Lilianbambi🪽

[lillianbambi]

About this account!

hey, I'm Lilian but you can call me Lily or Lils.

Mostly reblogs, occasional fanfic, shit about MJ, and stuff that I make that sounds funny to me.

If you are under 18, DNI!!!! (im 20 I have no life, but I swear I have a job I'm working as an assistant attorney before I become one.)

I dont accept T.R.A.S.H

T ransphobes

R acism

A bliests

S exism

H omophobia

anyways thats it bai

[myxstrx]

look at this princess are you kidding me

[2sugari]

this is my girlfriend

[lillianbambi]

my guy pretty like a girl ahh

[cecpizzarocks]

WHAT is mike doing vro

[mikaylajacksonnn]

we can all agree this was one of his finest eras .

his afro sits like a halo, like he’s genuinely an angel

[lillianbambi]

𝙿𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚕~ pt2

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warnings: Semi smut, creepiness, gay

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As the weeks went on, Michael started to miss this man more and more each day. He called him endlessly. No pickups or voicemails from him. He tried finding out who he was, but to no avail. Michael just felt like giving up on this man and finding someone new.

*Brrriiinnggg Brrriiinnggg*

Michael ran up to the phone and nervously picked up. "Hello?" he squeaked out.

"Hey princess..." the voice behind the speaker said. Michael exhaled shakily. "Hey, I've been trying to get ahold of you.....why didn't you answer?"

The man laughs huskily. "I'm sorry baby, I've just been so busy with work, and I never got a chance.....Now you do, so how's it going?"

Michael pauses. It's been weeks. Work has lasted weeks??? Michael brushes it off and continues the conversation. "It's been ok. Rehearsal for my tour has been grueling, and I'm always happy to be home talking to people...."

The man laughs again. Oh, god, Michael needs to control himself when he hears that laugh. "I get it baby, life's hard.....especially for someone like you."

Michael is a bit creeped out from this man's tone of voice, but then says, "Yeah, pretty bad.....so.....you wanna meet up again sometime?"

The man is silent for a bit. "Sure baby....I'd love that!"

Michael finally relaxes his shoulders and smiles. "Ok, so.....this weekend?" The man agrees and him and Michael coordinate through the phone before they both hang up.

Michael squeals in excitement and he flops onto a couch. He's beyond happy. He's finally getting to see this man again. The one he loves......He's just happy.

After a bit Michael starts thinking about him deeper. His face. His huge hands. His voice.....It all blend together, and Michael's stomach feels like its shrinking, and his body starts reacting to his own thoughts.

Michael whimpers and tentatively slides a hand down his body, past his chest, stomach, and thighs, and grazes his hands over his thighs.....lingering there. He unbuttons his trousers, and pulls down his boxers. His dick springs free and it hits his stomach.

Michael gently spread the precum over his tip, and he whimpers. He slides his hand down his shaft, very slowly. He whine and whimpers and begs to no one. He starts going a bit faster.

Oh!...uhn...ah...ah....ah.....ahn.....oh.....mmhmm.....

He imagines the man looming over him, Michael's cock in his big calloused hands, making Michael scream and whine with his dick buried inside of him again and-

AH!!!

Michael cums. Hard. Thick white ropes shoot out of his dick and land on his stomach. He gasps for air, never have done this so intensely. He quickly cleans himself up and lays in his bed. He's still so exited to see his man again,....

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Pt 3 coming soon if I have time because I work a full time job now

Hope you enjoyed!!!!!!

Love, Lilly.

[lillianbambi]

im releasing a smut fic in roughly one day. wish me luck

[lillianbambi]

oh god, I just realized Korean tv still does blackface holy shit I didn't know. god, i'm over here so proud of my background thinking we support everybody but then they do this? Why? I thought we were supportive of black people in Korea... On behalf of Korea, I wanted to apologize, even if i'm not a leader, and they're not actually apologizing, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for everyone who's looks at those stupid characatures and looks down open themselves. I truly am sorry. I feel horrible about my background now, I didn't know.

[lillianbambi]

GUYS I GOT A PROMOTION!!!!

[lillianbambi]

Fic yayya

which one should I do next...?

Try and reupload my smut fic that got banned

Petal pt2

Voting ended onAug 6

[maybe-ill-stay-heavencanwait]

i love when michael jackson whimpers reblog if you agree

[lillianbambi]

real footage of me trying not to laugh after someone tells me that MJ was a pedo because it sounds fucking ridiculous.

[otaconbuttlicker2]

They took me down for being gay

[evilgaypiratejackson]

Dont let them silence you.

[lillianbambi]

noooo otaconbuttlicker I love you its ok

[cuntykuro]

category is angels with sparkly eyes

[gothicmj]

On the topic of people infantilizing Michael…which is something I’ve noticed a lot on TikTok and in general being a fan for a long time. His voice, his interests, and his personality are constantly being interpreted as a sign he was mentally another age. The whole Peter Pan syndrome thing (which is a fictional disorder btw) or the belief Michael had a child’s brain in a man’s body are literally just theories based on assumptions. Michael was a grown adult: a brilliant musical genius…a complex human who could be complicated just like everyone else.

So many fans treat him like a perfect god incapable of having any faults, yet refuse to acknowledge his autonomy as a grown man. An adult man who cussed, had mature relationships, and who wasn’t an overgrown baby that fits their innocent projections. It’s one thing to acknowledge Michael’s childhood and how environmental factors shaped his development, but it’s another thing to deny him of his humanness altogether.

