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ilzus-deactivated20250120

its been over a month since ive seen my baby in an ultra sound and cry everytime i think about how long its been since i last saw him... i just worry and need to see him to make sure hes still okay

#thoughts #5 months

veganpussyy

i want to be devoured physically and emotionally

rajvira-deactivated20250815

And sexually <3

ocean-of-acid

when you hug someone and it feels like coming home

#my brain can relax #thoughts

pregnant and i dont know if i should be anymore.. i cant stop crying, ive never felt more alone.

#thoughts #someone hold me #someone be a friend

zegalba

a glass frog's underside

22die44

bellafleurz

caitimia

not my nana making me tear up at her just OFFERING to take my laundry..

has it really been like that for us? for me?

i think about it hard enough and a lot of our fights are also about me needing you or wondering why you dont offer to do things for me.

things that would help me out the way i help you out, support me the way i supported you.

we just recently argued about you not offering to do my laundry when all i do is try to help with yours.

ask why you dont want to visit me at lunch or drop something off for me when i forget on my way to work. when i drop everything just to make sure you have what you need for the day, making myself late to work sometimes. when all i want to do is bring YOU lunch to make sure you eat and to spend time with you.

why you dont bring me flowers on a random occasion just to see me smile because you know i love them.. and then to not even recieve them on the most loved day of the year, Valentines..

i understand now that you never really loved me, hardly even liked me. just pure opportunity from the start.

i shouldve heard it the first time you said it to my face.

but my inability to fully acknowledge how my familys genertational trauma was repeating itself right infront of me was my learning lesson.

ill know better now.

#thoughts

my heart hurts

#thoughts