Little Confessions

INNACTIVE: NSFW/18+ Only. About me: 31, M, lives in NC, Ace-Panromantic. Find me on Bluesky & FetLife.

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Link to my FetLife profile.  Name is Inn-cog-neat-o.

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Update 8/03/21

I’m so sorry my Tumblr followers- I miss you all but this platform is unfortunately a ghost town, and I’m having more fun over on Twitter and FetLife.  I promise to make a big text post update describing some fun kinky things I did over the past weekend.  Oh and that story I was updating and then forgot about is up to Chapter 8, so I’ll post a link to that again too.

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All Dressed Up and Diapered

Had some time tonight while the roommate was out to get diapered and dolled up. Send me Sissy affirmations to say to make my all blushy!

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Summer Vacation Regression Techniques

Chapter 1: Adam and Chris had just finished their first year of high school. They had already been and were still best friends, and were about to start their first summer vacation since starting high school. Both boys were mild-mannered, but typical boys. They weren’t quite full grown adults ...

Summer Vacation Regression Techniques Chapter 4 is up!  Meant to update on Fridays but forgot, so here you go.

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What do you usually like to do when you are diapered for fun?

Just answered this from another Anon- check it out!

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That's mostly what i do too haha! What are some of your favorite bands and games? Also what do you usually do once you are diapered if anything different?

I listen to so much music it's hard to distill my main tastes, and even if I share a handful of stuff I really like it still doesn't paint a full picture. That said, I'm completely obsessed with Prince, David Bowie, so much punk, post-punk, new wave, synth pop from 1976-84.

These days I usually spend the most time playing Animal Crossing and Destiny 2, but I make time for other stuff in between. I've been really getting into Metroid Prime for the first time. Also been playing OutRun 2, Half-Life, TwinBee, and Overwatch.

When I'm diapered, there's not really anything I specifically do. Unless I'm in a deep headspace I'll just do fun adult things. Although if I feel like spending the money I'll get some new Legos and have lots of fun building while diapered. I've done that a couple times and it's probably my favorite diapered activity. I really need to get all my old Legos out of storage.

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Summer Vacation Regression Techniques

Chapter 1: Adam and Chris had just finished their first year of high school. They had already been and were still best friends, and were about to start their first summer vacation since starting high school. Both boys were mild-mannered, but typical boys. They weren’t quite full grown adults ...

Added Chapter 3 to Summer Vacation Regression Techniques. Enjoy!

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Hey i saw you live in NC and was just wondering what you like to do in your freetime other than this

Well, I don't really get out much. I do enjoy stuff like hiking, and I want to get a bike really soon so I can go on simple rides (mainly as a way to stay active).

Otherwise, while I technically spend most of the day at work, I like to spend my free time playing lots of video games, mainly. I also listen to lots and lots of music and like to play guitar.

If I had it my way I'd be spending MORE time in diapers, but unfortunately my living situation simply doesn't allow it.

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Summer Vacation Regression Techniques

Chapter 1: Adam and Chris had just finished their first year of high school. They had already been and were still best friends, and were about to start their first summer vacation since starting high school. Both boys were mild-mannered, but typical boys. They weren’t quite full grown adults ...

So here's a story I've been working on for years now. It's called "Summer Vacation Regression Techniques." The events of the story and actions of the characters are meant to be seen as non-sexual in context, however readers may enjoy it otherwise 😏.

These are the first 2 chapters- I have more than that ready, but feel like sharing them on a weekly basis until we’re caught up with where I’m at.

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Might start sharing some ABDL stories/writing I’ve been sitting on for years.

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Diapers and vinyls ♡

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Originally Posted to my Twitter (@inncogneatoh)

Honestly been giving a lot of thought to my gender identity and expression lately. The truth is I still really don't know for sure what I'm comfortable with. I don't think I've experienced any kind of gender dysphoria...

I feel like I'm leaning towards some place that occupies both ends of the gender binary but also sits right between them. So maybe genderfluid? I think about HRT sometimes and while I like the idea, it's not something I'm desperate for.

I think I'm perfectly comfortable being seen as male and having male sex characteristics, but there's some part of me that wants to be seen as female, perhaps on an emotional level rather than physically.  Still working things out, but I can take it at my own pace.

I think if I didn't have the nerves and trepidation I'd 100% arbitrarily spend days presenting myself as female. And I think I'd do it not even for any particular reason other than it's something I'd just want to do for myself.

