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he/him | 18+ pervert with a deep affinity for guido mista blueviall on ao3

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my name is blue, i’m profic/proship, and i am bottom mista fixed regardless of the ship. i am also very into angst and am a regular visitor of the dead dove store. my favorite vento aureo characters are mista and trish, both of whom i have a strong love for but in very different ways. generally i’n a giomis and fugomis fan, but i love shoving mista with whoever interests me at the moment. that’s about the gist of it

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i have a hard time watching vento aureo because when mista is on screen i get excited and also extremely hard

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honestly what was anybody thinking shipping off little newbie mista to work rigatoni? were they trying to get him abused? let’s have this new recruit be trained by an assassin who’s kind of volatile and far older than him, and leave them alone together for a while. this is a good idea! yeah no shit rigatoni probably touched him

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shitty edit i made for a bit

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sometimes i think about how horrifying vento aureo is from trish’s perspective and i feel a little sick. hey by the way, teenage girl, your dad (who walked out on your mom and has never been in your life) is actually a mafia boss so you are going to be escorted by a group of men you do not know to meet him. they cannot tell you anything about the situation and also there will be constant attempts made to kidnap you and or murder you. also there is supernatural bullshit going on that you do not understand and nobody will explain to you. also your mafia boss dad you don’t know wants to murder you since you’re a trace of his past life. have fun!

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giomis being extremely codependent post vento aureo is the kind of shit that makes me want to slam my head into a wall. it’s such a great concept it makes me feel physically ill. they directly feed into each other, giorno’s guilt over getting mista’s friends killed makes him feel obligated to be there for mista regardless of the unhealthiness of it all, and mista is terrified of losing anybody else and thus will cling to giorno as hard as he can. not to mention the fact that their working relationship would force them together all the time. they will be so unhealthy and needy together

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mista is left with nobody who has the same experiences as him. giorno was there through the events of vento aureo, but he’s only just joined the team for maybe a week ago by the time everything ends. fugo actually knew everybody, but he chose not to step on the boat and as such missed out on a bunch of shit. mista is the only passione member still alive who has both of these things, which in turn alienates him from giorno and fugo in different ways. mista carries grief giorno cannot help with and has seen things fugo will never understand

mista’s dependency on giorno is born of a desperation to keep somebody around. giorno may not get all of it, but he was there for the scary shit fugo didn’t see and he did still know bruno and the rest, in some ways. i think it helps that giorno is somebody giving mista orders and continuing to give him purpose within passione. it makes mista feel useful and it’s something familiar to keep him grounded. mista can take jobs and be the gunman because that’s what he does in passione, that’s what he’s always done.

giorno’s dependency on mista is a lot more complicated to me. i don’t think he leans on him quite as much, giorno is mostly compelled by obligation. this isn’t to say that giorno is only around because he feels bad, rather that giorno feels a sense of duty to be there for mista because giorno is the indirect reason everybody else is gone. giorno’s dependency is also something that becomes more complex over time because, where it starts as a feeling that he has to care for mista, it develops into a need to be needed. giorno is aware of how important he is to mista and how afraid mista is to lose anybody else, even if this isn’t something directly communicated to him. so when giorno is the one who’s able to soothe mista and keep him level headed, there is some sense of pride there. giorno is the one who’s able to care for mista, the one who knows what he needs and how to bring him back to earth. it’s a special kind of bond that they have, isn’t it?

also, they’re incredibly physically affectionate. they already are in canon, considering every other manga panel they both appear in they’re on top of each other. their hands are all over each other all the time, and this will get worse with age. they share a bed because mista wouldn’t stop checking to make sure giorno didn’t stop breathing in the middle of the night. they’re surprisingly casual about the levels of homoerotic tension in their relationship

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giomis being extremely codependent post vento aureo is the kind of shit that makes me want to slam my head into a wall. it’s such a great concept it makes me feel physically ill. they directly feed into each other, giorno’s guilt over getting mista’s friends killed makes him feel obligated to be there for mista regardless of the unhealthiness of it all, and mista is terrified of losing anybody else and thus will cling to giorno as hard as he can. not to mention the fact that their working relationship would force them together all the time. they will be so unhealthy and needy together

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when i was reading vento aureo for the first time the greatest part was the panel of cioccolata’s hand around mista’s throat. at that moment something changed deep within me and i began operating on a level of perversion unfathomable to most

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guido mista to me is a very beautiful princes who should be fucked and also pampered and also beaten viciously. all at the same time too