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The place I will pour my heart out to all of you beautiful souls. Thanks for visiting!

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Permutation

So many monsters.

Shapes, forms, different.

Evil lives on a sliding scale.

Easier, to go into the dark, live there. 

Gratification through mutilation, of the mind.

Bones break, they heal.

The mind breaks. Permanently  Ill.

Permanently Ill.

-als 2014, 1997

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My sweetheart,

Tar, pit. in my stomach

Light, floating.

Silver linings, that I burnt off

FOILed. Again,

Thoughts. Of a lover I once knew

She was toxic.

Yes,

Intoxicating.

oH yes.

These memories, oH so sobering.

You, that dream which I never will dream again.

Fore your gaze, oH so CAPTIVating

Behind those bright eyes,

Lies my nightmare in waiting.

Good bye, Good night. My sweetheart.

We shall never meet again.

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I love SNOW,

Silence, cushion, quiets the STORM, calms all around.

I love snow,

Cold, the world looks and feels. How I do too, INSIDE

I love snow, 

we stay in. Drink hot chocolate. Yum,

I love snow.

Freezing, hypothermic dreams. Toes, necrosis.

I love snow.

Children, innocent. No school. Snowmen. Sledding, fun.

I love snow.

In all of its Duality.

I love snow.

-als 2014, 1997

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Reaper

Most admit.

The reaper, we fear. Some get. 

A different idea. 

If the afterlife is a place of serenity. How can your ride be nothing less than Divinity?

I think bones, are scary.

Wasting away. Scary. 

Fear is the keeper. The Reaper, is the Releaser.

Sometimes we get a Teaser.

The unknown, same as darkness

No such thing as dark. It’s just an absence of light.

If you ABSTAIN.

From this. The glow. You will never grow.

Into a sack of bones. That can waste away, 

Down the river we flow.

I’m ready to go.

-als

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dreams? Nightmare. Difference.

If the only places I see you.

Is in this rotten head.

Than I would be okay.

never leaving bed. 

-als

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Dehydrated 

I wonder,

Tears,

If faucets erupt.

From these TINY, Ducts

And it doesn’t stop?

Could you release it all.

If you did, would it count as a water,

FALL

I wish I stood tall.

Hunched, cry, rain, I want to die.

But I’m too scared to.

If the man in blue comes. 

Where turn you to run?

Never; isolation terror. Estranged BARRIERS

CALL

me HOME,

Where the heart is.

Is the heart ice?

Water, but frozen.

Do we choose the dark. Or has the dark,

Already been chosen?

When I see that light.

I know it is not truth.

But how do you?

Show the proof.

I’m dehydrated.

-als.