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[place-2-vent]

What if I said it’s you that I fear?

Lord help find a way out of here.

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[place-2-vent]

I have seen the rain on my window, falling slowly, however the more it carries the quicker it’s decline.

Sometimes I feel like rain on my window.

[place-2-vent]

No matter where I go, what I do, or what I change, I can’t stop it from finding me again. It’s beyond frustrating to always find myself here again.

I’m starting to come to terms with it.

[place-2-vent]

“Why did I try to put up a fight for your love?”

[place-2-vent]

You say you need me, say you want me, but you do nothing to make that statement true.

[place-2-vent]

If it doesn’t work out than what’s the plan?

Run away and find a new man?

I don’t want to.

I don’t think I can.

[place-2-vent]

[place-2-vent]

“It’s easy to get caught up in your dishonest efforts.”

- playing damage control

[place-2-vent]

Does it scare you?

That we will spend the rest of our lives wondering what happened to one another.

[place-2-vent]

“I know you’re not in love, like you used to be.”

“Guess I’m not enough, like you used to think”

-Run

[place-2-vent]

“But I can’t let you go”

2:43

[place-2-vent]

“Thinkin' I'm flawed because you inconsistent”

-be careful

[place-2-vent]

I’m so worried about being too much for everyone that I’m holding onto things that are going to kill me.

[feelling-you]

“The more you love, the more you suffer.”

— Vincent van Gogh (via quotemadness)

[place-2-vent]

Here I am again, I like it here, I love it. This place contains so much joy, excitement, new beginnings are amazing; or they should be. Like I said, I’ve been here before, I was scared to come back here. I can see the cracks in the walls that show the pain that nearly brought me to my knees. It feels unwelcoming. I can sense the walls closing in, tighter, tighter. I try to run but my feet won’t let me, they want me here. I close my eyes, tighter, tighter. I open them, the cracks are gone the walls are intact. This is not the same room, this is not the same place, this is new, this is different.