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Some oomfs and I created a niche discord server for The Long Walk with a special focus on Stebbins and a section for Raybins (and Gavribbins) shipping. (The server is for members 18+ ONLY.) Please join if you enjoy discussing this fascinating character!

Check out the Second Place is for Lovers community on Discord - hang out with 17 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

#billy stebbins #the long walk #raybins #stebbins the long walk #the long walk book #stebbins #ray garraty

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BILLY!!! 🐇

Fuckkkk I love my sweet baby boy Stebbins. He's literally the rabbit 🐇

Alt versions ^

I actually need to make more Long Walk fanart bc I fucking LOVED that film with all of my heart 🥹🥹🥹 Only thing now is my feed is infested with sad edits from it on tiktok 💔💔

#I love him so much #billy stebbins #fanart #the long walk

5gumhargreeves

The Long Walk, Richard Bachman// He Followed With Us, Andrew Joseph White // Sun Bleached Flies, Ethel Cain

Some attempt at a webweave for the fifth day of the Hank appreciation week^^

I felt so unwell about him when I made this, especially while going through his later passages in the book again ( which also made me want to re read again even more, but that's besides the point here) but. There's something so jarring to me about the way he begins to struggle pretty early in the book, even if the catatonic state only really sets at a later point.

On another note- I'm kinda sad that they mostly got rid of the religious aspect of his character in the movie ( Not only because I think it was quite interesting, but also because something about it made " God's garden is full of weeds" even more haunting to me </3

Anyway, I'm actually pretty content with how this turned out, so.

Hope y'all like it^^

#I also think a lot about his line God’s garden is full of weeds #hank olson #the long walk

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The Waste Land

by T. S. Eliot

I. The Burial of the Dead

#I will show you fear in a handful of dust #ts eliot #the waste land

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dreamcore of my childhood

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5gumhargreeves

Guess who almost passed out after one of her most dreaded exams today <3 ( it was the last one for a while though, so. Joy ✨️)

Anyway, the tlw hyperfixation is still as strong as ever, and doesn't show signs of wearing off any time soon ( this story has me in a chokehold and this fabdom is a prison- said with love <3). I've just been pretty busy during the last few days, which is why I haven't been quite as active ^^'

Anyway. Decided to throw this at you since I realised that I still it's been a while since I made the last one of these xd and because I keep making way too many of these, so. Here you go, ig🫠

#The walk stops every year. Once #One of the funniest things Stebbins says #the long walk #tlw book #the long walk book

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hyyl18

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

igorafvckassbowlcut

ok so I’m gonna hop on

I’m igorafvckassbowlcut bc of an ancient TikTok screenshot where it was like ‘people on TikTok called igorafuckassbowlcut with a wife, 3 kids and 9-5 office job’ and there was a guy in the comments called that saying ‘Nuh uh’ and not a day goes by where I don’t think about it

@harknessandmerridewsno1fan @afterdarkafternight @diippingdotss

@killer-official @k4rm4ftw and idk whoever 😁😁

harknessandmerridewsno1fan

harknessandmerridewsno1fan bc I knew no one else liked Harkness at that time 💔💔

(How that aged badly when the film came out.....)

@basically-collie-parker-73 @5gumhargreeves

5gumhargreeves

Thanks for tagging me <3

Soo. It basically started with a pun, in a way. I was really big into Umbrella Academy, back when I first made this account ( pretty sure the TUA fandom was what even made me notice tumblr in the first place xd Even though I've literally only been a lurker on here, u n t i l I joined the tlw fandom, lol).

But anyways. I really wanted to my username a TUA reference back then- or even more so, a reference to my favourite TUA character, whose name happens to be Five Hargreeves.

And here's where the pun aspect comes in, because I took that name, and basically mixed it with " 5Gum" ( y e s, the name of the chewing gum xd which s t i l l keeps making me think of " Five" Hargreeves whenever I see it 🫠). So yeah, I basically slapped those two names together, and ran with it. And I've grown...quite fond of it overtime, so I decided to keep it ^^

No pressure tags: @1-jar-of-stars @hail-mary-38 @lilithstar217 @mouseyinaround @purplepantspsycho @ursa-minor-is-in-love

And anyone else who wants to answer^^

lilithstar217

Thanks to @5gumhargreeves and @blackslaypphire for tagging me!

My username Lilith Star is a shortened form of the alias I use in one of the occult societies I belong to.

The 217 part is a reference to room 217 in Stephen King’s novel The Shining. I am a big fan of that book, and made a point of staying in room 217 of the Stanley Hotel in Estes Park, Colorado—where King stayed when he got the inspiration for that book. At the time of that trip, I was into paranormal investigations as a hobby. There were some unusual occurrences in that room, but it was all cool and nonthreatening.

No pressure tags @rambling-ides @idlesdays @watterbotleop