The way Michael chose to heal from his traumas or express his inner child doesn’t automatically mean he was a specific “mental age.” Escapism through play, creativity, and imagination aren’t signs that his brain was operating at a specific level. Finding safety in interests and building your own reality creates comfort and stability, especially after growing up in an unstable environment. I know there’s certain language used in fandom culture just for fun, but there really are people who reduce Michael to a one dimensional, naive person. As if he wasn’t this worldly man full of experiences and knowledge that was capable of making his own decisions.

Some fans may not understand the implications with how they view Michael, thinking it helps combat the false allegations, but that level of infantilization can have negative effects. If anything, that rhetoric is often fuel for guilters who theorize Michael was “out of touch with reality” or a predator who believed he was a kid himself. It’s also similar to how tabloids viewed him as “weird” or “stunted” just for how he chose to have fun/decompress. I feel like Michael deserves to be treated with the humanity that he was deprived of and not have every aspect of his life sensationalized. This infantilizing mindset is harmful, not just to Michael, but to any adults who don’t conform to the strict rules of social normalcy. This happens a lot to adults with trauma or neurodivergent disorders, but any person can be mislabeled based on social stigma.

Adults who seem “different” from social pressures often face stereotypes about their emotional complexity, sexual behavior, life experiences, and overall abilities. This mindset reflects a societal focus on linear development and pressures for adulthood to look a certain way (for example telling people to “grow up”). Assigning age levels to certain interests/behavior can create negative biases, such as the ones that surrounded Michael as black man. No one should be falsely judged for how they express joy or having interests that bring genuine happiness.

Michael was much more than a “child in a man’s body” and that type of language is very reductive. Michael was very clear in how he drew the line between “child-like” and “childish,” in his own words. There’s also a very strong racial component to this phenomenon, as Michael may not fit the stereotypes of what a black man should be like, so people tend to create their own projections and treat him like a child instead. There’s just so much more to his art, personality, philosophy, and his legacy as a black artist that gets ignored when he gets infantilized on such a level.

[lillianbambi]

hey my Lillies. as some of you may know, I just got out of a horrid relationship, and so I'm taking a little break from Tumblr, which means you won't get Petal part 2 for a little while. I'm so sorry.

Love, Lily<3

p.s ill release petal pt 2 the second I get back from my break *a few days*

[lillianbambi]

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚎~

Based off The Cure by Olivia Rodrigo

warnings!!: UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS, Angst, referenced cnc sex, self hatred, foul language, gay

Michael Jackson x Male OC

"You don't get to decide where I am all the time!" Michael yells, infuriated. "You don't get to keep me away from people!"

Salem just leans his head back and chuckles. "I can decide whatever I want you to do, princess. And you do it." Salem smirks and looks at Michael, who's crying and about to fall over.

Michael finally has the courage to speak out, "I want to go places on my own. Places where you aren't. Sometimes I just want a break. Please, Salem...." Michael's voice quivers with each word, breaking down more and more.

Salem just shakes his head. "Fine then, go off and get assaulted because I'm not there to protect you, I don't care. Only I can truly protect you from dangerous people, Michael."

Michael scoffs. "You fucker. You're manipulating me. Let me go."

Salem abruptly stops moving. Then he turns towards Michael. "What did you just say?"

Michael stops breathing. "I-I said you fucker.....you're manipulating me. let. me. go."

Salem grabs Michael's arm. "You dirty bitch. You know what happens to dirty bitches, right?"

Michael looks at the floor. "Dirty bitches get punished."

Salem smiles. "Thats right, good boy..." he drags Michael up the stairs. Michael eventually just accepts his fate and lets himself get dragged up.

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Michael pants, his heart thumping in his chest. He looks up at Salem and he softly smiles, half happy and satisfied, half nervous and scared.

"Thank you, Salem....I'll stop asking.....I'll take you if I wanna go somewhere..." Salem smiles at this. "Good boy Michael.....I knew you were gonna comply."

Later that night Michael sneaks out of the house. He drives to a nearby store and buys cigarettes. When he gets back, Salem is still asleep.

He lights one and watches the smoke billow up. It reaches the sky in pretty grey ribbons. He wishes he was the smoke. Free. Unfeeling.

Michael sighs and looks at the drop. High. High enough to kill someone.

Michael considers it. He thinks hard. He decides, not now. Not today, and goes back inside and writes a note.

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"Hey Salem. We've been together a long time. I really love you and all, but I think you can be too controlling.

I want to go off and see my friends, or have alone time, or play around without being sexualized by you. Again, I love you, but we need a break.

I hope one day, you notice what you are doing, and make a change, but until then, I can't be with you. I'm sorry

Love, Michael"

And just like the wind, Michael disappears, slipping into the night. Maybe he'll come back, maybe he won't. Only time can tell.

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Hey my Lillies. I'm so sorry if I made you guys uncomfortable with this one. I just got out of a relationship just like this one, so I poured my feelings into this fic. Again, I'm so sorry if you didn't feel good with this one.

Love, Lily <3

[mikaylajacksonnn]

starting to realise the more the michael movie hype dies down, the fandom is decreasing . 😶

likeee baby i’m true to this game not new to this game.. im not going anywhere anytime soon

[amazegumballz]

I'm staying right fucking here sis

[lillianbambi]

real like where did half the fans go?