willows & wisteria.

sever all the ties that connect me to you. as prophesized by ren, he/they, 24 y.o. featured muse: luka cytos of academy troubles (dnd). dash icon: tttwipt. / header credit: starriesse.

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THE KNIFE IN MY BACK.

THE DEVIL DOESN'T BARGAIN ; IT'S USELESS, DON'T DO THIS !! IT'S HUBRIS TO TRY ; HE'S RUTHLESS, YOU KNEW THIS ; I TOLD YOU DIDN'T I ?? HE'S ABUSIVE, ELUSIVE, THE TRUTH IS: HE LIES ... I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT TO LET GO

independent, semi selective, mutuals only (private). multi- ship, fandom, verse, character / muse. all characters are based on dnd / pathfinder games, with a lot of headcanons & canon elaboration included.

featured muse: captain luka aleksei highwind, post kh3.

dead dove do not eat themes featured on the blog. primarily focuses on ships, hurt-comfort, and smut. i reserve angst and bad topics to friends only. fight scenes are reserved for close friends only.

as mirrored by mera, est. 5.6.2025. art credit ─ avatra on pixiv. carrd / muse list. [ please read all rules ahead of time. ]

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aaaa. i forgot to save my draft for notes for later on the kh pcs of this blog. heck.

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there’s gonna EVENTUALLY be a major retail over the majority of kh ocs on this blog… seeing as the game they were a part of had to end very very suddenly (but well warranted) since the dm kept ending up having a mental breakdown every time they conceptualized the idea of continuing post - hiatus. esp after some major life moments between everyone in our group. shrugs. the sand continues to fall ig. bear with me while i mess about.

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I DON'T MEAN TO MEDDLE

BUT THE DEVIL DOESN'T SETTLE

ind. semi-sel. priv. oc-centric multimuse. multiship, multiverse, multifandom blog. as mirrored by mera, est. 5.6.2025. dead dove do not eat / all themes tagged. art credit to avatra on pixiv.

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i've fallen back into the ff14 trap so i'm gonna make tags for everyone on their own posts for their verses.

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I DON'T MEAN TO MEDDLE

BUT THE DEVIL DOESN'T SETTLE

ind. semi-sel. priv. oc-centric multimuse. multiship, multiverse, multifandom blog. as mirrored by mera, est. 5.6.2025. dead dove do not eat / all themes tagged. art credit to avatra on pixiv.

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he he he he.

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im here again! kh my beloved

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"... I'll admit, despite having this name, my mom says that chocobos are off limits." there's a glint of ... maybe, entertainment? in his eyes for a moment, the nobody in recovery of his own heart looks over the fluffy beast, worried for a moment if his lack of "genuine" excitement would scare the beast. "... does it have a name?"

@offortitude ─ beta & luka.

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I DON'T MEAN TO MEDDLE

BUT THE DEVIL DOESN'T SETTLE

ind. semi-sel. priv. oc-centric multimuse. multiship, multiverse, multifandom blog. as mirrored by mera, est. 5.6.2025. dead dove do not eat / all themes tagged. art credit to avatra on pixiv.

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like for a starter from my little guys! if you don't specify, i'll randomize it!

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WHERE SHOULD YOU BE KISSED? ─ rowan.

KNUCKLES.

it feels as though you have fought every day of your life. sometimes, you cannot even tell how much of the blood on your hands is your own… and how much comes from those who've tried to hurt those you defend. you deserve the gentleness of a kiss to your bruised knuckles and broken skin, a reminder that you are not only made of violence.

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WHERE DOES YOUR ANGER LURK? ─ rowan.

IN YOUR VOICE.

screams. accusations, demanding the guilty repent for how they've wounded you. words tremble. the tongue is a weapon when scorned, and yours is sharper than any blade

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HOW DOES YOUR STORY END? ─ rowan.

FRIGHTENED. ALONE.

you are not ready to go. you plead, and cry, but the reaper will not hear you.

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WHAT SHADE IS YOUR SOUL? ─ rowan.

BEIGE.

quiet and preferring to remain in the background, you have a soft way about you. people feel safe with you, comfortable to just sit in silence… or to entrust their painful secrets to your careful care. you know how to find the glimmers of peace in this life.

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WHAT SHATTERS YOU? ─ rowan.

EXHAUSTION.

you have tried to be Atlas for far too long. your legs tremble and shoulders creak beneath the weight of the world you carry. every step forward is a battle, yet you soldier on… for what? when will you learn that you are allowed to lower your heavy burdens?

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what strangely specific scent do you give off?

RAIN AFTER THE THUNDERSTORM.

you are the calm one, the one who believes to their core that they have everything under control. the world continues on past you, and you're walking away from the things that trouble you, whenever you can. you take a sip of your warmest tea, and you go sit down on the edge of the porch with your best friend, and the world passes you both by as you talk about nothing and everything in the world. you bring people to you the way rain forces shelter, and how the ground soaks it up like the morning dew. you are welcoming the way clouds welcome vapor until they can't anymore, and it rains, and rains, and rains. when you finally can hold no more, will you be raining or thundering?