lifeslived.

by nel.

[lifeslived]

....... . ............𝗒𝗈𝗎     𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾     𝗍𝗁𝖾     𝗆𝖺𝗇     𝗈𝗎𝗍     𝗈𝖿     𝘁𝗵𝗲    𝗰𝗶𝘁𝘆,     ..............................𝗇𝗈𝗍     𝗍𝗁𝖾     𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒     𝗈𝗎𝗍     𝗍𝗁𝖾     𝗆𝖺𝗇.

..............................................𝗗𝗜𝗭𝗭𝗬. ..........𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗢.

....................................𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽      𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗹𝘆      𝖻𝗒      𝗇𝖾𝗅.      ................................. 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇      𝗌𝗈𝗅𝖾𝗅𝗒      𝖿𝗈𝗋      𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗮𝗳𝗺.

[lifeslived]

→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @ofopalites ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : elevator ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

"     𝗶     𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱     𝗶𝘁     𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲     𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀     .     "    scratching     awkwardly     at     her     arm     .     "     i     mean     ,     i     know     ⸻     i     know     it     doesn't     do     anything     ,     but     i     wanted     to     be     involved     you     know     ?     "

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→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @rockeurs ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : open for interpretation ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲'𝘀     𝗮     𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴     𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸     𝗼𝗳     𝗽𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗰     that     crosses     her     features     as     she     kicks     a     stray     pair     of     underwear     under     her     bed     .     "     listen     ,     please     ⸻     ignore     the     mess     .     "     she     offers     a     sweet     smile     turning     back     to     them     .     "     i     have     a     system     ,     i     swear     .     " 

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→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @vellichorz ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : open for interpretation ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀     𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱     ,     𝗽𝗮𝗹𝗺𝘀     𝗳𝗹𝗮𝘁     𝗶𝗻     𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁     𝗼𝗳     𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿     .     "     now     ,     before     you     get     mad     .     "     she     starts     ,     wide     mouth     ,     teeth     shining     smile     .     "     i     just     want     you     to     know     ,     i     researched     this     for     a     whole     ⸻     twelve     minutes     .     "

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→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @ofselenite ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : open for interpretation ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

"     𝗰𝗮𝗻     𝘆𝗼𝘂     𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆     𝗱𝗼𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗲     𝗺𝗲     ?     "     dizzy     questions     ,     slamming     herself     inelegantly    into     the     chair     .     "     i     can't     seem     to     get     my     laundry     folded     .     i     mean     it's     been     sitting     there     for     weeks     and     i'm     not     asking     you     to     do     it     you     know     ?     ⸻     i     just     need     you     to     sit     there     and     keep     me     accountable     .     "     she     rambles     . 

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→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @dialdrvnks ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : open for interpretation ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

"     𝗱𝗼     𝘆𝗼𝘂     𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸     ⸻     "     she     begins     and     well     ,     that's     never     really     a     good     thing     .     "     if     i     started     a     war     against     tenants     in     seven     oh     six     ,     wanna     be     my     co     leader     ?     or     whatever     they're     called     ?     "

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→ 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗗 : @fulloflcve ! → 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 : open for interpretation ! → 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 : nil !

𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀     𝘁𝗮𝗽     𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁     𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆     𝗮𝘁     𝘁𝗵𝗲     𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱     𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗼𝗽     ,     accompanying     the     sound     of     anxious     feet     tapping     .     "     okay     ,     so     hypothetically     .     "     she     begins     ,     sharpened     canines     digging     into     her     cheek     .     "     if     someone     ,     say     accidentally     ordered     a     life-sized     cardboard     cutout     of     a     medieval     knight     and     it     got     delivered     to     the     lobby     ⸻     you     wouldn't     judge     them     ,     right     ?     "

[lifeslived]

