September 25, 2020: On the sawmill, on the way to Connecticut, a drive Iāve done hundreds of times. This song came on and I almost skipped it, but instead I said to myself āOkay Iāll do this.ā And halfway through I was sobbing because I love my boyfriend, I love thinking about any type of future with him. Itās also terrifying, and I feel like he could find someone so much better than me. I know one thing right now... I love this man and I canāt wait to keep doing this life with him.















