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I just love *clenches fist* talking about character analysis and why characters act the way they do. It’s supremely satisfying to figure out motivations of characters and see how that ties into their core nature and how they perceive the world around them.

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Contrivances

Part 8

A/N: In collaboration with @girlmeetsliv3 @sevenincubistolemyheart @smileyoongle @likeamourningglory @seven-souls

Sorry this took a while...

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So much black. Y/n stares glumly at her reflection. Her dark hair clung to her head, not having been washed and now greasy. Her oversized t-shirt engulfed her entire upper body. A low waisted black jeans adorned her legs and a pair of slides completed her outfit. Marvelling at the dark circles under her eyes she raised her hands to her hair and braided her hair to finish her look. She looked hopeless.

“Woah! New look Y/n?” Jin asked her as she walked into his office. “something like that...” she trailed off. He took her seat opposite to him and waited patiently for him to arrange his papers. He pulled out a little brown folder and a pen, chewing at it as he waited for Y/n to start talking. He turned on the stopwatch on his phone. The little landline on his table suddenly rang and he excused himself and answered it. Y/n gave him the privacy any decent human would, not listening in but letting a few words fall to her ears. Jin kept the phone down within around two minutes and then turned to Y/n. “so... tell me, what can I do for you?”

Swallowing the lump in her throat she spoke. “I-I'm getting nightmares. I don't-I can't cope with all that is happening around me.” She fumbled. Jin sighed before he spoke up “I think we established that you don't need to stress over studies as much, Y/n.” He replied calmly. “I know! I-its not that. It's those trips to the police station and the murders...

Benji, the patient. I don't understand how he ended up dead right after I met him and then that man in the alley. People I interact with just somehow end up dead. I can't help but feel it's all because of me. Worst of all is that I have to keep going to the police station over and over again and I am forced to see those-those harrowing sights of m-mutilated corpses over and over again. Those details and sights rob me of my sleep and appetite. I have lost five kilos in the past week! It feels like whatever I eat is bloody and any shut eye that I get is just an opportunity for my brain to replay all those horrifying images. I-I feel so... lost” she said, burying her face in her hands. Jin nodded sympathetically from experience he knew she had more to say. “Jin... I hate him. I hate that police officer. He seems to enjoy it you know? I can't help but feel that he enjoys tormenting me. He says things like that, shows me thongs like that. I always leave disturbed and I always, always feel like prey when I walk back home. I keep turning on my heel to make sure I'm not being followed or hunted. I'm terrified of him. I try. I try to steer away from anything that could put me in a situation where I have to go and see him again. But whoever it is that is on this killing spree just doesn't seem to get that basic idea”

Jin spoke up now, ” I get what you're saying Y/n. But I just find it amusing how you have decided to burden yourself with this entire predicament. Perhaps those murders were purely coincidental for what I remember of those two men is that they were both horrible people. You know you're innocent, I know that you're innocent, the officer does too, I'm sure. He is just doing his job and making sure. About that I feel that perhaps you should just comply with him. Don't let your paranoia get the best of you like this. Alright? You have no reason to worry. You've got your friends, your family, a great future ahead of you and your doctor to help you put of terrible and rough times.” Jin consoled, adding a little wink in the end.

Y/n let a rueful smile grace her lips before mumbling “compliance would mean me ending up in jail.”

“then so be it!” Jin said bluntly. “you'll be put of jail too. You are not a criminal. When murders continue even when you're in jail everyone will know that it isn't you.” Y/n nodded her head in a silent agreement. “Just.. about your sleep and appetite loss, I'm prescribing these pills, consume them twice a day, start tonight, before meal and the other before bed. Alright?” she nodded again and that was that. Their session ended there. She took the prescription and her belongings, thanked him for his time and made her way out the office. She paid the bill at the reception and walked back home. It felt strange. Wasn't it supposed to make her feel better? Isn't that the purpose of therapy, but it scared her. Would she end up in jail if she complied? Would there be murders when she would be in jail? Will the police be able to link those murders with her?

Back in his office, Jin stared at the landline with huge, terrified eyes. He didn't feel safe either. He didn't think it wise to tell you what that call was about, but he knew, he had got the message loud and clear and he would be lying if he said he didn't understand the underlying threat in those statements. His frantic eyes then noticed, how the receiver was placed. With a jerky movement he pressed it down on the phone. A dull beep was heard on the other end of the line, signalling the end of the call. The man at the other end smiled to himself, a crazed gleam in his eyes ‘ oh sweet Y/n... the police officer? Why didn't you say so earlier? I'd do anything for you. Kill anyone for you .’

Movie Tag

Hello hello, I was tagged by @smileyoongle. You just have post 10 GIFs of your favorite movies without naming them.