(      𝖾𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗈      𝗌𝖺𝗄𝗋𝖺𝗒𝖺,      𝖼𝗂𝗌      𝗆𝖺𝗅𝖾,      𝗁𝖾      +      𝗁𝗂𝗆      )      ✧      ⸻      𝗐𝖺𝗌      𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍      𝖳𝖤𝖮𝖣𝖮𝖱      𝖯𝖤𝖳𝖱𝖮𝖵𝖨𝖢      𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀      𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖽𝗈𝗈𝗋𝗌      𝗈𝖿      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖺𝗋𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗂𝖺      𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌      𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀?      𝗂      𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖽      𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒      𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍      𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽      𝗂𝗇      𝗍𝗈      𝟣𝟦𝟢𝟥      𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆      𝖫𝖮𝖲      𝖠𝖭𝖦𝖤𝖫𝖤𝖲.      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖳𝖶𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖸𝟫      𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋      𝗈𝗅𝖽      𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗌      𝖺𝗌      𝖺𝗇      𝖠𝖢𝖳𝖮𝖱      𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗆𝗌      𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾      𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒’𝖽      𝖻𝖾      𝖢𝖧𝖠𝖱𝖬𝖨𝖭𝖦      𝖻𝗎𝗍      𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈      𝖺      𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾      𝖻𝗂𝗍      𝖢𝖫𝖮𝖲𝖤𝖣      𝖮𝖥𝖥.      𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋      𝗂      𝗌𝖾𝖾      𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖮,      𝗂      𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌      𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄      𝗈𝖿      𝖣𝖠𝖱𝖪      𝖲𝖧𝖠𝖣𝖤𝖲      𝖳𝖮      𝖢𝖮𝖵𝖤𝖱      𝖳𝖧𝖤      𝖤𝖵𝖨𝖣𝖤𝖭𝖢𝖤      𝖮𝖥      𝖳𝖧𝖤      𝖭𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖳      𝖡𝖤𝖥𝖮𝖱𝖤,      𝖳𝖧𝖤      𝖲𝖢𝖤𝖭𝖳      𝖮𝖥      𝖳𝖮𝖡𝖠𝖢𝖢𝖮      𝖠𝖭𝖣      𝖵𝖠𝖭𝖨𝖫𝖫𝖠      𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖭𝖦      𝖨𝖭      𝖧𝖨𝖲      𝖶𝖠𝖪𝖤,      𝖬𝖨𝖣𝖣𝖫𝖤      𝖥𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖤𝖱      𝖶𝖠𝖵𝖤𝖣      𝖨𝖭      𝖳𝖧𝖤      𝖥𝖠𝖢𝖤      𝖮𝖥      𝖠      𝖢𝖠𝖬𝖤𝖱𝖠. 

................................𝖼𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗄   𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐   𝖿𝗈𝗋   𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾   𝗂𝗇𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇.

𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲: teodor nikolai petrovic

𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗿: teo or theo ( americanised )

𝗮𝗴𝗲: twenty9

𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵: december 9 1996

𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻: actor

𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗺: emilio sakraya

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗢𝗡𝗘:   𝖤𝖠𝖱𝖫𝖸   𝖫𝖨𝖥𝖤.

flashing   lights   is   all   well   known   ,   how   can   it   not   be   when   you're   brought   up   in   the   lime   light   .   a   father   who   lives   his   life   behind   the   camera   ,   stereotypical   megaphone   and   clapper   boards   .   a   mother   who   lived   her   in   front   of   said   camera   .   you   were   born   into   a   legacy   that   didn't   give   much   of   a   choice   ,   expectations   of   following   the   footsteps   of   greatness   ,   you   were   a   choice   made   to   further   success   .

for   teodor   petrovic   ,   there   was   not   an   ounce   of   normalacy   to   his   childhood   .   he   grew   up   in   beverly   hills   ,   gated   communities   ,   next   door   neighbours   to   the   rich   and   famous   ,   it   really   was   what   everyone   dreamed   of   ,   but   for   teodor   ,   he   could   care   less   .   but   all   in   all   ,   when   you   live   the   life   of   luxury   you   rarely   want   to   escape   .