Maybe part of it is me just being tired of typical male-male and male-female relationships. I yearn for the kind of relationships between women I've observed in friends, others around me. Still trying to figure out exactly what that means to me.

I think... if I decided one day to start living as a woman, I'd most likely want to also live as a man sometimes. I think right now the idea of swapping my gender expression is simply just an alluring concept, but I have no idea how my outlook would change if I actually did it.

That being said, I think the most alluring factor is simply freedom of gender expression in itself, which honestly can be achieved by doing simple things like styling my hair differently, wearing different outfits, etc.

When the world opens back up perhaps I'll really try some basic things like... I don't know, wearing makeup like eyeliner and lipstick when I feel like it, dressing more casually feminine. Be interesting to see how my outlook changes then.

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Down to chat with folks. Feeling extra needy.

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Quick Story

So, I got a bit cold last night in bed and decided to wear my footie pajamas with the zipper all the way up the back (plus snaps at the top to make it harder to unzip). They’re kinda fun to sleep in- makes me feel like a toddler. Anyway I decided to pull on some Goodnites when I woke up and have some quick early morning fun in bed and thought I’d turn it into a quick story:

Against my protests I got put to bed in purple Goodnites- the kind with the cupcake designs on it. To make things worse, Daddy put my in my striped blue/purple footie pajamas with the zipper that ran all the way up the one leg and the back. It had special buttons that covered the zipper at the neck, so I couldn’t get out without Daddy’s help. I knew once he zipped me up I wouldn’t be getting out until morning when Daddy came to check on me. It was bad enough wearing the girly Goodnites but now I knew I’d end up using them, unless I could hold it all night and into the morning. 

I shuffled off to bed and got tucked in, Daddy putting my pink pacifier in my mouth before shutting off the lights. I yawned and soon got to sleep.

When I woke up, I still had my pacifier in, and felt down to see if I’d wet myself in my sleep. I could feel the padding underneath my pajamas- the telltale squishy feeling told me I’d definitely soaked my Goodnites. They bulged a bit through my pajamas and I started to become more aware of the sogginess as I woke up more. I soon realized I had to pee a little bit more, which made me feel even more helpless, knowing I was powerless to use the potty at this point, still being zipped up in my pajamas. I soon felt the warmth down below as I wet myself a bit more; my Goodnites bulging out just a bit more as they soaked up my pee. I felt down again and could definitely feel the sogginess beneath my pajamas, and caught a whiff of my stale pee- a sign I was nothing more than a total toddler who couldn’t be trusted to make it to the potty.

I started to feel a bit more restless, waiting for Daddy to come in and get me out of my pajamas and wet Goodnites. I was squirming a bit in bed when he finally came in. He pulled the covers off and simply felt around my Goodnites through my pajamas, saying “Well, it looks like some little tyke couldn’t stay dry!” I blushed and didn’t know what to say. Daddy said “Let’s get you changed and ready for the day little guy.” He brought got me out of bed and unzipped my pajamas, helping me out. To my dismay he then guided me over to the changing table. “Since you clearly can’t be trusted to stay dry like a big boy, I’m afraid it’s going to be diapers for you today.” I whined a bit more behind my pacifier as Daddy lay me down and removed my wet Goodnites, cleaning me up with some wipes. 

Daddy then took out some thick BunnyHopps diapers and a booster, laying them out and fluffing them up before maneuvering me on top of them. Then he got out the baby powder and got busy before he taped me up. I was starting to smell like a big diaper baby at this point, before Daddy put me in a onesie and my denim shortalls and let me go off to play.  The diaper made me waddle a lot and I knew it’d be a while before I soaked it enough to get another change.

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Check me out on FetLife! I just updated my bio to make it more organizationally friendly as well as adding a whole section on my criteria for a serious adult relationship. Although please be aware that that’s not really something I’m looking for online- this is mainly to deter anyone who doesn’t meet my expectations.

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Excuse me little miss, you don't seem to be wearing a diaper under that dress! How did you wiggle your way out of those silly baby? And are those grown up panties i see? Where did you get those?!? This just wont do. Up on the changing table right now little lady. Such a naughty girl. You're gonna make puddles silly.

Haha, at least SOMEONE is still left on Tumblr willing to make me melt from embarrassment.  

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A few more photos of me in my sailor onesie and WET diapey.  I’m wearing some lingerie underneath, kinda like a corset but with the breast cups as well (not sure what you call that).