hi guys!! iām kel and this is my sys/agere centric blog. itās my first time interacting with this sort of community so im kinda nervous, but i will try my best to be unfiltered and honest and actually free!!!!! thatās what this blog is for after all šš
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iām he/him!! bodily weāre 19, alter-wise itās complicated but vaguely Teenish works (think source age, ~16), it fluctuates!!
iām also a subsystem, so thereās other kels rattling around in here. as of right now none of them are really related to this blog thing but if that changes weāll roll with it. source stuff is fine!! just have tact about Certain Things yknow, feel free to talk about it/ask questions!!
im also a petre puppy regressor and though im not padded, i might mention it! overall regression talk will be very surface level (at least for now) due to my unfamiliarity with engaging it
things will be tagged properly (vents, posts with swearing (even lightheartedly), and if applicable at most suggestive content). straight up nsfw/18+ content will not be on this blog
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this blog started as a regression blog but iāve been posting a lot of random stuff, so now it isnāt solely a regression or system blog. think of it just as a place where i can be fully open Regarding that stuff. itāll probably just be a lot of yapping!! so tldr not a straight up regression/system blog BUT it is a space dedicated For both
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tags!!!:
#big dog hours - posts while not regressed!!
#kelppy time - posts regressed!!
#weird dog - unsure/in between big and small, or both
#kelppy da vinci - art or writing
#system yap - related to alter/system stuff
#sad kelppy hours - more lighthearted complaining stuff. iām normal
#vent - vent/vent adjacent š
#bad words - contains a swear(s) word ⦠waow
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also note, if i dont follow people back itās not personal i just want to keep my main separate </3 im sorry š¢
i said i would post more here but i underestimated how easily i get swept up in things whoops. lots of life updates but most important thing is, there was One Big Change that was very good, eveb if stressful, and i am Relaxinh abd Settling In. yaaay
i havenāt posted in a bit. life has gotten a bit hectic. lots of big changes coming up. maybe i should try to focus on this a bit more as a way to relax
thereās been so much going on lately and iām realizing itās taking a bigger toll on me than i originally thought. maybe thatās why i feel small. i donāt typically get the feeling outside of being sleepy at night in bed, but itās morning and iām feeling this way. itās weird :( i want to be reliable and responsible and dependable like i always strive to be but right now i also just want to go home and curl up in my blankets. sleepyā¦.
my friends made me feel nice last night. my sleep schedule is atrocious and i tried setting a bedtime for myself despite it not being a school night for the first time, and i told them at latest ill play games until 4 AM. when it became 4 AM my friend (iāll call him š) was immediately like āhey kelā¦. what time is it?ā and i was like ābbuhegegghhhhbhbhā cuz i didnt wanna sleep yet and he was like āehh i guess you can have like, 10 20 minutesā
and then when the time was up my other friend (iāll call him š) actually noticed and was like āhey hasnt it been 20 minites? yeah we should stop playing now so kel can go to bedā (we were about done playing anyway) and everyone being all ākel needs to go to bedā and kinda monitoring it in a sense was really nice and kinda embarrassing Because it was nice. but still nice. i hope if i do it again theyāll be like this again
drove to school. bleeehhhhhggghh break over. i dont wanna do school anymore š at least itās mostly just my stats class so hat iām dreading but eougughghhhhhgggggghggggghhhgggggggggg