I wish I'd never been born. I have nothing left that makes me feel alive. I have no one left who cares if I'm alive. The only true friends I ever had abandoned me and even the things I truly love in the world don't seem possible anymore. I can't rewind the time I've wasted and change the mistakes or fix the grades I've destroyed or get back the future these illnesses have stolen from me. I don't want to keep going anymore. I'm exhausted, I'm defeated, I'm done. I don't have any bright tomorrows left. My time's done. I want to rest.
