I’ll be tagging @jooniescupcakes, @seven-souls, and @chiefsushiroll.

Well, let’s begin! Don’t judge my movies tastes— I haven’t watched that many.

delicatelyherdreams

I was tagged by @notimetoblog and @kentuckybarnes for this and I love it. Thanks for the tags love!

I’m gonna tag @angryteapot @captain-ariel-barnes @moonbeambucky @bucky-smiles @jaamesbbarnes and @hufflebucky

captain-ariel-barnes-deactivate

u so cute here’s mine bby:

@areyoureadyforsomemeatballz @an-all-write-life

justkending

I saw these and I had my friend make mine for me:) Do it with me!! @gh0stgurl @almostelegantfire @kaytizzle @theholyfoxface @laneygthememequeen @natura1phenomenon

kayteewritessteve

Thank you so much for the tag lovely! @justkending ♥️ also, you’s a baaaabe! Damn!!

Here’s mine!

And tagging: @caps-lockdown @pies-wands-and-more @ratwrites @giggleberts @heyiamthatbitch @obstreperouslilth @itsstillnotwhatyouthink @zombiepotterfour @marvelous-capsicle @boxofteenageideas @zlixlle @pretendingandpreposterous @alagalaska @givemehopenfandoms @emotionallysalty

I feel like there are sooo many other wonderful people that I want to tag, my brain is just not all with it today. So if you see this and want to make one but haven’t been tagged yet, then I TAG YOU as well!! Just make one!! ♥️♥️♥️

pies-writes-and-more

YALL ARE SOOOOOO CUTEEEE OMGGGGGGG

i love these kinds of tag things they’re way adorable!!!!!!! Thansk @kaytizzle for tagging me!!!!!! you are SOOOO adorable!

Tagging EVERYONE! and some of my faves :)

@angryteapot @steveeology @lil-stark @littlemarvelfics @nixphomaniac @whyamihere-bro sorry i can’t think of everyone xD

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thank you @pies-wands-and-more for the tag!!! you’re such a cutie!!!

i really loved doing this one, it’s so cute and the traces are beautiful!!!

tagging @y-not-loki, @an-ambivalent, @fairytaleparker, @softtdreamss and everyone else who wants to do it!!!

an-ambivalent

thank you for the tag!

I tag @o-o-fz @chikinika @bibbykins @starbabytae @uhhhhyandere and anyone else who’d like to do this!

starbabytae

thank you, lovely!

tagging @chikinika @bibbykins @bangtans-apollo @genzarmy you don’t have to if you did it already sjsj

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Thank you for tagging me @an-ambivalent & @starbabytae!

I tag: @countrysundae, @yanderestuff, @velvetyword-s and @anolovo. You don’t need to though :)

aajjks

I look like a evil bitch but I swear I’m not! Thanks for the tag!

Tagged by: @chikinika

Tagging: @flowesona , @jaqi-army-yandere and anyone else who wants to do it!

randomuser227

Tagged by @starbabytae and @an-ambivalent

I challenge @sinning-on-a-sunday and @bangtans-apollo and @mnyg1800com

moonlitapollo

So I didn’t realise you could change the lip colour but oh well

Thanks for the tag(s) 💗💗

Tagging: @smileyoongle @yanderebtsreactions 💕

smileyoongle

I was tagged by @bangtans-apollo (P.S I love you a lot.)

So this one’s like more accurate…. everything about me is exactly like the picture…maybe I’m a little more of a mess but I think this is it. I’ll be tagging @junglekookbook @an-ordinaryghost @likeamourningglory @sevenincubistolemyheart @seven-souls and @min-t-posts

If anyone else wants to do this, please go ahead. I wanna see y'all! 🖤

likeamourningglory

I was tagged by @smileyoongle.

I look like I’m about to murder someone— it’s just because I’m tired, I swear.

I’ll tag @girlmeetsliv3 @chiefsushiroll and @jooniescupcakes

samanthajameswriter

What kind of reader are you? Reblog/Like and let us know if you agree!

jungshiii

tag yourself, i’m jin ㅜ.ㅜ

In need of: motivation.

I can never seem to write for myself— only for others. Yet, I have all these ideas and plots that are waiting to be written...

Until I find the motivation to write them, send a few prompts please?

Ships, gen, fluff, angst, smut, doesn’t matter. As long as it’s BTS-related. Help a poor soul out— I need some inspiration.

#BTS #bts imagines #bts fanfic #bts ships #writersblockpleasehelp

love

my mom said “going back to an old relationship is like rewatching a movie and expecting a different ending to happen” and that hit me hard

rainnysoul-blog

“Ever miss yourself? The person you were before you had your first heartbreaking or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted? I do.”