under   the   guidance   of   his   mother   ,   teodor   excelled   school   ,   then   continued   through   drama   school   and   then   into   acting   himself   ,   following   in   the   footsteps   of   his   mother   with   ease   ,   normal   for   teodor   was   expensive   dinners   ,   casual   meet   ups   with   celebrities   ,   and   papparazzi   hounding   at   the   doors   .   his   relationship   with   her   parents   was   nothing   more   than   a   picture   perfect   facade   ,   perfect   for   the   camera   and   empty   when   alone   .   but   that   was   something   he'd   never   mention

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗧𝗪𝗢:   𝖠𝖣𝖴𝖫𝖳𝖧𝖮𝖮𝖣.

adulthood   hits   like   it   does   everyone   else   ,   his   first   real   role   ,   and   that   rockets   him   into   something   more   ,   something   that   didn't   belong   to   his   parents   .   a   well   loved   sidekick   in   a   movie   that   had   him   earning   awards   ,   that   spiralled   into   a   seven   season   stint   of   a   highly   popular   tv   show   .   and   the   roles   kept   coming   .   but   eventually   fame   catches   up   to   you   in   wrong   decisions   .

one   wrong   decision   ,   a   drunken   night   out   and   of   course   ,   name   plastered   in   papers   ,   court   cases   arise   ,   drink   driving   ,   parting   too   hard   ,   another   star   gone   off   the   rails   and   there   is   nothing   anyone   can   really   do   .   a   singlular   time   in   rehab   and   his   fathers   judgemental   eye   .   you're   ruining   the   families   reputation   ,   teodor   and   he's   packing   up   .   

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘:   𝖭𝖮𝖶.

new   york   city   ,   fresh   new   space   .   leaving   his   home   ,   his   friends   should   of   been   hard   but   really   it   wasn't   .   he   wasn't   a   changed   man   ,   rehab   really   did   nothing   at   all   except   knock   him   off   a   bender   ,   but   the   damage   was   done   .   staying   in   los   angeles   wasn't   an   option   .   penthouse   apartment   in   a   new   city   ,   laying   low   for   just   a   little   ,   enough   to   make   something   better   without   the   weight   of   something   hovering   close   .

TDLR ; basically , nepo baby moves to town after some bad decisions ! but of course , in true nepo baby / rich kid style , purchases a penthouse .

[lifeslived]

(      𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺      𝖺'𝗓𝗂𝗈𝗇,      𝖼𝗂𝗌      𝖿𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗅𝖾,      𝗌𝗁𝖾      +      𝗁𝖾𝗋      )      ✧      ⸻      𝗐𝖺𝗌      𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍      𝖣𝖠𝖭𝖨𝖤𝖫𝖫𝖠      𝖫𝖤𝖵𝖨𝖭𝖲𝖮𝖭     𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀      𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖽𝗈𝗈𝗋𝗌      𝗈𝖿      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖺𝗋𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗂𝖺      𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌      𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀?      𝗂      𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖽      𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒      𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍      𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽      𝗂𝗇      𝗍𝗈      𝟩𝟢𝟦      𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆      𝖱𝖮𝖢𝖪𝖫𝖠𝖭𝖣,      𝖢𝖮𝖴𝖭𝖳𝖸.      𝗍𝗁𝖾      𝖳𝖶𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖸𝟨      𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋      𝗈𝗅𝖽      𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗌      𝖺𝗌      𝖺      𝖡𝖠𝖱𝖳𝖤𝖭𝖣𝖤𝖱      𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗆𝗌      𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾      𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒’𝖽      𝖻𝖾      𝖱𝖤𝖲𝖨𝖫𝖨𝖤𝖭𝖳      𝖻𝗎𝗍      𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈      𝖺      𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾      𝖻𝗂𝗍      𝖢𝖧𝖠𝖮𝖳𝖨𝖢.      𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋      𝗂      𝗌𝖾𝖾      𝖣𝖨𝖹𝖹𝖸,      𝗂      𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌      𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄      𝗈𝖿      𝖳𝖴𝖬𝖡𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦      𝖮𝖴𝖳      𝖮𝖥      𝖡𝖤𝖣      𝖶𝖤𝖫𝖫      𝖠𝖥𝖳𝖤𝖱      𝖬𝖨𝖣𝖣𝖠𝖸      𝖨𝖭      𝖮𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖲𝖨𝖹𝖤𝖣      𝖳𝖲𝖧𝖨𝖱𝖳𝖲      𝖡𝖤𝖦𝖦𝖨𝖭𝖦      𝖥𝖮𝖱      𝖢𝖮𝖥𝖥𝖤𝖤,      𝖬𝖨𝖲𝖬𝖠𝖳𝖢𝖧𝖤𝖣      𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖪𝖲      𝖶𝖨𝖳𝖧      𝖮𝖣𝖣      𝖲𝖫𝖮𝖦𝖠𝖭𝖲,      𝖯𝖴𝖱𝖯𝖮𝖲𝖤𝖫𝖸      𝖬𝖨𝖲𝖲𝖨𝖭𝖦      𝖠      𝖯𝖠𝖱𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖲      𝖯𝖧𝖮𝖭𝖤      𝖢𝖠𝖫𝖫.

