plus sized enby

♡ sw/hw- 266 || cw- 266 || ugw- 150 ♡

[lilkittyjen-v2]

relapsed again. gained 12 pounds. finally getting back into the swing of things

time for a ✨new pinned✨

- undiagnosed, unspecified, disordered eating

- diagnosed depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, & ocd

- 21

- bisexual

- they/them

- 13 piercings, 3 tattoos

- disordered eating for 10 years and counting

- want to lose 100 pounds by the time my brother gets married (2025)

repost for a follow back <3

[katiekals]

"starving yourself won't work if you want to lose weight"

actually it will! hope that helps x

[addicted2skinny]

(slightly toxic rule)

If it has more calories than you weigh in pounds,

why would you eat it?

[lilkittyjen-v2]

gonna ask my psychiatrist for some Vyvanse i think

[girlyb0nes]

༉‧₊˚List of Safe Foods˚₊‧༉

Rice cakes

Apples

Cucumbers

Grapes

Strawberries

Diet Coke

Green tea

Light yogurt (greek is even better for added protein)

Celery

Lettuce

Watermelon

Egg whites

Green beans

Shirataki/konjac noodles

Zero Sugar Gatorade

Cauliflower rice

Boneless skinless chicken breast

Mushrooms

Sugar free jello

Sugar free popsicles

Sugar free coffee creamer (in small amounts)

Light string cheese

Imitation crab

Cherry tomatoes

Meal replacement/protein bars

Protein shakes

Canned/pouch tuna

Skinny Girl syrups & dressings

Progresso light soups

PB2 (powdered peanut butter)

Quaker Rice Crisps

Air popped popcorn

Applesauce pouches

Fiber brownies

Sugar-free gum

Halo Top ice creams

Lowfat/Fat free sliced chicken or turkey deli meat

Dill pickles

Radishes

Blueberries

Joseph's lavash bread & pita bread

Broccoli

Brussels sprouts

Unsweetened almond milk

Zucchini

Cantaloupe

Bell peppers

Roma Tomatoes

Ultra thin pretzel sticks

Here are all of my favorites 💖 Anything I should add?

[scythe-starving]

If you're craving sweet > eat high protien yogurt

If you're craving salty > eat nuts (they're so good for you)

If you're craving savory > eat meat !!!

If you're craving a binge > GO FOR A RUN.

Your body is wrong. All you need is protein and exercise.

[nebuleeart]

HAPPY PRIDE!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[lilkittyjen-v2]

hi ummm i’m non binary

[lilkittyjen-v2]

zero sugar pepsi for breakfast ❤️

[lilkittyjen-v2]

back on my disordered shit❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

we can blame ed twt

[egg-in-the-basket-deactivated20]

me: I should shower! it will energize me me, after showering: so…sof and cleen .. .. must na p

[lilkittyjen-v2]

sorry i’ve been so inactive. it’s been rough

[lilkittyjen-v2]

if someone very special to you said they lost 5 pounds in 9 days, maybe don’t say “good.” maybe say that you’re concerned because we’re not doing well.

[cribblingdebression]

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

[1anonyymous1]

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

[sleepynsick]

cookout at mine! Bring something low cal

[cureofwellness]

✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.