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syuga

[we all lie.mp3]

+ the Biggest Liar of them all:

meantfortheshore

moremetalthanyourmom

Okay but after seeing this I started doing it too and it’s amazing how many men I’ve run into bc they expected me to move

youcangofindatree-deactivated20

Gotta try it

clevermanka

I work (and walk) on a college campus. I’ve lost count of how many men I’ve smacked shoulders with.

emmagrant01

Recently, I was standing outside my son’s classroom waiting to talk to his teacher. I stood on one side of the hallway, not even close to the center. At some point, a man came walking along. I was standing right in his path, but the hallway was empty, so I logically expected him to swerve around me. Instead he kept walking right toward me, got to me, and stopped, as if waiting for me to get out of his way. I didn’t; I just smiled politely at him. He finally walked around me, clearly annoyed that I hadn’t leapt out of his manly path.

Now I’m wishing I’d leapt aside, taken off my jacket and laid it on the floor before him, then bowed deeply and said, “My Liege!”

mercurialkitty

I also work at a college campus. I smack shoulders sometimes, but I find that if I stare straight ahead and follow the advice below, people get the heck out of the way.

songbirde108

Honestly this post changed how I carry myself when walking alone in public, or in a situation where I’m the one leading. People definitely move for the murder gaze.

onethingconstant

Confirmed. I once had to rush back inside a convention hall as the con was closing in order to a retrieve a sick friend’s medication, and I didn’t understand why people in the crowd were jumping out of my way (literally—one guy vaulted a table) until I realized I was dressed as the Winter Soldier and doing the Murder Walk because that’s just how I walk in those boots. I got the meds, got out, and made a mental note.

I repeated the experiment later, wearing the boots but otherwise my usual clothing and mimicking the expression I thought I’d had at that moment. People parted like I was Charlton Heston.

I now wear that style of boots whenever possible. I recently had a man do a double-take as I walked by and ask me, politely, where I had served because I “looked like a soldier.” I’m not current or former military. I was wearing a flowy purple peasant top and looked as un-soldierlike as possible.

Moral of the story: wear comfortable shoes, square your shoulders, and walk like you’ve been sent to murder Captain America.

naeonnoir

WALK LIKE YOU’VE BEEN SENT TO MURDER CAPTAIN AMERICA

retroasgardian-deactivated20180

spiduhgirl

It’s called the Murder Strut.

elegantmess100

IT’S BACK!!!!!! I was searching for this to show my daughter the other day and couldn’t find it. I’m so glad IT’S BACK!! I will always reblog the Murder Strut!!

b3gayd0crim3

A guy on a bike went around me because he could tell I had no intention of moving. Thanks to this post.

linkedsoul

One day and I bumped into a guy while doing the Murder Strut and he apologized to me even though I was the one who had bumped into him.

It works wonders.

noping-out-deactivated20241117

In case you were wondering, yes you can do this in a wheelchair. Same look in your eyes and let ‘em know you will run them down. Just picture yourself in a sports car accelerating towards someone with the intention of flattening them.

If there’s anything more satisfying than watching Abled men leap out of my way when they realize I’m not moving for them, I can’t think of it atm.

chasing-asterion

seperis

Walk like you’ve been sent to murder Captain America.

Wheel like you’re gonna win the Indy 500 and don’t care how.

Your crutches are short swords; walk like you can see them buried in the bodies of anyone who crosses (in front of) you.

Tumblr: teaching women how to be Moses and part the fucking Red Sea with the power of their minds.

taraljc

I had never seen these updates to the Patriarchy Chicken Game before and they are all a goddam DELIGHT

marithlizard

Patriarchy Chicken and The Murder Strut, dance names for the new millenium.

raveneil-deactivated20220513

fanfiction is so wild cause im like…..ugh im not in the mood to read a book…..i’ll just read an 82k word fic instead……

brawltogethernow

Look…. To start a book… You have to make room in yourself for new characters and worlds. Do I look like I have the emotional energy for that? Do I look like I can trust like that right now? Just show me the things I already know pay good returns on my investment, except I also want to read something new so I guess they can be in a coffee shop this time.

justgot1

This - this is it, you’ve put it into words

kimnamtaejin

after that game, i dont trust any of them

id-888

*is stressed and sad* *makes a purchase* *is ok for 9 hours maybe*

likeamourningglory

#me, pre and post exams

bylinehearts

olaf is the prime example of a genuinely bad character who did a few good deeds in his life and doesnt get redeemed because of it. the baudelaires did not mourn for him. they buried him because to them, they felt thats what they should do. they still hated him. count olafs ending is not an excuse to crown him your “uwu precious angel who was misunderstood.” he is a bad person who had a few good moments. dont romanticize his abuse of the baudelaires just because he carried kit to the island.