L U N A

ray

[we-liv-andwelearn-blog]

can someone please murder me so I don’t have to do it myself

[fucked-up-but-it-is-what-it-is]

i honestly wish that i wanted to live. i think it would make doing so a little easier

[ameezyxa]

you left me at a time when i needed you the most

-unknown

[thegoodvybe]

[high-functioning-depression]

I think it’s getting worse again

Know the feeling when you suddenly stop and think to yourself: “I think I am falling back into the pit again.”?

You are sitting on the bus, or in your car, or you are at school, at work or even at home and you suddenly realize that you are getting bad again.

But why?

You don’t really know. You wretch your brain for any trigger. But there is none. You’ve been getting along like usual.

So why?

Sometimes there is no “because”.

Sometimes you are just not happy. And there is nothing to blame.

But you are keeping it to yourself, except that you eventually tell your therapist about it, but that’s it. Because maybe, just maybe, it’s just the day or the weather and you will be fine in the morning.

But in most cases it isn’t that simple. You stay internally dead. And you can’t do anything about it.

You also don’t tell your loved ones, because you are scared they might think it’s their fault. For making you unhappy. But they are wrong.

It’s your fault for being unhappy.

It is what it is, and what it is, is shit.

[fatbitch-21]

To cut or not to cut

That is the question

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“dear god, please stop breaking my heart”

i can’t take much more

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[wordsofnayisha]

“I cared for you so much and then I watched you leave. Your presence was enough to brighten my day, even if it was for a short while. When I thought of you, I could feel my heart beating in my stomach, my breathing would speed up but now I feel numb. I know I will still continue to fall even though you aren’t part of my life anymore, until I have no choice but to get up. Even now, I still think all the pain was worth it because you were worth it.”

— late night thoughts #2

[thegoodvybe]

[justscribbledwords]

maybe i am just another girl you are going to love and leave love to leave and love to leave maybe the nights we talked  didn’t mean anything to you but they’ll be a universe to me so tell me why shouldn’t i protect my heart for you’re are only going to end up hurting me

[lostsoulsworlds]

“You’re never coming back and I am honestly trying my hardest to be ok with that.

-Unknown

[darkermoonnow]

[fragmentsofmybruisedbrokenheart]

My fault in all this is

that I loved you

more than my heart could bear.

[youremyfavouriteteacher]

[place-2-vent]

“I never thought I would long to hug you, yet here I am.”

[zendenera]

“Who knows? Maybe ten years from now we’ll fall in love, the way we were supposed to this time around.”

— Engsted