................................𝖼𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗄   𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐   𝖿𝗈𝗋   𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾   𝗂𝗇𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇.

𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲: daniella naomi levinson.

𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗿: dizzy

𝗮𝗴𝗲: twenty5

𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵: january 14 2001

𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻: night club bartender ( thurs - sun night ) , yoga instructor ( mon - wed mornings 5 - 7am ) & barista ( mon - thurs days / afternoons )

𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗺: odessa a'zion.

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗢𝗡𝗘:   𝖤𝖠𝖱𝖫𝖸   𝖫𝖨𝖥𝖤.

in every large family there is always one . always over looked , always receiving a that's nice sweetheart before moving on and for the levinson family , that was daniella . daniella had always been that little bit different , she was number five of nine . a family that believed children were everything . but with so many of them , all fairly close in age , someone was always over looked . 

being number five meant she got every single on of her siblings hand me downs , it meant being called her older siblings names first before her own , it meant falling just that little bit below expectations . her four older siblings , maya , david , noah and talia were all perfect , were good in school , careers that spoke in volumes and her four younger siblings , samuel , benjamin , eliana and abigail could never do any wrong . all still in college and high school . it just meant that daniella fell short . 

never able to concertrate long enough in school , college was never an option really . she struggled through high school , until about halfway through senior year before dropping out in favour of working and she picked up three jobs . babysitting , missus richardson down the street had three boys all under ten that needed watching , she picked up weekend shifts at the local cafe and then waitressing at the local diner .

daniella was forever moving , running , working , talking , fidgetting , never one to settle , to sit still , to do anything more than once . 

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗧𝗪𝗢:   𝖠𝖣𝖴𝖫𝖳𝖧𝖮𝖮𝖣.

adulthood was a different story , a memory that fails her , hobbies that are started and never finished , there was a reason her siblings started calling her dizzy , she was a hurricane of chaos and wild that couldn't be tamed . eventually , at twenty one , daniella was diagnosed with adhd , something her parents didn't really believed in , they simply thought she was careless and they struggled to contain it as a child . 

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥   𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘:   𝖭𝖮𝖶.

however , after that , her adult life became a little easier , she managed to complete a few courses at the local community college in rockland county , a jack of all trades but a master of none , is the saying . she still worked a few jobs , scrimping and saving to leave her hometown behind , and at twenty three she managed it , getting a main bartending job at a local nightclub four days a week , she picked up a morning job at the local fitness club instructing yoga ( something she'd picked up from somewhere ) and then a barista jobs on the days she didn't work at the club . 

TDLR ; middle child in a large family that feels misunderstood , never finished highschool , worked 3+ jobs at a time , packed up and moved to the big city !