to control it. I need to stop and breathe. I need to let it all out but I can't. Sounds like a big deal, but I just needed to let it out. #help #likingsomebody #sucks