Pammy I'm here.
(@lila-posting)
If you don’t see me I’m probably getting some juice, I’m like a little bit to the right not too far away
Alright just going to start walking around.
[There they are, halfway into a lumiknoll and covered in dirt] hey
Sup.
[She gives a short meek wave. There are bags under her eyes and she has a neutral expression]
Is this where the green stuff you've been drinking comes from?
[They shake a bunch of dust off of their hair, letting out a sigh .] yeah, it gets tiring sometimes . have to do it during the day, one time I tried doing it at night and nearly got bit in half by a creature .
You do know I have a bunch of rations you could use instead right?
I prefer the anxiety-ridden thrill of survival . but a ration would be nice I guess
Okay I'll get it later or something...
[She just stares at the ground blankly for a bit]
Feel free to rest, [they scoop out some of the inner sap with a bottle and sit down .] I had some juice earlier today, I’m not starving ..
[She momentarily snaps out of it and sits down next to them]
... Can I ask you something? Where did the time go? When I first ended up here it was fun and exciting. I reunited with my brother, almost went on a date, and even became the queen of arachnids but... I just feel empty... I'm worrying I'm going to die alone and scared in some dark corner and no one is going to care... I feel so small... I am just annoying... I keep having moments of clarity after I do something stupid and I just feel so frustrated with myself... I'm sorry for how disorganized this is... I'm probably sounding insane right now heh...
[She lays on her back staring at the sky]
It used to be so easy to live... What changed?
