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Benjamin "Benji" Liles. 102. Nephalem. "Please don't call me an abomination."

[stillinlovesong]

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literally me

[artemisic]

❛ that’s why we do it, isn’t it? …ask these questions, i mean. to figure out… who are– who we want to be? ❜

[lilesbenji-blog]

“That may be true, but would it be worth it to see the darkness in yourself? Would you want to know the crevices and imperfections that much?”

[artemisic]

❛ are we ever ready to see ourselves for what we really are? ❜

[lilesbenji-blog]

“Personally, I’d rather not direct the beam of attention at myself. I never know who or what I am when it is over with.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

Task 006: Siblings

Due to the rarity of Nephalem being produced, Benji is an only child. He has always wanted a sibling to look up to since he feels he isn’t that great of a role model himself. He often played with another child down in the pit (which turned out to be a demon spawn’s son). Unfortunately for Benji though, while he turned out to be a selfless, all around kind human being, the closest friend that he had was sculpted into the perfect demon.

[lilesbenji-blog]

praefiigo:

“Hey, hey. I’d be giving you my jacket, which is the most expensive thing I own. That’s sympathetic.”

“I guess I should be happy with what I get. Thanks for being a real sport, Nae.”

[arataxia]

[lilesbenji-blog]

Task 005: Names

Benjamin Naohiqes Liles is his legal name, but his demon name is simply Judas, son of Cain. His nickname is Benji or Ben (which he prefers)! His mother attempted to name her son a more angelic name, but his father would not have it. For about two hundred years, Benji was brewed in hell, using his abilities to warp reality for the damned. He hated it, and even now he fears that his father will return for him. For now, he takes advantage of the block on him fueled with a witch’s abilities and his own.

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“Not a chance. I can give you my jacket, though.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

“You’d let me die without a touch of sympathy. How rude.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

Task 004: Communications

Benji’s mother, despite her duty to disown her child, Benji still speaks to her regularly. Granted, he was 300 before they established a proper relationship, she is part of the reason his angel counterpart dominates his demon side. 

[lilesbenji-blog]

Describe your muse’s perfect date?

Due to Benji’s hyperactive personality, he’d adore something upbeat. An amusement park, an indoor inflatable playground meant for kids, bowling, etc. Something where he has to sit still during a movie would cause him to grow bored very easily. He wants to have fun in all aspects in his life, but due to the responsibility of adulting, he knows he cannot do such a thing. Benji would be very nervous on a date period, but he’d definitely be on his best, clumsy yet adorable behavior.

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“You still look like you’re freezing, Benji.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

“Well, your majesty, if you’re so worried about me freezing, you can cuddle with me if I get hypothermia.”

[thecurious-troyeverhardt-blog]

Less than a month to Valentine’s

[thecurious-troyeverhardt-blog]

“That is not a thought that occurred to me but it shouldn’t be too hard for me to pick up a box of chocolates for a little package deal.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

“You gotta pick up the pace, Troy. Money is business and business is money.” He spoke in a dramatically gruff tone though his chuckles signaled his teasing. “I’m just kidding, but if you need help with deliveries, I’m your guy.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

fcmilicr:

   “I’ve only been around for a few months myself.” Just enough to establish the business and wait. And wait. And wait. Wait for the witch that would be his current one, if he survived the madness of the town. “I’ll try to have two legs when you come. That gets confusing sometimes though I’ve never experienced one of you before. Do you read minds or no? Just checking.” Alden shrugged.

A somewhat downcast expression filtered on Benji’s features, though he struggled to maintain the cheeky smile on his face. His mood always dwindled when he was analyzed as a creature rather than a person. “I choose not to use a lot of abilities. For example, as a young child, I was in charge of the prisoner’s reality warping down in the pit of flames. My demon father was not the compassionate type. It makes relationships difficult if I use them all.”

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“-You need to cover up. You’re freezing.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

“I’ll be fine, Nae. Why do you think I keep singing? I’m musically warm.”

[thecurious-troyeverhardt-blog]

Less than a month to Valentine’s

If you’d like flowers, start putting your orders in soon so I can make sure everyone gets the best bouquets possible.

[lilesbenji-blog]

“Are there chocolates included?”

[lilesbenji-blog]

Birthday; July 13rd, 1910

Zodiac Sign; Cancer

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   Alden teasing raised two fingers to squinted eyes and then pointed them at the other being. “I better find them then. I do have a few kittens and a mother in the clinic in the mean time but if you want to stop by, you can’t miss it. It’s on Main Street. Safe Haven, that’s me.”

[lilesbenji-blog]

“Everything around here has changed since I moved away a few hundred years ago, so I’m still trying to find my way around this town again. Though, I will stop by and come back like every other day with questions. I could never trust Google.”